I like to pick up a fallen leaf
Cut it in the pages of the book to retain its vicissitudes of color
Then pick up the pen
I write green words on the veins of the leaves
Occasionally I miss the past days
Occasionally I feel sad about the passing of youth
Some people say, I am old
Actually I know
I am not old
I just don’t want some people
to leave my life in such a hurry
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On June 27, 2020, people were still immersed in the joy of the Dragon Boat Festival holiday, but you, my friend, chose this day to pass away quietly, bringing endless sorrow to your relatives and friends... ...
On the morning of the 27th, we rushed to the funeral home and all we saw was your coffin and your handsome and dignified portrait in front of the coffin. The smoke was lingering, covering the wife's heart-wrenching cry and the son's confused look. That warm you has left us.
At 7:00 on the 28th, we lined up to say goodbye to you. You lay quietly among the flowers, like a fallen leaf. Want to get closer, get closer, see your thin face clearly, and remember your sincerity...
Until a wisp of clear smoke slowly rises, and your son holds out your hand The ashes, the hearse moved forward slowly, heading west... I just believed that this young life, my comrade-in-arms, and my respectable friend, really left us...
? A few days have passed, and I thought I would slowly forget about you, but no, your voice and smile linger in my heart every moment. Reading your "last farewell" to us, the blood, the tears, and the huge grief hit me in waves. How could such a warm and kind person leave us?
When I am busy or free, I quietly look at my mobile phone and travel through the photo album of time. That person, that thing, that love, that scene, every scene comes to my mind... ..
This was June 2011, the second year you came to the teaching and research office. We sent Director Fu to the party. At that time, your drinking capacity was quite good. As the saying goes, wine is like character, and you are always happy. You always drink it down in one gulp and never hide your lies. Every time you drink, I always count your "results" for you.
This is a group photo taken when we went to Zhangjiajie in August 2011. Do you remember the charming scenery and the mountains? Your pink half-sleeves are very eye-catching and complement the green scenery. You were so healthy then that I joked that your forehead made the sun and moon lose their brilliance.
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This is your figure at the 2013 New Year's Day party. Remember? This is the only and unforgettable party for our teaching and research staff. There were six hosts at the party. Li Hai only had one line, and it was said by others. The scene was always embarrassing, but it was so happy! Prizes started to be given out, why? I have forgotten what award I won, but it is not important. What is important is the sense of ceremony and the warm atmosphere. I still remember the recitation by the three of you who were born in the Year of the Pig, "There is such a group of people." I wrote the manuscript. You practiced so seriously and read so affectionately... We have so many programs that have been cancelled. After several times, I still can’t finish the show...
This is a photo taken when we visited Qingquan Valley in the summer of 2013. Qingquan Valley in August actually lacks many flowers and beautiful scenery, and the spring is not like a spring. It is dripping, but it still does not reduce our happy mood. We sing for a while and shout for a while. What are we singing? Nothing matters.
This is the only image of you in the valley. It should be next to the "spring". I can't remember what you were saying or doing.
I still remember eating the single cake baked by Shurui’s wife on the way up the mountain. The egg sauce was delicious. After coming down the mountain, we went to have a picnic by the small river in Sanguanyingzi. This is a photo of the picnic. There was everything to eat and drink. Remember the river we waded through together? The water was very clear and not very hot, but we still rolled up our trousers and waded here and there. Suddenly we found that only Lao Yan was not in the water. Several young men together lifted her and threw her into the water. Lao Yan also Not annoyed, happy laughter echoed in the air. Who changed Yao Junguang's vest into a bra? Yao Junguang touched his chest and laughed. At that time, you even wrote a long poem for us:
The famous scenic spot Qingquan Valley,
is sixty-five years away from Aohan.
The road is bumpy and full of songs,
The road is rugged and blocked by rocks.
The farmer's sister-in-law crossed the iron chain and blocked the road to count the money.
Anger rises in the hearts of tourists,
If someone breaks their bones in the street.
Find a way to enter the valley on foot,
You sing to me and the drum.
This place is called the original ecology,
The wild flowers are dancing freely.
That side is not said to be made by ghosts and gods,
The huge stone is ferocious, not a sword or an axe.
Occasionally, some modern people leave their handwriting,
It takes a lot of effort to draw a clear picture.
There is no leisure for picking flowers and fruits,
Climbing rocks and leaning on branches to take pictures without stopping.
Sighing at the quietness of Qingquan Valley,
the gurgling streams accompany you around.
Listen to the sound of rain in spring and cicadas in summer.
The sound of insects is thick in the dense forests and high mountains.
Let’s sigh again at the many wonders in the valley,
The trees are full of walnuts and hazelnuts.
Pounding medicine in a mortar while gathering medicine,
Feilong Waterfall is endless fun.
Old songs accompany new songs on the way back,
The scorching sun sends people off.
God made beautiful clouds cover the sun,
The scenery along the Sanguan River is different.
Set up camp in the wild and start the stove,
Everyone works together to make coals.
Everyone performs his or her duties, and
practices a set of exercises every time.
Men, women, old and young were ignored.
The meat was paste and the intestines were burnt and the smoke was thick.
Pushing the cups and cups to start the banquet,
Wen Zhiwu fights for brotherhood.
Take advantage of the Xing River to sober up.
You push me and push me through the water.
Being soaked in the rain turned into a drowned rat,
The half-sleeves turned into a bra with a smile.
Looking back on the happy things along the way,
Climbing mountains and observing the scenery to see life.
Beautiful resorts require good health,
cooking delicacies requires stomach energy.
A person who is down-to-earth can travel far,
A person with an open mind can make great progress.
Thank you for leaving such unforgettable memories for us!
This is a group photo taken when we went to Xiangshui in the summer of 2013. The running on the grass, the laughter in the Laoha River, the singing in the yurt, the heroic appearance of the handsome horse... all of this is vivid in my mind.
Here are your poems:
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This is a photo taken at the National Day BBQ in 2013. Do you still remember the ditch in Xindi? Remember the "stage" in the ditch? It's just such a simple place, with no flowers, no grass, no rivers and no water, but we are still happy. A group of happy people are the stage everywhere. The "demons" danced wildly and turned on the stereo so that the car's battery ran out. At that time, classmate Wang Xuebing joked that we were given chicken blood, and we were given the shot. We were just happy, so what? After eating, singing, and dancing, we visited Shengda Villa, dug into cave dwellings, and picked wild eggs...
This is the 2014 scheduled trip to Yulongsha Lake Photos from the time. Remember how many cars were fined for speeding this morning? Remember the various kinds of noodles for breakfast? Your red sleeves are like a ball of fire, reflecting the morning glow in the east. We enjoyed sandboarding and riding dune motorcycles... Li Yilun lost his mobile phone. I picked it up but wouldn't give it to him.
This is a photo of you at a barbecue in the Xindi Grove in the summer of 2014. Remember that time? The activity was really rich! All members of each family were out, there was no division of tasks or any requirements, but we had everything to eat and play. Someone brought poker, and the children and adults played in two groups; Weifeng brought a stereo, so we could play together Show off your singing voice; some brought liquor, some brought beer, some skewered mutton, some skewered pork, some skewered beef, some skewered corn and ham, cooked instant noodles, and watermelon...eat Okay, after drinking, the five people started drinking from the palms of their hands and the backs of their hands. Five people drank and there were four left. Four people drank and there were three left. Three people drank and there were two left. Two people started to punch. Chen Lilong drank too much and drove away in his car. At that time, drinking was allowed to drive. Qi Zhenjun drank too much and scolded me all the time. I didn't follow him and kicked him twice when I went home.
Do you remember the trip to Daoxugou on July 28, 2015? This trip was longer and visited many scenic spots, including Meilin Valley, Daoxugou, Heili River, Fengshui Bay, and Ma'anshan. I remember the Daoxugou Valley, it was a beautiful place, better than the Golden Whip Creek in Zhangjiajie. There are not only clear streams and waterfalls, but also countless colorful and huge rocks, accompanying the winding streams. Various trees beside the river valley include willow silk, catalpa shadows and poplar trees. We didn't make a good plan. The scenery along the way was very nourishing, but when we came down, we had no energy and couldn't find the sightseeing bus. We were just tired, but we were still happy. We even took a photo at the entrance of the scenic spot. Shurui also went up to Yunzhong Grassland. We walked halfway up the mountain and finally gave up. I was so envious. How was it playing then? There is your poem as proof:
The scenery of Daoxu Holy Land is quiet,
The water flows from the spring under the pile of boulders.
The mountains are surrounded by trees and green,
The water surrounds thousands of villages and forms oases.
The stone steps are paved to the sky,
The Yunzhong Grassland is at the end.
The waterwheel ran out of power,
The suspension bridge's hanging piles had hamstring cramps.
Chat and quench your thirst by drinking water from the waterfall,
Eat pickles with pickles to relieve your worries.
Created with miraculous craftsmanship,
Naturally, how many times have you messed with it?
The most unforgettable thing is probably rafting, which can be described as a soldier throwing away his armor.
Shurui locked the car keys in the car, and people asked for help from dozens of miles away. Shurui said, I don’t know how the 300 yuan came from, I only know how the 300 yuan disappeared. Wang Ying said, I don’t know how I fell into the river, but I know how I stood up. Lao Liu not only lost his shoes, but also his glasses. Qi Zhenjun almost started a fight with him. Your poems are proof:
The source of the Ha River is fast flowing,
Drifting in the water is dangerous and strange.
The boat capsized due to the swell and there was nowhere to dry.
I couldn’t help but lose my shoes and my clothes.
I don’t know why the boat capsized.
I didn’t know the problem until I fell into the water.
It is difficult to find a helping hand to save.
The grass on the stone tip is slippery and the skin is broken repeatedly.
Screaming and laughing all the way,
When I got ashore, my whole body was washed by water.
If I had known that rafting would be like this, I would have worn a helmet, water shoes and a raincoat.
The time was fixed in September 2015. After you fell ill, we never hung out together again. I remember that it was a meeting on the first day of the September 15th Open Week. You did not attend. After hearing about it, you went to the hospital for a check-up and went directly to Chifeng for surgery. We went to the hospital to see you that day. You had just woken up after the operation. We felt sad for your haggard face and weak look, but you were still optimistic. Yes, this disease can generally be cured, and we have full confidence in you.
You went to work not long after you were discharged from the hospital. You returned to your beloved job and are still working hard. See you full of energy again. You love your job, just like your signature in QQ:
Three years have passed, and you can occasionally drink a glass of red wine with us. You are radiant again, and we all thought you were cured. , but the bad news of metastasis was found.
On New Year’s Day in 2018, Xiaoman organized a New Year’s Day party for everyone. We sang and danced together, and we were very happy. I didn’t expect that this would be our last activity together. Didn’t we promise that we would stay together forever?
You clearly know that life, old age, illness and death have always been a proposition that cannot be chosen independently. Since I fell ill, I have been optimistic, actively treated, and never given up. You know the cruelty of the disease and its progression, so you have always held the most optimistic attitude and made the most pessimistic plans. You have endured many targeted treatments with tenacious perseverance. Over the past two years, we have watched you stick to your job despite your good and bad health. In the cold winter and hot summer, we remember you carefully handing out test papers and being diligent. Work looks like. Last year, your health was already very bad, but you were still handing out test papers at noon on the hottest day, and you fainted in the office, but you still didn't complain or regret.
You are loyal, open-minded, modest and prudent, and have a warm heart. You always appear when we need you most, and we are used to not even saying thank you. Nowadays, we can still see you helping to repair computers everywhere with our eyes open and closed, with such enthusiasm and concentration. Interacting on the same channel, because of you, we never remember the website address. You help seriously every time and never blame us.
You love reading, and you say that although reading cannot extend the length of life, it can expand the width of life; you love calligraphy, and you say that calligraphy can cultivate a calm state of mind. You never make it difficult for others, but you force yourself; with an open mind and a grateful feeling, you stand on the quiet and peaceful shore and look at the noisy and complicated other shore, without fighting or grabbing.
You finally said: "I take my work seriously all my life, treat my friends sincerely, and get along with others kindly. I have no regrets. I have worked hard, struggled, and fought against the disease, and I have never given up. There will eventually be a separation in life, don't let sadness cover up the joy we once had; don't let separation pull away the hearts that we once had together. The end of life is painful, but only in this way can we get rid of the torture of illness. I believe that life will definitely end in the end. It exists in another form."
You have too much care and reluctance to be in love with the world of mortals. The vast sea of ????people come and go in a hurry, whose passerby are you, and who is your passerby. All the things we passed by, walked side by side, and shared together were finally lost and separated on that day, and finally became forgotten.
No matter who you meet in life, everything is God’s will, so you should treat it well and cherish it! Whether you leave or accompany you, the process is the most important. No matter what the future holds, we must have a grateful heart, be grateful for the encounter, and live up to our expectations! Because of fate, we met across the vast sea of ????people. Because we owe each other, we meet each other across thousands of mountains and rivers.
In the future life, I still believe in friendship. It is a transcendence beyond family affection and a space that can extend life.
Let us hold a piece of understanding lightly, hold a dust-free heart, embrace the fragrance of flowers, drink with time, sort out the ordinary days into poetic scenery, and dance lightly in the misty rain and mortal world with a calm and calm attitude. Road...