You must have heard this song "Generation".
But what few people know is that,
Gu Cheng, the author of this poem, is a madman who kills his wife.
Gu Cheng and His Half-Leg Hat
1956 Gu Cheng was born in Beijing, and his father Gu Gong was a little poet.
When I was a child, Gu Cheng was very withdrawn. He often looks at trees and ants alone and doesn't play with other children.
At the age of twelve, I dropped out of school and went home to raise pigs, but it happened to usher in a turbulent period of ten years.
Gu Cheng was sent to an army farm in Shandong with his father, and finally returned to Beijing after five years of "suffering and pain".
After returning to Gucheng, Beijing, he began to publish some small poems after "working", which soon caused quite a stir in the poetry world and became famous in one fell swoop.
▲? Meet on the train
At the age of 23,
On a train bound for Beijing, Gu Cheng caught a glimpse of Xie Ye, a Shanghai girl two years younger than him.
Everyone slept at night, but you didn't sleep next to me. I don't remember how we started talking. I only remember that you answered in clear Beijing dialect. Your eyes are big and beautiful, deeply like a dream fish, and your nose and mouth have a metallic luster. I didn't know what to say, so I read you a poem. -Gu Cheng
Attend to city can't help sitting beside Xie Ye, reading poems for her. He even painted for Xie Ye.
There are old people, children and dirty workers in the painting, but there is no Xie Ye.
Xie Ye asked Gu Cheng why?
Gu Cheng said: I think you are too bright for my eyes to stop.
Ye Xie
Xie Ye, a young girl in Seeds of Love, has never experienced such a fiery and bold confession.
Confused, she took the address given to her by Gu Cheng and found Gu Cheng's home.
Xie Ye, who was originally nervous, couldn't help laughing when he saw what came out of "Attend to City".
That day, Gu Cheng was wearing a white shirt, with a pen in his pocket and a large piece of ink on his chest.
He smiled brightly, like a child, and said to Xie Ye, There you are.
Gu Cheng fell madly in love with Xie Ye.
About Xie Ye, he seems to have endless love stories. The love poem he wrote to Xie Ye looks like a novel.
▲ The twists and turns of marriage
In pursuit of Xie Ye, Gu Cheng bought a house near Xie Jia and lived in Shanghai.
However, Xie Ye's father refused to acknowledge Gu Cheng, because he heard that he was a mental derangement and Gu Cheng didn't even have a serious job, so Fu Xie couldn't let his daughter marry such a "liar".
Gu Cheng flinched without thanking his father for his opposition.
He ran to Xie Jia's door again, nailed a box like a coffin with wood, and every day he lay in that box to show Fu Xie.
Fu Xie was finally forced to agree.
You are a freak, or according to my father, you may be a liar. You look very polite and angry when you put the address in my hand. Ye Xie
In order to marry Xie Ye, Gu Cheng flew into a rage at his home in Beijing and smashed everything that could be smashed at home.
Gu Cheng stayed up until midnight, ate a lot of tranquilizers and finally fell asleep quietly.
The next morning, Gu Cheng's father rushed to Shanghai to propose to Gu Jie.
▲ Hidden worries in happiness
The beginning of love is always sweet.
The newlyweds Gu Cheng and Xie Ye have a very good relationship, but their lives are very tight, and they often can't even take out a dollar at home.
On one occasion, someone gave Gu a large sum of money, including 150 yuan. The couple are very happy. They walked hand in hand through a big park, and then hand in hand went to the bank to deposit money.
But in the afternoon, they found that it took ten dollars to buy cabbage, so they went to the bank hand in hand to get ten dollars.
However, the next morning, they found that the tire of the bicycle was broken and needed another ten yuan. So the couple went to the bank hand in hand to get ten dollars.
Their friend Shu Ting teased them:
You have been walking, and your shoes are broken. You should get another ten dollars to buy a pair of shoes.
Xie Ye and Gu Cheng
The grass is bearing seeds, the wind is shaking the leaves, and it is beautiful when we stand without talking. -Gu Cheng
At that time, Xie Ye was full of gratitude for life, because she had a love that intoxicated her. She kept telling people around her about her happiness and her unique love with Gu Cheng. She seems to be the happiest wife in the world, and her feelings have infected everyone around her. One of them is welcoming Xie Ye's roommate.
If Xie Ye and Gu Cheng live like this, they may become another pair of Qian Zhongshu and Jiang Yang.
However, Xie Ye slowly discovered a problem from "Gu Cheng":
Gu Cheng is like a dictatorial king.
In his kingdom, he wants to control Xie Ye in all aspects.
Xie Ye is not allowed to get out of their control at all.
▲ The king of the daughter country
Gu Cheng longs for a dream girl country, and he is Jia Baoyu in that girl country.
He doesn't allow Xie Ye to wear makeup, necklaces and earrings, and even dresses must be approved by him.
He forbade Xie Ye and Shu Ting to go swimming together, because he didn't want others to see Xie Ye wearing a bathing suit!
Xie Ye was pregnant for the first time, and Gu Cheng had a dream.
He thought the dream predicted that the child would bring him bad luck, so he forced Xie Ye to go to the hospital to take the child away.
In front of Xie Ye, Gu Cheng is like a baby who has no independent viability at all.
He didn't have a job, but also forced Xie Ye to resign and tried his best to prevent Xie Ye from continuing his studies.
In the end, Xie Ye had to drop out of school and work wholeheartedly as a full-time nanny and private secretary for Gu Cheng.
Xie Ye and Gu Cheng are like two twisted vines, maintaining a "* * * relationship" that outsiders can't understand at all.
Attend to city wants to control Xie Ye, and Xie Ye is willing to be controlled by him.
Perhaps, in Xie Ye's heart, this is Gu Cheng's love for her, pure love, pure enough to make people feel terrible.
▲ That Yinger
Xie Ye gave King Gu Cheng the same life, but Gu Cheng used it to find a mistress.
At a poetry meeting, Gu Cheng, as a representative of the obscure poetry school, was scolded to pieces by the orthodox poetry school.
A woman stood up and spoke loudly for Gu Cheng and defended Gu Cheng.
This woman is Yinger.
Yinger is a very greedy vulgar woman. First, she hooked up with Liu Zhanqiu, the executive deputy editor of Poetry magazine.
But Liu Zhanqiu didn't want to marry Yinger just to play with her body.
Yinger and Liu Zhanqiu.
As it happens, Gu Cheng entered her world at this time.
Yinger often listens to Xie Ye about her love with Gu Cheng, which makes her envious:
Yinger thinks that her looks and talents are not inferior to those of Xie Ye. Why can Xie Ye have an ancient city?
With the help of this poetry meeting, Yinger finally got to know Gu Cheng.
The son and others said:
The first time I saw Gu Cheng, I knew it was my life and I couldn't escape.
1978, the day before Mr. and Mrs. Gu Cheng were about to leave Beijing, Yinger confessed to Gu Cheng in front of Xie Ye.
Yinger poured out her passion to Gu Cheng, just like a woman who is crazy about love.
Gu Cheng was moved to tears by her.
Xie Ye, who was sitting in a chair, could only turn over the magazines again and again.
She can't let herself go up and scold Yinger like an ordinary woman and call her a "bitch". In her eyes, Yinger is just a woman who is as crazy about love as she is.
She's just silent.
▲ Absurd desert island
After leaving Beijing, Gu Cheng and his wife went to Germany to attend the Munster International Poetry Festival, and then began to travel around Western Europe and Northern Europe.
Later, in order to pursue the so-called "Kingdom of Freedom", Gu Cheng decided to take Xie Ye to live in New Zealand.
They bought a house in Rapids, New Zealand, and began to live in seclusion.
However, coming to Riptide Island is the beginning of Xie Ye's tragedy.
Gu Cheng and Xie Ye
Buying a house has spent all the savings of the Gu Cheng couple.
Gu Cheng resigned from the university and concentrated on growing vegetables, painting and writing on the island.
Therefore, in order to improve his life, Xie Ye raised more than 200 chickens so that he could sell eggs to make money.
However, Yinger, who was far away from Beijing at this time, began to write many letters to Gu Cheng and continued to express his "sincere" love to Gu Cheng.
Gu Cheng, who retired to an isolated island with his wife, is physically isolated from the world, but his heart is still rippling outside. He was moved by Yinger.
Gu Cheng believes that if Yinger is not taken over, Yinger will "miss a disease".
1July, 990, Gu Cheng used his wife's money to raise chickens and sell eggs in Riptide Island to buy Yinger a plane ticket and took her to Riptide Island.
I was so extreme that I didn't know I was crazy until I opened the book page by page. I'm not in love, I'm dreaming of a daughter world, and my love is insignificant. -"Ying Er" from Gu Cheng
Earlier, Xie Ye gave birth to his son Auricularia auricula in Riptide Island for Gu Cheng.
As the ancients said, tiger poison does not eat children.
But Gu Cheng believes that auricularia auricula is the intruder of his "Garden of Eden".
He believes that there can only be one Adam in the Garden of Eden, and there can never be a second Adam, even his son.
Attend to city often beat and scold Xiao Mu II, and even kicked Xiao Mu II off the sofa when he was angry.
Xie Ye had no choice but to give his son to the local aborigines.
Later, Xiao Muer could not speak a word of Chinese and could not communicate with his father.
Gu cheng and his son
However, despite Gu Cheng's belief that there can be no second Adam in the Garden of Eden, there can be a second Eve.
As a result, the absurd "threesome" of monogamy appeared on the island of a modern civilized society.
Xie Ye, Gu Cheng and Yinger.
Walking on the streets of New Zealand, foreigners always ask Gu Cheng, who is your wife?
What an embarrassing question, what an absurd reality.
▲ Riptide and cut-off
Yinger is bold and enthusiastic, especially in "sex", which is different from the indifferent Xie Ye.
Yinger gave Gu a completely different feeling, which made Gu Cheng completely infatuated with this fiery body.
Gu Cheng madly showed his love to Yinger: We are a real natural couple, and Xie Ye was cultivated by me the day after tomorrow.
Attend to city said this sentence, Xie Ye nearby.
Someone asked Xie Ye: Why did you allow Gu Cheng to take Yinger home?
Xie Ye: Some people call me stupid, and even wonder if I don't love Gu Cheng at all. In fact, I love him very much and have made many sacrifices for them.
Xie Ye loves Gu Cheng so much that she even goes against a woman's instinct to cater to Gu Cheng.
As usual, Xie Ye takes care of Gu Cheng as a nanny and typist, even including food, clothes and daily life.
The feeling of being in control made Gu Cheng intoxicated.
However, he soon discovered that,
He has no control over anything.
▲? end
In Xie Ye's description, Yinger thinks that her life with Gu Cheng is happy.
However, when she walked in, she found that it was not what she imagined.
She saw the shadow of her future in Xie Ye.
Although Gu Cheng loves her now, she once loved Xie Ye.
She has to leave.
Yinger privately contacted an old German man in his fifties and asked him to take her to Germany and take her away.
Yinger escaped.
Before he left, he took away the valuable property of Gu Cheng's family.
Attend to city came back and found Yinger gone.
He looked for it everywhere, even in Beijing, but to no avail.
Strictly speaking, this is the first time Gu Cheng has been lovelorn. He was heartbroken and tried to commit suicide many times.
In order to help Gu Cheng get out of the pain, Xie Ye encouraged Gu Cheng to write this story into a novel, and let Gu Cheng get vent in the novel.
Xie Ye is actually hoping to attend to the city and say goodbye to the past, hoping that they can start over.
However, Gu Cheng repeatedly described the "love and sex" between him and Yinger in Yinger, which was full of blurred attachment and nostalgia.
And these words were arranged by Xie Ye for him.
Perhaps from the moment Yinger arrived, from the moment Yinger was written, Xie Ye finally understood that she and Gu Cheng could never return to the past.
A man named Big Fish expressed his love for Xie Ye.
Xie Ye proposed to divorce Gu Cheng. She wanted to live in Germany with Big Fish.
everywhere
What about you? See you later? Look back at the clouds.
I think? You looked at me from a distance? When you look at the clouds, you are very close-Gu Cheng.
Gu Cheng had a nervous breakdown.
He once said that Yinger and Xie Ye could not live without him.
Now, both of them are leaving.
Gu Cheng went into the yard, picked up the axe that his wife usually used to chop wood, and cut it at the wife who once loved her the most.
Xie Ye fell in a pool of blood.
Gu Cheng wrote a suicide note to her son: Your mother wants to go with others, and she tore down this house. When your father regretted turning around, she followed someone else.
After Gu Cheng made everything clear, he hanged himself in a tree.
A few hours later, Xie Ye died after being rescued.
The curtain fell.
▲? There is no crazy love, only crazy selfishness.
Love is something that doesn't exist in reality.
If it's a stone,
We can say that this gray, hard lump is a stone.
However, what about love?
However, although there is no absolutely correct answer to love,
However, it has an absolutely wrong answer-
Possession is not love.
Madness is not love, but selfishness.
Once, there were many female friends around me, and they all met the so-called "crazy love" pursuers.
They all threaten to die: my world can't live without you. Without you, I will die.
I want all the girls to know, so you met this person:
Then let him die!
Otherwise, you may die.
the end