"I have wasted my life, which makes me exhausted" Source: Haizi's motherland, or a dream for a horse.
Interpretation: Time flies like water, and the lost time is gone forever. Live in the present and grasp the future. Don't let time slip away again when you are frustrated and regretful.
Appreciation of the whole poem:
1. This poem embodies Haizi's persistent pursuit of light and covers almost all the important ideas in Haizi's poems. Although it is not the best work in art.
Someone once accused Haizi's generation of poets of not paying attention to reality. That's a misunderstanding of the poet and poetry. Poets pay attention to reality, not from details, but from essence. Just as when philosophers study philosophical problems, they should not start from individuals, but should start from all mankind. Haizi, living in an era when material desires are high and everything is submerged, the humanistic spirit is gradually declining, and it has gradually become people's spiritual normal to go along with others. In this context, Haizi insists on the spirit of poetry, pursues spiritual ideals and light, which is a criticism and denial of reality. This is of great practical significance.
3. In Haizi's poems, the pursuit of light is the most prominent and dazzling theme. Light, in Haizi's poems, became the sun, and the sun became the symbol of light in Haizi's poems and the main image of Haizi's singing.