Retirement essay

20 13 years 1 month retirement. I've been busy since I never retired. I often complain about my hard work, and sometimes I look forward to retiring early so that I can go back and enjoy my retirement. After retirement, buying food, cooking, eating, sleeping, surfing the Internet and watching TV have become all the contents of my daily life. It's really strange that people look forward to leisure when they are busy, but they have more leisure time and want to have something to do every day. After living such a boring life for less than three months, I always feel empty. I feel irritable and depressed, and my complicated thoughts are mixed with my inner boredom. I always wake up in the middle of the night 1 and I can't sleep anymore. My heart is floating in midair. I don't know what I should do. Sometimes I really want to vent my depressed mood, but I can't find anyone to vent. You can only adjust your mood by learning to cook. Alas! What is wrong with me? Is this what people call (retirement syndrome)?

I thought I would be happy after retirement! Unexpectedly, the fact is just the opposite. Retirement has become a watershed. The great changes in my life have left me at a loss. The change of role makes it difficult for me to adapt. When I retired, I felt very lost. I should have enjoyed my old age at home and lived a leisurely life. But I still want to go out and find a job. After all, I haven't really lived the life of an old man.

One phone call, one chance. I dragged myself to a strange job for the second time. The second job I did was relatively simple, that is, the job at hand, but the time was a little long, which seemed easy, but it was not easy. I quickly got used to this job. Manager Luo said to me: You are very capable, flexible and adaptable, and you need to master and understand many things yourself. Sometimes I want to be lazy, but I can't be lazy when I take someone else's salary. In order to be worthy of this salary, I did my best. In this way, I will spend more than half of my time on this job every day. The rest of the time is spent buying food and cooking, and then it is filled by unstable sudden personnel relations and some housework. Of course, the number of times I spend with my mother has also decreased, and there is still a small part of time I can spare to go online to see the literature club. Although tired, I am full and happy. I worked for a few days. It was originally a job done by three people. The boss fired two people and left me to do it alone. Maybe the boss thinks I'm too capable, but I'm too tired for the work done by three people. My husband never agreed to let me work, so I told my boss: I don't want to do it. The boss repeatedly asked me to stay, but I insisted on quitting. The boss had to say: you have to go to work early tomorrow, so the boss had to say. So, I quit my second job. Although I only worked for a few days, I really realized the hardships of migrant workers. ...

Another phone call, a trust, an opportunity. Dragged myself into my previous job. My colleague said to me: You really don't know how to enjoy happiness. It's really hard, yes Born to work hard, I feel bored when I am too idle. My body hurts either here or there, and I feel a sense of loss and always feel empty. I was busy before I retired, and I am busy now. Although very tired, but very full, very happy. I will continue to exert my residual heat in my original post, which is good for my health. I also thank the leaders for their trust in me.

Looking back on my retirement, what really changed was actually my mood. In fact, people live in emotions. They are sunny when they are in a good mood, and rainy when they are in a bad mood. In real life, the scenery that belongs to me is always a cup of light green tea. In my spare time, I will walk into my own small world. Sometimes I read books and articles written by my friends. More often, I daydream in music. When I am inspired, I will type some trivial words. ...

I am a woman who is obsessed with writing psychological process in words, and I like to record a piece of spiritual understanding with little ink. There are deep feelings between the lines, and all my joys and sorrows are recorded in the space log in words. Here, I feel a kind of' quiet and calm, confident and happy' that only I can feel!

I am a simple woman, I prefer a simple life, and I like a natural and plain life. Enjoy the happiness and happiness brought by plain life with your heart! I am a happy woman. I won't refuse new things and fashion trends on the pretext of knowing my destiny's age. I will constantly update and change myself. Read a few books when you have the opportunity and time, and accumulate them slowly, and there will always be gains. Except that books are my "lifelong companion", as long as I am interested, I will study hard from the beginning and embrace everything with a woman's mentality. This is beyond the reach of women of other ages. My heart is full of love and gratitude.

I am a happy, happy woman, sincere smile, don't be afraid of wrinkles. Elegance is more important than beauty. Live a leisurely, simple, happy and happy life, and always keep a young mind. Let yourself live more wonderfully.