I'm used to having your comfort when I'm sad, your encouragement when I'm depressed, idolizing you, laughing with me, crying with me, being crazy with me, Yu Zi (pen name), you know, I've always been proud of you.
Remember the scene when we first met? You smile at me, your beautiful eyes shine with charming light, and I smile at you. From then on, we became good friends. Since then, you have cared about me, encouraged me, tolerated me and taught me a lot.
That time, there was a little too much homework and I didn't finish it. I want to borrow your copy. Never angry. You are angry with me. You said, "How could you do that? Do you want to cheat the teacher and yourself? Do you know what the consequences will be? I am so disappointed in you. " That time, I was criticized by the teacher for not finishing my homework. I was so angry that I ignored you for a long time. Later, you apologized to me. However, Yu Zi, I am the one who really should apologize!
Remember that time? I quarreled with my parents, and I ran out of the house crying. It was raining hard, so I ran hard and let the rain hit my face. Look, you take me home and put on your clothes for me.
"Cry if you want, don't hold back." Watching me hold back my tears, you said to me while wiping the tears and rain on my face. I hugged you and cried.
"Why don't you ask me what happened?" I sobbed.
"What you want to say will naturally be said."
"I quarreled with my mother ..." I choked up. You didn't say anything, so you got up and poured me a cup of hot tea: "Warm up, don't catch a cold."
"Thank you, that's very kind of you. My mother is not as good as you. "
"Really? Just a bowl of hot tea is like this, but you know that your mother has paid so much for you, don't you feel anything? "
"Remember that feature film that the teacher told us in Chinese class?" You smiled at me.
"You mean that girl, who ran away from home, was grateful to meet an old man who helped her, and was later moved by the old man's words!"
"Well, remember. I remember that time you talked about your feelings and moved us all, but now everything falls on you. Why are you so irrational? "
I was silent. After a while, I rushed home in the rain and burst into tears at my parents.
Thank you, Yu Zi! You gave me help, comfort and encouragement. Now that I am graduating, I really can't bear to leave you. Perhaps, time will dilute many things, but no matter what, it can't dilute our friendship or my memory of you. Yu Zi, I will always be proud of you.
2. The rainbow in my heart
After the storm in the rainbow, success comes from suffering. I know this sentence best.
After the second model, I walked out of the classroom and it began to get dark. The wind rustled the leaves, and the air was filled with choking dust. In an instant, the rainstorm poured down and hit me on the head, which hurt.
Actually, it's my heart that hurts. I have always been pretentious, and suddenly I found that I had absolutely no strength in mathematics, and I didn't pass the two big exams. My classmates' eyes, my parents' inquiries and the teacher's urging made me so scared that I didn't know where to stay. Sometimes I hide in the house and scold myself for being stupid and the person who invented mathematics is hateful. Sometimes I often look at things outside the window and want to evaporate my sour and smelly mood.
Across the street is a school for the deaf, which is no different from other schools except that the students are "special". Every time I see a deaf-mute child holding the hand of a blind child crossing the road, my eyes begin to feel sad. Maybe only the weak can really sympathize with the weak. We are all weak, but the "weak" places are different.
On the playground where the rain stopped, deaf children went to physical education class. They ran round and round, and there was absolutely no chirp in our physical education class. I thought, what's the point of them running like this? Even if they become strong, the beautiful window of nature is closed to them. Later, they tug-of-war, and two groups of people pull the big rope. There was no shouting, but their expressions and actions told me that they had worked hard! I didn't see who won, and then a group of people jumped up. They jumped up and slapped each other with heartfelt smiles on their faces.
I suddenly realized: the weak can't laugh like this, it's the smile of the strong and the smile of the successful!
Like a fairy tale, the sky just covered by dark clouds suddenly became clear, and a colorful rainbow covered every child with a colorful halo under the sunshine. How beautiful!
Life didn't bring them perfection, but it opened a window for themselves to let sunshine and laughter in!
I stood at the window, fascinated, the road of life will not be smooth sailing, there will always be a storm. But after the storm, there must be a rainbow of victory. The bigger and fiercer the storm, the more beautiful and spectacular the rainbow will be.
Try to walk into the storm and find the rainbow in your heart, and you will definitely find yourself again. I immediately crumpled the paper full of melancholy poems on the table and threw it into the wastebasket together with my once gloomy mood.
3. The sun in my heart?
"Ah, how brilliant, how brilliant, after the storm ..." The beautiful song "My Sun" rang in my ear. Teacher, your image appeared in front of my eyes again. Ah, teacher, you are the sun in my heart. Thank you for your warm sunshine, which shines all over the earth and spills into my heart! ?
Do you remember that morning reading? In the classroom, all the students are studying hard. Suddenly, I felt a figure pass by my desk. I looked up and there was a bottle of milk on the table, which read: "I grew taller after drinking." Look at that figure again-I see your straight black hair floating behind your shoulders. As a child born in a poor family, he suddenly felt the warmth like sunshine because of the lack of nutrition. Thank you, teacher, for your sunshine and your meticulous love! ?
Do you remember that lunch break? The students all fell asleep at their desks. Later, it began to rain outside, and the cool wind blew into the classroom, messing up the hair of you and your classmates. You sit on the podium and want to stand up and do something. Suddenly, you seem to remember something. You sit down.-Oh! You take off your high heels, walk gently to the window and close every window. I just woke up and saw all this. Teacher, you are afraid to wake those lovely sleeping children! Teacher, do you know that when the cold wind strikes, your actions light up my heart like sunshine. Teacher, thank you, thank you for your sunshine, thank you for your sunny love! ?
Do you still remember that hot summer? That day, we met at the stairs. I said, "Hello, teacher!" " "You smiled slightly and came over and pulled my collar." Is it hot? "All of a sudden, you found many red and swollen blisters on my neck. You asked with concern, "Ah! What's going on here? Was it bitten by a mosquito? " I nodded my head. I didn't expect you to buy me mosquito repellent toilet water the next morning. I was surprised and moved ... Ah! Teacher, thank you, thank you for your sunshine, thank you for your sunshine-like care! ?
You know what, teacher? I often think of you, I often sleep with that toilet water bottle, and I often wear the scented clothes you gave me. I especially hope that when I grow up, I can be like you and continue to give warmth and happiness to others. ?
Dear teacher, you are a sun that never sets, shining on my heart forever. You drove away the depression and loneliness of a poor student and the darkness in my heart. You let me feel the infinite warmth of life and the incomparable beauty of the world! Thank you, teacher, for your love and sunshine! ? ?
Step 4 cherish
I looked around the western restaurant and soon saw a happy smile calling my name. "Here it is! Here. " Mother held out her hand and motioned for me to go over.
Sit quietly and listen to mom's nagging. It's mainly about how you lost so much weight, how you've been recently, how your grades are, whether you're under pressure and so on.
I tried my best to pull the muscles on my face to make myself laugh happily and naturally, and said to her, "order first."
Mother suddenly realized and hurriedly ordered. When ordering, he asked me if I wanted more. His voice was so loud that I was embarrassed and repeatedly said no.
The atmosphere gradually became natural. I began to talk to her slowly and methodically. Speaking of the future, I can't help but gush out happily, want to live alone, don't want to get married, want to travel, want to work ... I suddenly don't speak so happily because my mother's eyes shed tears.
"My hair is in my eyes." Mother smiled with tears, looked at her red eyes and suddenly felt a little sad.
My mother left me and my father when I was 6 years old. I don't want to say that she brought unhappiness, but when I met her, I had a faint hatred in my heart. After all, she left me like this, which made me doubt for a long time. She didn't love me at all.
But ... but when I watched her cry, I suddenly realized that after so many years, the real sadness was that she was alone, right? Without a husband and children, we seldom meet each other, even less than our unfamiliar classmates.
I suddenly want to hold her in my arms and cherish everything I get along with.
She is getting old. Is it possible for a woman in her early forties to find a lifelong partner? Besides, she's infertile.
She is not bad to me. I can see the loss brought by her ardent concern and long absence, but I always think that what she owes me never wants to cherish.
Cherish ... I kept saying it when I watched her wipe her tears with a tissue.
Mom, how about living and traveling together in the future?
Mom, you have a good life, too. Are you under no pressure?
……
Mom, I love you.
So I quietly promised in my heart to cherish every moment with you.
Keep them all in mind.
5, the call of the heart
In the morning, because the bus is diverted to the outer ring road, the crowded bus can be said to be a landscape at Taoxi intersection. The conductor looked at the hesitant old man under the bus and said, "Hurry up, there will be seats at two stops."
So the old man pulled his little granddaughter and pulled the railing hard to get up.
It seems difficult for the little girl to breathe when she is caught in the middle by an adult, but no one sitting around stands up and gives up her seat. The conductor seemed to realize this phenomenon, so he moved his mouth, but he didn't say anything to encourage everyone to give their seats to the elderly and children.
In fact, I have long been used to this indifference. Supposedly, most people in the car are people who work in office buildings and have received higher education. In fashionable terms, they are "white-collar" class. But the indifferent expression and the high-grade clothes on her body seem to have a meaning of rejecting people away.
After two stops, a pregnant woman finally got off the bus, when the conductor signaled the child to wait for a seat. I think the children finally don't have to be pushed around. However, when I held the little girl's hand and squeezed past, something unexpected happened-the woman sitting next to the pregnant woman moved to the vacant seat inside, and a fat man sat down as if he didn't see anything. The little girl's helpless eyes flashed by.
My expression at that time can only be described as amazement. This fat man, seemingly asymptomatic and unwell, actually grabbed a little girl's seat like this! Who will say anything when he sees his comfortable posture?
I don't want to know if the fat man has a reason to sit down, but I really want to know what effect this will have on the little girl's heart. She may become a member of these so-called "white-collar" classes in the future, may be happy to give her seat to others in the future, or may not give her seat to anyone again.
No matter what happens to her in the future, it is hard for people to accuse her of anything, because the real society is controlling everyone's growth.
I sincerely appeal: don't let people's hearts separate from each other in this meeting. ...