At that time, Li Dazhao, as the leader of the northern region of the Party, devoted all his body and mind to the revolutionary work. 1923 One day in the summer, Li Dazhao's daughter Zhong Hua had a high fever. He is having an emergency meeting in his Zhongnan room. Li Furen knew Dazhao's temper and was afraid to tell him. His nanny Yu Zi's mother couldn't help it. She pushed open the south gate and said to him, "Xiao Zhonghua is very ill. Her mother is too anxious to do anything. She wants to discuss it with you. " Dazhao said, "You tell her mother that I will go after the meeting. You go back first. " The meeting that day lasted until one or two o'clock in the middle of the night. When the doctor was called, it was very late. At noon the next day, Xiao Zhonghua left this world.
After Comrade Dazhao was arrested, this was his last chance to see his wife and children in court. The eldest daughter Xinghua shouted "Dad" and cried with her mother and sister. The children haven't seen their father for more than ten days. How they want to talk to their father! However, Dazhao just looked at them and said nothing. Comrade Dazhao's mind was thinking of his eloquent speech before his death: "You can't hang capitalism just because you hanged me! We have trained many comrades, like the seeds of safflower, which are scattered everywhere! We are convinced that capitalism will surely win brilliant victories in the world and China! "
How many fathers in the world don't love their children? Is Li Dazhao really the kind of heartless father? His children feel their father's nobleness, greatness and selflessness more and more in their memories, and understand his father more and more.
When Dazhao usually goes home, he always picks up the child, kisses him, and even takes off his glasses. At that time, Zhong Hua was the youngest and his favorite. After Zhong Hua died, he personally bought a small coffin and collected it for her. In front of the small tombstone for Zhong Hua, he tearfully read a mourning poem written for Zhong Hua.
After busy work, Dazhao always takes time to tell stories to children and teach them to learn to sing, recite ancient poems, play military chess and write calligraphy. One night, Dazhao asked the children to move the old organ they had just bought into the yard and teach them to learn to sing. The children rushed out of the piano with joy.
Dazhao said to Xinghua, "You perform a' small animal' first, and I'll teach you to sing after you sing." Xinghua thought about it. He sang this song when he was in primary school in his hometown. Now, a few years later, how can I still sing? In order to learn to sing with my father, I also sang in a slap in the face:
Small animals should not be slightly injured;
Although animals are small, they also have parents;
Although animals are small, they also know pain;
Butterflies don't flap around,
Don't make trouble! ……
Dazhao happily said to the children: "Singing when I was a child will make life more lively and interesting!"
Later, the children sang the school song of Comte School, hoping to be praised by their father, but Dazhao said humorously, "The Beijiang River is a dirty and smelly gutter, which I passed through every day when I was in Peking University. There are often dead cats and dogs in it, which stinks. How can it be said that it is a garden of children's youth and a beautiful kingdom? This song is too unrealistic. Isn't this training children to lie with their eyes open? It makes sense to say that this is just a wish. In today's society, it is impossible to build an ideal school like Youth Garden and Beautiful Kingdom. Only when socialism and capitalism are realized in the future can our children enter such a youthful garden and a beautiful kingdom! " When he spoke, his eyes were fixed on the front. The children are deeply infected and long for a beautiful new China and a new society.
After the death of Comrade Li Dazhao, his eldest daughter Xinghua often told her younger brothers and sisters stories about her father's revolutionary ideal education for herself and her younger brothers and sisters. When talking about the last time I saw my father in the enemy's house, I said, "Although I never dreamed of this indifference to my father, I still understood my beloved father afterwards. He always loves us, but in his strong heart, the revolutionary cause occupies a position that is 1000 times and 10,000 times heavier than the safety of his wife, children and individuals! "