"The road near the south of the city has been afraid of it, and the Shenyang family has been injured.
Incense wears plum blossoms on the guest sleeves, and Qingsi Bridge is born in spring. "On December 2nd (1205 65438+ February 2nd) in the Southern Song Dynasty, Lu You sleepwalked in Shen Yuanting."
I admire Lu You very much. The sentence "The small building listens to the spring rain all night, and the apricot flowers are sold in the bright lane" is elegant and graceful, which has become the most beautiful condensation of spring scenery in the south of the Yangtze River. The so-called "apricot blossom and spring rain in the south of the Yangtze River" is a poem originated from Lu You. However, few people know that it is Lu You's 62-year-old work, and a poet who is usually called his later years can still maintain such brushwork and feelings, which is rare in China's poetry history.
The phrase "heavy curtains don't roll for a long time, but ancient inkstones are slightly concave and gather more ink." Lin Daiyu stopped Xiangling and said that you should never read such poems on the grounds that "because you don't know poetry, you love it when you see it." Once you enter this mode, you will never learn again. " Is this couplet really shallow? Lin Daiyu just thinks that this exquisite elegance is a sentence full of leisure, not the correct way to write poetry. But Lin Daiyu and Cao Xueqin may not really know that Lu You wrote this poem at the age of 70. The heavy curtains in the poor old house in the countryside where he lived are not necessarily the beautiful multi-layer curtains in the Grand View Garden. Guyan is one of the few intimate companions in Lu You's life. This poem looks so rich, in fact, it is an indifferent and cheerful old man who can enjoy the noble feelings of aesthetics from ordinary life.
What moved me most was Lu You's two late winter poems.
The road is close to Shen Yuan in the south of the city, but my heart is full of sadness, excitement, fear and hesitation.
However, I still went to Shenjiayuan, where the scenery was even more sad.
Countless plum blossoms are in full bloom, right next to my sleeve. I walked through the plum blossom and saw the spring waves rippling under the familiar bridge, and the spring water was slightly long, reflecting the bridge.
This is an 80-year-old work by Lu You. Can you imagine? The sadness and freshness in this poem make you feel that it is the work of a young or mature person.
What is even more surprising, however, is that this is his dream. The dream of an 80-year-old man.
Many places in life need camouflage, which is not hypocrisy, but a necessity for survival. In ancient China, people should pay attention to propriety, say the right words in the right place and be the right person. This is people's self-control and adaptability.
People's self and feelings will be expressed in small aspects, such as family, friends and being alone.
But only your dreams won't deceive yourself. Because it's beyond your control. From ancient times to the present, Duke Zhou and even Freud's interpretation of dreams and modern psychology have interpreted the causes, imagination and implications of dreams from various angles, but we can't deny this reality. Dreams are your own unique perception, out of your control.
At least I believe that Lu You doesn't know that he will have such a dream, because he often wants to dream, but he can't get it.
But this dream clearly released some profound existence of Lu You's inner soul consciousness, because it was so clear and realistic.
On the way to the south of the city, his heart was filled with all kinds of sadness and fear. In the dream, he knew it was his sorrow, but why did he still walk on this road? In his dream, he clearly knew that she was dead, and he came to mourn.
At this time, Lu You is 80 years old in reality. After he returned to seclusion in Yin Shan, Zhejiang Province at the age of 54, he spent most of his time in Yin Shan, although he was recruited as an official by the court several times.
Shenyuan Garden is a famous garden in Shaoxing, not far from Yin Shan, Lu You's hometown. Every time he goes to Shaoxing every year, he will stay for a period of time, watching the direction of Shen Yuan alone until he is 68 years old. The 74-year-old Lu You entered the Shen Garden and wrote a famous mourning poem. "The spring waves under the sad bridge are green, which used to be a stunning photo."
So when and why did Lu You's complex feelings for Shen Yuan arise?
Lu You got married at the age of 20 and got married with Tang Wan. They knew each other before marriage, grew up together, and were very affectionate. However, such natural romance and love were rejected by Lu You's mother, who thought that Lu You was infatuated with her children's affair and didn't make progress, and Tang Wan was the culprit. For two years, Tang Wan was childless, forcing Lu You to divorce his wife. The deliberate enlargement of the contradiction between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law eventually led to the opposition between the two big families. Although Lu You and Tang Wan had deep feelings, they were forcibly separated by two families.
Young couples are affectionate. After many years, Lu You still clearly remembers the intimate details such as Tang Wan installing chrysanthemum pillows for him at home. They have been married for three years and have deep feelings.
However, the family turned against each other, and the official career students in Song Dynasty were bound by filial piety. Lu You was forced to marry Wang, whom his mother liked, while Tang Wan married the imperial clan who lived in Shaoxing as a princess.
If the other party has a good life, this matter will calm down. People who love each other again want each other to be happy in the end. But where there are no rumors between relatives, Lu You's official career is not smooth, and Tang Wan may not have a good life in the deep house compound.
One spring day seven years later, Lu You was swimming in Shenyuan and met Tang Wan, who was traveling with her husband. Two people have such a familiar past that they can know each other's situation at a glance. Shen Wan is still very beautiful. However, she has lost the delicate and charming once beside Lu You. She's just thin, and Lu You's career is a mess at this time. She was deliberately suppressed by Qin Gui.
Not long after, Lu You received some dining tables from Tang Wan in the garden, or some souvenirs that others had not found. That must be the handkerchief you put under the table. This tenderness and emotion, which only Lu You knew, made him lose his manners. As drunk as a fiddler, he wrote a poem "Feng Feng" on the wall of Shenyuan Garden:
"Red hands. Huangteng wine willow on the palace wall of Spring City. Dongfeng evil. Love is thin. A sad mood, a cable that I haven't seen for years. Wrong, wrong, wrong. Spring is the same. People are empty and thin. Tears flooded her face. Peach blossoms fall. Leisure swimming pool hall. Although Meng Shan is here, it is hard to trust Jin Shu. Momomo. "
Lu You really let off steam. As the ground thundered, everyone knew that Lu You was crazy. At present, there is nothing to express admiration and sadness for the goddess, but it is the glory of being a woman. But this sentence blew up a buried pit for Tang Wan.
A few years' parting can be a simple farewell, but Meng Shan and Jin Shu are obviously separated.
Tang Wan died four years later. She is either satisfied internally and Lu You loves her, but the reality is cruel. She lived indoors as soon as possible, and she could ignore it in the past, but I'm afraid Lu You's affection also hurt her.
Lu You is ashamed of Tang Wan. I didn't kill Boren, but Tang Wan must have died because of him. He can only pay homage to his wife in his heart. It is such a tragedy that he didn't set foot in Shen Garden until he was 69 years old, because he thought his time was running out. At the age of 74, it was Tang's tomb. Forty years after Tang Wan's death, he couldn't pay homage, but the only and last time Shen Yuan and Tang Wan met outside marriage was that he would come anyway.
"Dream broken incense disappear for forty years, Shen Yuanliu old don't blow cotton.
This body is a land of mountains and mountains, or a trace of death. Two Poems by Shen Yuan is one of them.
This is a profound mourning. I'm going to turn into dirt myself. I came to see you, my wife. Your bad luck and my guilt can only be here.
Although Lu You lived for a long time, he is getting old. Shenyuan is his pain, the most ardent love and the most tragic ending, all in the encounter of Shenyuan. Lu You knows that he has no guilt for his country, his parents and children in his life, but he feels guilty for Tang Wan, who used to be his wife.
In the 80-year-old dream, the dream brought him back here, beyond his imagination.
"The small stranger in the south of the city meets the spring again, only to see the plum blossom disappear.
Jade bone has been in spring for a long time, and ink marks are still locked between dust walls. "In the Southern Song Dynasty, Lu You sleepwalked in Shen Yuanting on the night of December 2nd (1205 65438+ February 2nd).
At this time, it is the end of winter and December, but as far as the lunar calendar and festivals are concerned, plum blossoms are in bloom and spring is coming. In the dream, he knew that Tang Wan was dead, but he still felt that the road was so long and his heart was so heavy.
He is worried about facing the past, but he wants to be forgiven.
In his dream, he saw countless plum blossoms and phoenix once written on the wall. In the dream, he also wanted to give Tang Wan an explanation, or that I love you, but the dream was desolate, and Tang Wan didn't appear as scheduled, just turned into the fragrance of plum blossoms.
I think from a psychological point of view, Lu You will definitely think of plum blossoms and flowers as her, otherwise how could she have such a sweet dream. It is he who loves her. Even if he hurt her from beginning to end and failed her, she will always be a plum blossom in Lu You's heart.
Some people say that you have written so much to prove that Lu You is a good man or love rat? Is it a lover or wishful deep affection?
I just want to say that Lu You is a real and emotional person. If you don't love him, how can you feel guilty? If you don't get attention, you won't be heartbroken.
How forgetful I am when I am old, but I don't forget my lovesickness. If there is an afterlife, I hope they can stand happily under the plum blossom and have a pair for life.
The first coat is better than snow to explain the love and beauty in the poem for you. .