I've been listening to pure music and secret garden these days. With the elegant accompaniment of piano and violin, beautiful tunes, melodious songs and smooth melodies are interpreted, which is intoxicating. I always thought that only when I was immersed in the ocean of music would I keep thinking about what happened these days and think of you gently.
Summer in the south is very long, with either scorching sun or pouring rain. I think I am an emotional person. Anything outside the window will affect my mood. There are too many unresolved gaps in life for me, but I must bear some responsibilities. I miss you in the misty rain in the south of the Yangtze River, dribs and drabs, lingering, lingering, which reminds me of you more easily.
I hope this is accidental love or love at first sight. I am not an affectionate person. However, I fell in love with you. I know you are a dentist and I am your patient. You are just an ordinary woman, but you give me a special feeling. You have the virtues of traditional women in China, with a sweet appearance and decent manners. I still can't forget it. When I pulled out my tooth, your bean-sized sweat condensed on my forehead and dripped on my face. I look into your eyes. No one's eyes are more magical than yours. Those discerning black eyes are full of worries at the moment, and those beautiful peach eyes can fascinate me at that moment and make me forget the pain.
Disinfection, anesthesia, gingival separation, loosening, pulling out and gauze compression to stop bleeding. This is the basic idea of tooth extraction. A skilled old dentist can finish the operation in half a quarter of an hour. It took us a long time not to pull out that tooth under your gentleness. I won't blame you, after all, everyone is a novice. On the contrary, I understand your timidity in front of your father. You want to express yourself, but you are afraid of making a fool of yourself.
I finally understand why some people call medical staff angels in white. In you, I see the angel's light. You gently fiddle with the tool in my mouth with both hands, because it is the innermost tooth of the upper jaw, and it is easy to cause a lot of bleeding in the gums just by brute force. This was later proved by me personally. It may be that you are not skilled in tooth extraction, or it may be that you see my painful expression. Every time you push harder, I can't help but cry out, and you stop pitifully, even though the blood is still flowing. Because she is a woman, she won't be as desperate as a big boy. However, despite this, I couldn't help crying after tossing for half an hour. I know I shouldn't cry, but I can't stand this torture, even though your eyes are so charming. I admit, I was too infatuated at that time.
I didn't cry when I pulled out my tooth. But the toothache is unbearable and I can't help crying. You see, you are more nervous, just like a child who has done something wrong. Instead of fiddling with my teeth, you stayed aside and called your sister. When she approached, I found that she was actually quite delicate. It's just that even if my sister has thousands of excellent qualities, I'd rather look at you more. My sister is pulling my tooth, but people who look weak are actually weaker. I fiddled with my mouth for a while, but in the end, the old dentist pulled out my tooth. He is not a novice because he has been used to this scene for a long time. So, as I told you before, regardless of the pain, I broke my teeth with brute force when I was struggling to jump up, and then pulled them out with tweezers. It's like I suddenly fell from the gate of hell to the eighteenth floor, and then at the critical point of life and death, the tortured living dead suddenly woke up. I remember I seemed ignorant at that time. I didn't know how painful I was until I saw my mother's painful expression in a trance. I didn't speak, and the action of opening my mouth seemed to be fixed in this picture. A large amount of spilled blood reminded everyone present, and the old doctor quickly coated me with an iodoform sponge. After stopping the bleeding, I clearly saw you smiling at me. However, this warm scene was quickly broken by reality. After stopping the bleeding, we paid the medical bill and left. I can still clearly remember that when I was about to leave, I couldn't help but look back at you. There was a moment of struggle in my heart that made me afraid to look back. I was afraid you wouldn't look at me. It was our last eye contact before the car started. I saw it clearly, and I thought narcissistically, did you fall in love with me at the moment I left? If not, why stop what you are doing and keep watching me leave? If so, did I fail to live up to expectations, so I missed your feelings gained with blood and pain, so I let you slip away? I know, looking back at you this time, I agree. At this moment, you belong to me and I belong to you.
I thought we only met once. God gave me a chance to see you again. When I came home from tooth extraction that day, my mouth was swollen and I didn't want to eat anything. Occasionally, blood overflows from my mouth. Mom and dad reached a certain age and experienced great storms. However, there is no tradition of tooth extraction in my family. Seeing blood in my mouth, my mother was not so nervous, but urged me to drink more water. My dad just told me to go to bed early, because I'm going back to school tomorrow, afraid I'll be tired by boat. As a result, I just drank a few mouthfuls of water and then lay down. At night, I felt something stuck in my throat and smelled blood in my mouth. However, my parents have fallen asleep, so I can only hold back. I don't know when I will fall asleep, but I woke up and I was afraid myself. The whole pillow was almost covered with blood. I was so excited that I ran to tell my mother that she was anxious when she saw that my mouth was still bleeding. Therefore, oral bleeding gave us a chance to meet again. Just, will you still be there?
With uneasy feelings, my mother and I came to this clinic again. However, to my disappointment, the old dentist is still there, your sister is still there, but you are not. I briefly explained my purpose, and I cooperated to clean the blood clot in my mouth like a machine. I feel strange without you in the hospital. The world would be black and white without you. It doesn't matter. The important thing is that I don't want to leave you for a moment Rinse your mouth in a hurry and want to leave, but you miraculously appear. We were about to leave when you came back from outside in fashionable clothes. I don't care how I struggled to leave just now I just want to stay here for a long time. Watching you walk in, in a short time, you hung up your white coat and came out. It's just that I have to go. The car doesn't take as long to start as when I first went out, but it can start at once. Looking at your back, I want to cry without tears. After all, it's just that I like you and you don't like me. How can I expect to see you again, even if it's just a look? The car started, and through the rearview mirror, I saw a familiar figure and charming eyes. It's you, I know, you're watching me, watching me leave.
The meaning of life to me is not how long I have lived; It's not a question of how many names and benefits you get. But when I need you, you can appear, so I am very satisfied, very satisfied.
Now three days have passed, and my gums still hurt. Severe swelling, severe pain and limited mouth opening are the symptoms of serious infection after tooth extraction. That's a 3% chance. I met it. I should have come to see the doctor again, but after the holiday, I have to go back to school. The memory of you stays at the time of tooth extraction. I once imagined that if we met in the street, would we recognize each other at a glance? If love has providence, can I meet you again in the vast sea of people? Even if your appearance will change, even if I am changing, I have no choice but to fall in love with you. Just, at this moment, I can only pray that God will give me a chance to meet you again. No, I'm just an illusion, because your face began to blur in my memory, and I still remember your eyes deeply. It's just the fate of several faces, and the vows before the Buddha have been realized. She looked back 500 times and passed. Our fate, from the last life, is doomed to this life.
"If life is just like the first sight, why is the autumn wind sad to draw a fan, which is changeable but easy? Lishan language is clear at midnight, and the rain bell doesn't complain at night. If you are lucky, Jinyilang is more willing than wings. " This is Nalan Xingde's Drinking Words. I like the four sentences in the first part of the couplet very much. I feel that he has relayed what I want to say to the world across the times. We are always used to saying sorry for the love we can't get. We often don't cherish the love we get. Thinking of the distance, there is another person waiting for me. Although I don't know her yet, I believe that someone is always waiting for me. This is fate and fate.
Some people, after getting married, meet a confidante and feel that fate has played a trick on people and met at the wrong time. Some people love each other clearly, but always think that the next lover will be better for them, so life is just a love game. Some people can't get each other, but they will silently bless each other; Although love and not love are only one person's feelings, love is two-way. A girl like you must have a lot of suitors, and I'm just the one who hides in the corner and secretly looks at you, a boy who is crazy about you.
Vague memories, like rain falling on the glass. My best wishes to you remain in my deep thoughts of you. And "I love you", this sentence can only be kept in my heart now, and I will always think about you in my next life. I can't see you, but I still miss you deeply.
Hope to adopt. Thank you.