1. It’s not that I don’t miss you, it’s that I don’t dare to miss you anymore, because thinking about you will make my heart hurt and there is nowhere to hide.
2. It’s not that I don’t miss you, but I don’t dare to miss you anymore, because thinking about you will make the night wet with tears.
3. It’s not that I don’t miss you, it’s that I don’t dare to miss you anymore, because no matter how warm my house is, my heart feels cold.
4. It’s not that I don’t miss you, it’s that I don’t dare to miss you anymore, because I miss you, no matter how short or long life is.
5. It’s not that I don’t miss you, it’s that I don’t dare to miss you anymore, because I miss you too much and it’s even harder to let go.
6. It’s not that I don’t miss you, it’s that I don’t dare to miss you anymore, because I’m afraid it will be more unforgettable if I miss you too much.
7. It’s not that I don’t miss you, it’s that I don’t dare to miss you anymore, because I’m afraid I’ll get hurt even more if I miss you too much.
8. It’s not that I don’t miss you, it’s that I don’t dare to miss you anymore, because I’m afraid I’ll be at a loss if I miss you too much.
9. It’s not that I don’t miss you, it’s that I don’t dare to miss you anymore, because I miss you so much.
10. It’s not that I don’t miss you, it’s that I don’t dare to miss you anymore, because even thinking about you contains love.
11. It’s not that I don’t miss you, it’s that I don’t dare to miss you anymore, because thinking of you makes the rain drop like tears.
12. It’s not that I don’t miss you, it’s that I don’t dare to think about you anymore, because thinking about you is like despair.
13. It’s not that I don’t miss you, but I don’t dare to miss you anymore, because the sun is not warm when I miss you.
14. It’s not that I don’t miss you, but I don’t dare to miss you anymore, because the moon will never be full when I miss you.
15. It’s not that I don’t miss you, but I don’t dare to miss you anymore, because when I miss you, the stars become dim.
16. It’s not that I don’t miss you, but I don’t dare to miss you anymore, because I miss you and forget myself.
17. It’s not that I don’t miss you, but I don’t dare to miss you anymore, because I miss you lingering around me.
18. It’s not that I don’t miss you, it’s that I don’t dare to miss you anymore, because when I let go, I also let go of myself and gave myself the opportunity to love others.
19. It’s not that I don’t miss you, but I don’t dare to miss you anymore, because this is helpless longing.
20. It’s not that I don’t miss you, it’s that I don’t dare to miss you anymore, because I can never forget you!
I can’t bear to miss you and say it
I can’t bear to miss you.
1. If you can’t see it, you won’t miss it. It turns out to be a lie. I couldn't bear to look up when he appeared, and I couldn't bear to run to the door to see him, but I still missed him so much. Although I was surprised to receive his call, I couldn't say anything, just because I I promised to give you time, but my dear, do you really have the heart to let me wait for you to figure it out? Dear, do you know? I'm really afraid of being alone
2. After leaving Chenzhou, I didn't even answer the phone calls from there. I received another call from Chenzhou tonight, and my instinct told me to answer it. The result is my Shuzhen baby! I was reluctant to call you at first, but why did I miss you so much after just a few days? I was struggling with a pile of copywriting, so I was so excited that we chatted for more than ten minutes. Later, Shurui Weijie heard my voice and ran over to grab the phone to chat with me. If you don't grab it, it will fall!
3. I have been holding back. After drinking some wine today, I can’t help but miss you. I miss you so much. I can only look at your sunny smile like tiger teeth and listen to you every day. The songs left behind give me the strength to live well every day. Come back, my kimi, I miss you so much.
4. To endure not thinking about you and not bothering you is more painful than quitting drugs. Some love can only end with lips and teeth buried in the years.
5. For your promise, I am in the last moment. I can't help but cry when I'm desperate. No matter how hard it is, I want to be with you all my life~ I miss you good night
6. From the moment I decided to listen to my mother, I should have known that I had to raise my head. Live a tall life. I have endured every hour and every minute these days, and I have endured not thinking about you, but you are all in my mind. I don’t want to abuse myself anymore. I will live a good life separately in the future. I still have parents to support.
7. The only person I owe in this life is you. I just want you to smile so brightly every day. I hope you can be accepted by the world and live a healthy and happy life. Every separation will be fine. I can hold back my tears. I wish I could stay with you every day. I really can’t bear to leave you, but I can’t express it. Every time I leave, the tears in your eyes are held back from flowing out. I know you have grown up. , I’m sensible now, I love you baby
8. You are a drug that I can’t get rid of. I blame you and hate you, but at the same time I miss you and feel sorry for you. But what can I do? There is nothing I can do. I can only bury all the words in my heart to make myself busier and not have so much time to think about you. You are a thorn in my heart, fester and pus, I can only endure it silently and look at you, you must not know that I have loved you so helplessly.
9. I feel very sad. I want to say a lot to you. I miss you so much. Tears keep falling. I don’t expect to be together again. I just want to care about you more. I have to bear not to talk to you about my worries. so that you can talk to me more. Listening to you every time you say you have a headache and blue veins, it’s uncomfortable, and your stomach hurts. I’m worried that you won’t eat well outside, so you have to take good care of yourself! In the future, when you have her by your side to take care of you and treat you well, I will just leave silently!
10. As long as I look at you from a distance, I will be satisfied. I won’t see you in two days. Even if you send me a WeChat message, you may not reply to me, so in order not to make myself sad, I hold back from sending it. I miss you so much! I feel so tired every day. He has always controlled his emotions and not let himself be too exposed. But you can crush me with just one look. I was so ecstatic that I didn't care about anything else. Those who didn't know thought I was a nymphomaniac. Only you know that your feelings cannot be revealed
11. I don’t know whether love is to be held or let go, I don’t know. I just feel uncomfortable. I can’t bear it. I don’t want to send a message but I can’t bear it. I can't find it if I want to, I can't see if I want to see it, I have no choice. If you want her good, I have to endure it, endure it, because I just want you to be happy and happy
12. There is a strange possibility that I If I miss you again, I will refrain from calling you and sending text messages to tell you that I miss you. I will not look for you again. I will try my best to appear in places where you will not appear. I will block your WeChat Moments and keep track of your updates. I will try my best to I won’t bother you, this is who I am, if I can’t give you what you want, I won’t bother you
13. Mom, I miss you! Especially when I have free time to think, you always appear and occupy all my thoughts, and then I feel like crying. I hold back the tears because I don't want you to see that I am not strong enough! All maternal love suddenly left me forever. There is no one in this world who can speak my heart to me or express myself at will. When you were alive, I often heard you keep talking about the past, the same things, endless explanations, and now there are no more, only memories. Are you and dad okay over there? I know you are still together, happy and not alone. Dear mother!
14. I am still avoiding you carefully, but it doesn’t matter, I can bear not missing you!
15. I admit that I am forgetting you little by little, and I am trying not to enter your space, but I still habitually collect all your updates and sharing; I can’t bear it. Thinking about everything about you, but those little bits and pieces are always so pervasive; I can’t bear to look at your photos, but every caller ID always makes me stunned for a few seconds; I can’t bear to be in your presence. I ignore your presence on every occasion, but I always look at you in a daze; I try hard to forget your voice, but I still can’t help but take out my phone and record it secretly, which is my last extravagant wish for you.
16. Insomnia, discomfort, I miss you! It’s been 80 days and I’m still suffering alone because of you! Even though I'm sick, I still hope you'll be around to take care of me and urge me to take medicine. When I hear your voice on the phone, I keep holding back my cough in order not to worry you, but I really need you and I still have 7 days to go. Then I can go see you, wait for me, don’t go away!
Seventeen. It’s been a week, baby. I really miss you. Except for sending you a message when I drank too much that day, I have been trying not to harass you. I must handle everything this time. I just went to see you to give you a normal life, a me without any worries. If I can’t give you the life you want, I won’t go to see you to find you
18. Two people falling in love while watching a TV series When someone said these three words "I am willing", my heart ached and I couldn't hold back the tears in my eyes, but this was not a matter of holding back. Smelly woman, I love you, I want to marry you, I want you to be my wife, I really want you to be my wife. 19. I’m going crazy. What should I do if I keep thinking about you? I can’t bear to send you a message. Why do you Don’t say a word to me. I know you are very busy, but why can’t you take the time to send me a message?
20. I have always been worried about you and want to know what you are doing, so bear with it. Miss you
21. My heart is shaking again at this moment! It’s not just at this point that I miss you so much, it’s the same during the day! As long as you have something to do during the day and someone to chat with you, you can pretend to be serious. I still pretend to be serious at night! I miss you so much that I can bear not to call you or go to you. Suddenly I discovered that this age group still has certain advantages! (I’m talking more about myself) You can pretend to be heartless. But it seems like everything works!
22. I probably have a disease, which is the disease of annoying passers-by who don’t know the truth and like to make comments, or who are just passers-by. Forget about passers-by, it’s just for those who claim to be fans but don’t know him well. In the comments, Oppa, I miss you, why are you doing this? When you go in, you either only pay attention to gays or you don’t even pay attention to gays. Miss you uncle. No matter how angry you are, you have to endure it and not reply. Tell yourself to ignore these and keep a happy mood
23. Several times I thought it was you running over to me, but it turned out that it was not you. At that time, I tried hard not to let the tears fall, and tried my best to keep them in my eyes, and then I continued to walk forward, thinking silently in my heart, I miss you so much, you are my favorite, no one else.
Forever!
24. The annual worship day has arrived again. Only at this time do I feel that it is so close to you. It rains every year in my memory. Are you crying? Today I have been holding back tears. Dad called me. I want to tell you whatever worries and wishes I have, but the biggest calling in my heart is to miss you. I really miss you. Today my friend asked me if your mother would often be cruel to you. I said no. In fact, I miss you to be cruel to me. I do mean to you every day. I wish you were gone
25. I bear not chatting with you, but when I see some scenes, some similar pictures, some sensational songs, I still miss you very much. I miss you very much. I don’t know if I still love you or not, but you may be the biggest regret in my life. I said goodbye many times, hoping to never see each other again, but every time. . . . I feel so sad. I know you are on the other side of the screen but you don't belong to me. And you who are chatting with me also belong to others. I miss you and miss you, but maybe not disturbing you again is the greatest happiness for you.
26. We are both passive and stubborn. In the past, I always wanted to prove that you care about me more. Many times, I missed you very much but couldn’t bear to go to you. I wanted to post on Moments to show my affection, but because you didn’t. I didn't feel safe because I wanted to get your attention, so I wanted to say sweet words, but I held back. I held back the romantic surprise I wanted to do, and I held back not doing it. Now when I think back, I feel how idiotic and naive I am.
< p> 27. All I can do every day now is endure, endure not missing you, endure not contacting you, how can I hurt you because I can't give you the life your parents want. I love you and just want you to be happy. Not disturbing is my deepest love for you. We will wait and see in two years.28. It’s this time again, and we should have started talking on the phone by then! I think I have given up all my efforts. No matter how unhappy I was, how uncomfortable I was, and how much I missed you, I still couldn’t bear to contact you! But I don’t know why I had the courage to call you that day. In fact, I was quite happy, but I started to blame myself, because once I break this rule, my heart will start to waver. I am afraid that I will want to disturb you from time to time, and I will disturb you. To your peaceful life, I think this is not my original intention!
29. I don’t know what I should do. I am tired, very tired. I have to smile in front of others and my family, and I can’t bear to look at you. I can’t bear to think about you. I can’t bear it. Not chatting with you. . . . I know it's not worth it, and I know it's unlikely that we will be together, but I just don't want to forget that at least you still like me. I don't know how long I can hold on.
Thirty. I am very tired today. It’s almost 12:30 when I get home from work at noon. I can’t bear to think about you, and I don’t dare to look for you. I’m afraid that I’ll get red-eyed when I see your news. The last time I fell down the stairs, I didn’t dare to tell you for fear that I’d cry and feel wronged. I can go to anyone to complain. You are the only one who can't curse me because I can't hold it in even if you just scold me
31. Mom said that every time Dad takes medicine, it's like eating jelly beans, which amuses my sister and me. happy. Later I found out that the medicine was very, very bitter. Dad gritted his teeth and chewed it because he couldn't swallow it and had to chew it into pieces. Dad, please keep it from me and my sister. After knowing the truth, my heart hurt like a knife. I'm sorry, I can't keep you. I miss you so much. Come back and see me. Dad, don't leave me.
32. I like you, but I don't have the courage I had when I was young! Even if I miss you, even if I miss you in the blink of an eye, I will still bear not to contact you, because I don’t want to make myself look so in need of mercy
33. Listening to the song, thinking of you , my heart is full of sweetness and sourness, and jitters. Ask yourself not to think about you, endure not to think about you, and still think about you. I dare not listen to the song, but you are in the song; I have to listen, because there is me in the song. I send you a message when I can't bear it anymore, but what I leave behind is hope. There are no expectations for the future. Every tomorrow will be happy with you in my heart. I don’t miss you very much.
1. I don’t miss you very much. I only think of you when I reach a certain intersection.
2. I don’t miss you very much. I only think of you when I’m halfway through the video.
3. I don’t miss you very much, I just think of you when I’m listening to the song.
4. I don’t miss you very much, I just think of you when I don’t want to think about you.
5. I don’t miss you very much. I don’t think of going crazy. I just miss you until my eyes get wet.
6. I don’t miss you very much, I just read a boring magazine in bed, and I thought of you when I was flipping through the book.
7. I don’t miss you very much and want to shake my head to drive away your shadow, but it is printed on the magazine.
8. I didn’t miss you very much, so I turned off the light. Your appearance was so clear in the dark, so I turned on the light again.
9. I didn’t miss you very much, so I turned on the computer, where we talked a lot, but those words were crowded into my mind, so I turned off the computer again.
10. I don’t miss you very much, I just miss you when I can’t sleep.
11. I don’t miss you very much, I just don’t know if I can’t sleep because I miss you, or if I miss you so much that I can’t sleep.
12. I don’t miss you very much. I forgot about you before I started, frowned and nodded.
13. I don’t miss you very much. Is it prediction or choice? My logic is not that mathematical.
14. I don’t miss you very much. I interfere in your sight but not in your choice.
15. I don’t miss you very much. Even if I miss you, it’s not to a very deep level.
16. I don’t miss you very much. We have nothing left in front of time.
17. I don’t miss you very much. I don’t feel bad for wasting time like this. When I don’t miss you, they become blank.
18. I don’t miss you very much, just because I am happier when I miss you.
19. I don’t miss you very much. The memories are repeated mechanically. The loneliness will always be stronger. The time I don’t miss you has to be less and less.
20. I don’t miss you very much, I just think of you when I am happy, and I also think of you when I am unhappy.
I don’t want you to be so lonely
The smell of food gradually comes from the kitchen. Mom's back looked a little rickety under the light. The woman closest to me in the world is getting older and weaker day by day, and one day she will be so weak that she needs care. My tears suddenly fell down.
Mom was cheated. The scammer was not very clever. He just took advantage of my mother's timidity as a foreigner and easily defrauded her of her mobile phone and 300 yuan. The stepmother who was deceived looked dull for several days, and she did not dare to look directly at me, like a child who had done something wrong. This was the look I got when I accidentally broke a dish as a kid.
Seeing her timid eyes, I couldn't bear to complain, so I boldly comforted her and said it was okay! Isn’t it just a broken mobile phone and 300 yuan? If I work hard, I can make it back in one day! I knew my mother wouldn't believe it, but I said it anyway. After saying that, I turned to go to work. Before I left the house, I heard a burst of suppressed crying.
I couldn’t believe what I remembered. My mother had always been a strong character. She had a huge quarrel with my father but never shed a tear. Now, she was actually crying! My whole body was frozen there, not knowing what to do. This sad and crying woman, she was my mother. When I was hungry and thirsty, I acted coquettishly to her; when I was angry and bitter, I complained to her; when I was happy, but She is often the last one to share it with. She is my supporter and my harbor, but now she is so sad, but I don't know how to comfort her pain.
Before she got married, my mother was the eldest daughter in the family. She raised several younger siblings single-handedly. After she got married, she became the backbone of the family, supporting the whole family. She likes to read books and newspapers and has a shrewd mind, but in this foreign land in the south, in the city where I work and live, she was easily deceived. I can imagine her shame, grievances and self-blame that she has nowhere to express.
When I got home from get off work, my mother’s eyes were still red and swollen. I couldn’t comfort her, so I had to pretend not to see it.
We slept on the same bed at night. Both of us tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep, and the bed creaked. Mom was thinking that I was wandering alone, so she came here to take care of me. As soon as she came here, she made the small house I rented spotless. She cooked soup carefully like a Cantonese housewife every day, just so that I could have a home in a foreign country. a feeling of.
It suddenly occurred to me that my mother’s tears were due to the frustration of being cheated. Secondly, she must have felt uneasy about causing trouble to me.
In my memory, this was the second time I saw my mother so sad and crying. The first time was when my grandpa passed away. She cried loudly. Xu Xu told me about the hardships of my grandpa's life, and about the old cotton coat he often wore in winter. During those nights, when my mother was extremely tired, she would fall asleep. Although there are deep wrinkles on his face, his sleeping face is as soft as a child's. It was from that time that I began to realize that my mother, who was always strong in my eyes, was also vulnerable and helpless. She was just a daughter under her father's lap.
The next day, there was a power outage in the rental house. I don’t know what was wrong with the wiring, and the house was dark. Tired and without any emotion, I fell on the bed. My mother went out at some point and called the security guard, who then called for a master and finally fixed the circuit.
The lights were on, and mom was busy in the kitchen, silently. I stood behind her apologetically and called Mom, not knowing what to say. You can imagine that she, who couldn't speak Mandarin and couldn't understand Cantonese vernacular, spent a lot of time before calling the security guard. And I will just let my emotions overflow willfully.
The aroma of food gradually came from the kitchen. Mom's back looked a little rickety under the light. The woman who is closest to me in the world is getting older and weaker day by day. One day, she will be so weak that she needs care. My tears suddenly fell down.
Have I truly cared for her and loved her? Just like she has loved me and loved me for so many years!
Although I was still very busy at work, I began to take time to accompany my mother to buy vegetables, picking out juicy radishes and tender cabbages, and bargaining with the vegetable vendors for a few cents. I want to buy a bunch of them every time, but my mother says that the vegetables should be fresh and she comes here every day to buy them. I know that she cherishes the time when we, mother and daughter, buy vegetables together.
Every mother who comes to a foreign land to be with her children must be as lonely as she is.
A small color TV was my only companion. She was so busy that she even knitted a sweater for me. In fact, there was basically no need to wear a sweater in the southern weather. She cooked three meals a day for me in various ways. Even though she couldn’t understand the vernacular of local TV programs, she just learned nearly thirty kinds of soup recipes from TV!
After my mother came, I ate all three meals at home. Every time I approach the rented cabin, my mother has already opened the door and is waiting for me. She smiled and said that my steps were heavy when I walked upstairs, like a little tiger going up the mountain. When I heard the "dong-dong-dong" sound, I knew I was back. In order to make her happy, I ate like a little tiger and stuck out my tongue to lick the soup after drinking it. She blamed me for not looking like a girl, but her smile was clearly joyful.
There is a Xingzhong Garden near the rental house. It becomes very lively in the evening, with old men and women dancing to the music and enjoying themselves. I encouraged my mother to dance too, but she just looked on and smiled shyly. When I couldn't pull her back, I joined the old man and old woman, twisting and kicking my legs hard, trying to show her how to do it. Mom looked at me with a look of pride and doting in her eyes. When she got home, she asked me to teach her how to twist her waist and how to kick her legs. But once she got to a crowded place, she didn't dare to play anymore, like a shy little girl.
Some of the old people dancing in the garden were from other places. Another night, my mother and an old lady from Henan hit it off and stood under the tree and chatted for a long time, because they both came to take care of people who work here. As a single daughter, the two of them had a lot to talk about. (Inspirational Poetry) The next night, my mother waited for a long time, but the old lady from Henan didn't come. She regretted that she didn't leave her phone number.
The foreign city is so prosperous, but we, mother and daughter, are so humble and lonely. We have to stay close together to feel a little less lonely.
That day I heard my mom and dad talking on the phone, asking carefully about the situation at home, whether the grapes were ripe, etc. Then I realized how much she missed home! Only there can her mature life be fulfilling and peaceful. Every neighbor is kind and she can do everything smoothly. Only in her own home can her mother be confident and happy.
I secretly bought a train ticket home for my mother. In the last few days she stayed in this city, I accompanied her to a shopping mall, a trip to Sun Yat-sen’s former residence, and bought groceries several times. , danced a few times, bought large and small bags of clothes and snacks to send her to the car. Before we got in the car, my mother asked me jealously: Do you think your mother has caused you trouble, so you want me to go back?
I held back tears, shook my head desperately, and handed her a mobile phone.
She took it in surprise: Oh, this is exactly the same as the one I used before!
I said: It’s you. The people from the Public Security Bureau said they caught that liar.
She smiled with relief.
On the train, when she took a closer look at the mobile phone I bought at the second-hand market, she would find that I had lied, but I believed that my mother would not expose this lie. What she wanted from me was always my love and trust. The phone was lost and recovered, proving that she is still my capable mother and my constant supporter.
The train was about to start, and she asked me to be careful outside, and said to call if I was alone. She came to stay with me, saying that I had a family in two years, and she came to take care of my children. The train was starting, Mom's face became increasingly blurry, and I ran forward, crying and shouting: Mom! mom! I love you!
The rumble of the train covered up my shouts, which was good. I have always been shy about expressing my feelings, but at this moment I finally said I love you.
I just don’t want you to be so lonely, Mom, and I know you do too.