I put away the warm bath water and prepared to lie comfortably in it for the rest of my life.
It is said that people who commit suicide by cutting their wrists suffer not the pain when they just cut their wrists, but the biting cold when their blood runs out.
In order to make myself comfortable, I lie in the bathtub, which is really comfortable.
The moment I picked up the blade, I didn't hesitate at all, but felt some relief, because I hate this hypocritical world, no one heard me speak my mind, no one really thought of others, no one understood me, I couldn't smell anything except a copper smell, and I couldn't breathe.
I heard that heaven is beautiful, and I'm going to see it.
Close your eyes, it's already dark, and I'm too scared to have a heartbeat.
Sh-
All of a sudden, it lit up all around, which stung my eyes.
In a trance, I only feel that my body is as light as cotton wool, floating in the air. A gust of wind blew and pushed me into the clouds.
Through the layers of fog, a huge stone tablet stands in front of me. It says "the road to heaven" and it says "in heaven, we meet your deepest needs and serve you as an angel".
Ah, my heart suddenly lit up, which is exactly what I want. I finally came to heaven!
All the way down, a gate appeared at the end of the road.
There are still long queues along the road. It seems that there are quite a few people reporting today.
I am the second from the bottom.
The first man in the line, a young man, knocked on the door several times.
After a while, the door slowly opened and came from the inside, no, like a voice from a man's chest in the morning:
"Young man, you are obsessed with money, smuggling drugs, killing many young lives, you know? However, your request is actually very simple, that is, money. No problem, there is a lot of money here, you can enjoy it slowly by yourself! "
I saw the door full of colorful tickets, and the young man jumped in at once, plunged into the pile of money and never came out again.
I was shocked. There are such beautiful things in the world. I can have whatever I want, but what's the use of being rich like him? !
The second person who stepped forward, with a "broad heart", a chubby body, a little bald, and a pair of small eyes hovering around, was a lecherous boss at first glance.
He couldn't wait to knock a few times, and the door slowly opened.
"You are lascivious and demanding of women, and we have provided you with the most perfect woman in the world."
A charming female robot came out of the gate and gently threw it into his arms. ...
People in the queue couldn't help laughing at that time. The boss was also carried in by the robot. After all, real people are more flesh and blood than robots!
The third is a scholar, but he has been crying.
After half a hesitation, he finally knocked at the door.
"You are full of good knowledge, but you don't know how to serve the people. You only know how to be famous. You are vain. Of course, we will make you satisfied. "
Three water bugs appeared in the hands of scholars.
"They will tell you what you like to hear when you need praise in your heart, and they will vent their grievances for you."
As soon as the voice fell, the bug began to kiss up, and the scholar floated into the gate. I can see that he is really hungry. Don't want to really be more motivated than grains?
The next person is either famous or possessive or greedy.
It's finally my turn.
Looking forward to it, I tried to knock on the door of heaven. It was a long time before the door opened.
"I'm sorry, miss, we don't have what you need on file here, so we can't serve you for the time being."
No, I really doubt if I heard wrong.
"What-"Before I could finish asking, I was bounced out by the gate.
I woke up with a start and sat up suddenly. Hey, why am I in bed? Oh, it was just a dream.
Touch your body, it's all sweaty, and it's still so hot when you turn on the air conditioner. I didn't know until I saw the remote control. I changed the mode to heating. No wonder saunas are the same.
It's really strange to recall this dream after a pause, but what do you want? There is no heaven.
But anyway, it's always good to be alive. I will find what I want and cherish my life.