20 18 is almost over, and my revised Confessions will be put off until 20 19 unless I write it.
Topic, the topic comes from a poem appreciation topic done with students in senior three last year. Su Shi's "Dianjiang Lip" is "on the couch, there are ten thousand peaks outside Gong Yu Building. Sit with who? The moon is bright and the wind is cool. Don't hitch a ride, sing along. Guess what, since I added one. The wind and the moon are equally divided. " I remember telling my students that Su Shi saw the beautiful scenery in the first film and wanted to find a friend to share it with. In the next film after Yuan came in, Su Shi generously wanted to share this beautiful scenery with friends who came here as companions. "Since I added one, the moon and the wind share equally", I would like to be my favorite stone. As long as there are friends who are willing to know me, I am willing to give everything, share equally or pay more. As long as the person who comes is someone I think is worth it.
That man is my bosom friend, Mei Zhao. She said that she didn't like me calling her best friend because I had too many best friends. She wants to be my bosom friend, yes, a bosom friend in life is enough!
At first, I wrote this article on my mobile phone, and I took a few sips. Maybe I'm a little drunk, maybe I'm more sober than usual, but I just found a chance to talk and express myself. I just want to write this confidant who has been with me for a long time and has been ignored by me for a long time. Time is the fairest. Maybe I watched me ignore this confidant for too long, so I slowly sent away those who were by my side. My confidant said that she envied my relationship with some people, but I hope others will envy my relationship with her in the future. She can understand my inner loneliness. At first, I didn't want to be seen through I don't want to admit that I'm afraid of loneliness. There are many people around me, and I am very lively. I don't look lonely at all. But when she said that she understood, I knew that my situation was very embarrassing. It turns out that she can see through everything behind the busy crowd.
Compared with other people's communication, Mei and Zhao and I have no specific opportunities to become bosom friends, have no touching language, and have never even had a meal alone. We just get closer and closer. Until that day I was going to Shanghai, she told me that I didn't feel anything when I was together every day, but I was still a little melodramatic and sad when I left, so I didn't feel the same way. I was on a Mercedes-Benz train when I suddenly felt a warm current. It turns out that she has been here all the time.
For this friendship, I still want to touch our friendship. The first time I met her, I was lecturing in the group after she transferred to another school. I still remember the east office on the second floor of senior three. The layout at that time was like a big classroom. Du Fu's "Ascending the Mountain" was said by my confidant. I don't remember anything in class. I only remember that the people who saw her listened to her class. I can only say that I am like a physical education teacher, because she is too elegant and literary, which meets the standards of a Chinese teacher. ! ! Subconsciously, I think she is not like me, she is slim and elegant, and I am five big and three thick. Perhaps this preconceived inferiority complex made me drive her out of my world early. If I could go back in time, I would lick my face and say, "Hi, I am me, you are beautiful, and you speak beautifully in class!"! Get to know each other, okay? " Haha, if that's the case, she will be left behind by enthusiastic me. In fact, I am a slow-heating person.
Unfortunately, time can never go back. . .
The second close contact was to take students to red river valley for military training on 20 15. We live in the same room. During the week-long military training, we ate and lived together. I remember telling her some of my experiences one day and I cried myself. Maybe at that time, I didn't have much defense in my heart, because she was a good listening friend!
Then I went to Zhao Jin, Tongchuan, and accidentally left such a photo which I think is the closest and the most rare one at present. In the group photo, we laughed so heartlessly ~ In my eyes, bosom friend is very smart, not losing Wen Ya, but I have always admired mobike's cleverness that I will never learn. If I can't learn, let me learn slowly by her side. No matter how long it takes, it is also a beautiful thing to keep it that way. I am afraid that one day she will be tired of my neurotic sensitivity, of my unprincipled promiscuity with everyone, of my indecisive and cautious way of doing things ... In fact, I am not afraid to leave again and again, but I will strip my soul every time I leave. No matter how I left, Mei Zhao saw through my fear and anxiety at a glance, when Cher left, when I was most helpless.
People are divided into groups. The birthday on her ID card is August 25th, while mine is August 26th. She is elder sister, but I often ask her to call me "elder sister". ) So there are many special styles and personal hobbies. People who are similar to each other may be two magnets, slowly approaching, then finding each other's good, and then being good to each other.
This year's birthday friend gave me this cup and a set of cups that I like very much. A cup means a lifetime. If time loves me, I would like to accompany my beautiful sister in the future. I can't find the right words to describe her here.
I told my bosom friend that time made me awake, be kind to her, get along like my best friend in my school days and make her happy. However, she said she was already very happy. She doesn't like to see me wronged. She wants me to be happy. Happiness is hard, and some people can't ask for it all their lives. Happiness is simple, and getting along is not tiring. Start talking if you want, but don't want to talk. Walking together is a feeling of happiness.
She doesn't often send friends, but at the same time she forwards our favorite articles! She is very busy, but she misses me very much, because I am tired of invigilation and send me food and drinks. . .
20 18 is coming to an end, and the experience of this year is not complicated but unforgettable. Some people are determined to leave, while others are gentle. I should say thank you for this year, because this year, I walked through the lively crowd and saw my confidant silently watching behind the crowd. Let me begin to make up for time's indifference to my bosom friend with sincerity. Let me know, I will cherish this beautiful bosom friend.
The lines are full of meaning. I am willing to be her lifelong confidant and sister!
Finally, tell her.
"Dear Mei Zhao, you are a gift of time. You were in my life before, and you will be in my life later. I will take time to repay this gift. Thank you for coming into my life. I wish you and your handsome Lao Zhang a happy New Year and all the best! I wish my parents good health and always be young! "