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1, many wishes, everything I want, God gave it to me, and I received it one by one sooner or later. And my desire for a beautiful youth, although it seems that I have never been able to get it, seems to have passed when I walk back. A few times, I didn't feel it at once, and a few times, I suddenly realized in my heart: originally, this is youth! That summer, I was almost eighteen years old. I crossed the road to sketch with my college classmates and lived in Tianxiang. These mountains are green in summer. One afternoon, three male students and I had a whim. Instead of sketching with other students, we climbed a mountain that we studied for many days without anything. It is a very handsome mountain, surrounded by many mountains, with a faint temperament of a king.
At that moment, I began to feel a slow pain in my heart, as if there was a voice in my ear, telling me coldly: You can only have this moment. Before that, you didn't expect you to have it. After that, you will forget what you once had. Lily belongs here completely. You are just a passer-by. You have to leave. You can't grow and bloom on this mountain forever like a lily. The mountains at dusk have a gentle and sad beauty. Where does my heart belong? Three boys were lying on the grass slope behind me, singing some popular songs loudly and laughing at the same time. Youth should be so happy and carefree, and why can't I be like them? Why are you standing here stupefied, full of envy for these mountain lilies blooming in front of my eyes?
With such strong jealousy, I asked a male classmate to pick me a lot of pure white lilies. I held them tightly in my arms and led them down the mountain. But, it's useless, it's really useless. As the voice told me, I still can't grasp those lost moments. Although the lilies I picked soon withered, every time I think back, they still grow on the mountains in the faint sunset, blooming, pure and white, showing me a kind of beauty that will never change and never melt in the gray-green twilight.
At that time, when I was young, I always thought that these moments had already appeared and should be enjoyed. My heart was touched, just because they were surprisingly beautiful. However, I never imagined that such a night, such a high mountain in early spring, such an endless shady tree and such a clear moonlight all night were really a rare encounter between people and a dream that would never reappear. That night, when I stood in front of the winding mountain road, I was just twenty years old and the moon just rose from the side of the mountain.
Before it appeared, the world was dark and the path was deep and terrible, so I hardly had the courage to go on. When the moon rises from the back of the mountain, at that moment, everything and things, like the moon, give me a clear and bright luster like water, and my heart becomes full, happy and peaceful at that moment. Happiness is sometimes just a very simple feeling, and. That night, when I slowly climbed the mountain along a path full of ferns, perhaps because of the detour of the road, perhaps because of my happiness in my heart, I didn't feel the hard and laborious climbing at all.
6. When I walked to a clearing with sparse trees, there were just a few big stones for us to sit down and rest. When I looked up at the sky, I only felt that the trees were so straight and so tall. Moonlight pours like mercury in such a clear sky, soaking me in the moonlight and making my heart transparent. Youth is really like wine. It seems that I drank it that night, but it was fragrant. What a kind of youth this is! Not every night can have such a full moon, and not everyone can meet such a full moon. The beauty and preciousness of youth lies in its innocence, in its meeting without asking for anything in return, and in its gone forever. Today, when I look back with disappointment, I am not only surprised and amazed at the arrangement of my creation, but also deeply convinced and grateful for what I failed to perceive when I was young.
7. On the other side is an ancient place, a place that has existed for a long time, and a place with a very simple and gentle name, Zaobali Ferry Head. In this world, many things and things will change, and they will change quickly and greatly, so I have begun to be vigilant. Every time I meet that moment, I have built a thick wall in my heart to protect the most vulnerable part and try not to get hurt. After several times, the wall became thicker and thicker. After a long time, I will forget that there was a weakness in my heart that I couldn't touch. However, once, incredibly, so many years have passed, I still persist, refuse to change, still smile at me as I did when I was young, and look down at my mountain affectionately, and my weakest point suddenly wakes up and expands at an alarming rate.
It's an early winter afternoon. I haven't been here for many years. By chance, I got on the ferry. Intention is very annoying, because you have to deal with so many strangers and say so many polite words, so reluctant, so reluctant. However, when I walked to the old pier near Danshui Port, I suddenly felt something familiar, something very quiet, and gradually calmed me down. After boarding, the ship slowly sailed to the other side. The sea breeze kept blowing my face and clothes, and the island passed by the bow. I quietly stared at the Guanyin Mountain on the other side, and the mountain colors approaching me were green, gray-blue, lavender, and every change was a familiar color. Yes! It is the kind of memory and color that has been lingering in my heart. The kind of worry that can't be described, described or believed, the kind of sadness that exists at an early age.
9. Everything in the world can hurt people. Change will hurt people, but it will also hurt people. Everything is because of that stubborn heart that will never be forgotten anyway. It turned out that the reluctance and helplessness of creative arrangement that I felt when I was young came to my mind again very strongly after twenty years. Although some things around us have definitely changed, although the clues of many officials have disappeared, there are still some unchanging witnesses who insist. That's the oncoming towering Guanyin Mountain, and the steep and narrow Zaobali Ferry Head that extends into the sea. Since then, this place has become a secret pain for me and a secret comfort. Whenever I want to escape from the work that is always piled up in front of me, whenever I feel very tired, I really want to go to Danshui alone again. I want to take a trip to that long and narrow old street, take a ferry there, cross it again and cross me to the other side.
10 Sometimes, I cherish things only because of an idea, that is, this is the only time in my life, the only time. Then, all love and cherish, born from now on, unstoppable. No matter what you can get or can't get, there will always be sadness and resentment, so life becomes difficult and complicated. Now, sitting on the train heading south, watching the scenery pass by, I suddenly find that the only time in my life is just some fragmentary things. My own life, my own life, I can only have it once, and it's my only time! Then, everything that comes will pass, and the past will never come back. This is the only law in my only life. Then, in that case, why should I be reluctant to part with some people and be obsessed with some people?
1 1. People who are predestined friends always meet at the full moon, and understand what they need to know at the right time, neither too much nor too little, neither too early nor too late, before they can say the right words at the right time and form the right marriage. People who miss each other will always miss each other. If you can really miss it, it doesn't matter, because in that case, just like two strangers who have never met in their lives, since they don't know each other, there will be no gains and losses, no scars and no regrets. Unfortunately, "fate" can only be understood afterwards. It always happens on the occasion of "missing each other" and after passing by, I find that you have said something I have been waiting for for a long time, but why can't I understand you when you are saying it? And why did you disappear when I turned around and re-directed you in a panic in the crowd?
12. At this moment, sitting on the southbound train, it is already dark outside the window. There are few passengers when the lights are on in the carriage, so this carriage is particularly clean and quiet. I looked out of the window, and the field outside was dark, so the window was like a dark mirror, reflecting my tearful face. In front of this suddenly appeared mirror, I found that no matter how much I love my life, no matter how sorry I missed you, no matter how hard I tried to find those traces of growth again; All the moments still have to pass. Under all the joys and sorrows, life will still pass quietly and never return. Perhaps, after many years, the only thing I can remember is that on this southbound train, in front of this dark mirror, the tears on my cheeks gave me a little warmth and a little cold feeling.
13, in childhood, what we have to do is to provide him with some rich color experiences. The first environment is your own bedroom. It is best to use harmonious colors, which look quiet and gentle, because children need a quiet atmosphere when they rest, and harmonious colors can increase this atmosphere. If the home is too small and the child doesn't have his own bedroom, then work hard on the crib on the ground, give him a clean crib, and often change some gentle sheets and quilts for him. If the crib is against the wall, then mother will try to draw him a curved rainbow and a shallow rainbow on the wall. All children like rainbows, whether they are painted in the sky or on the wall. If mom can't draw, please ask dad to draw. If dad can't draw, let the children try to draw by themselves. If the child is too young, please ask the neighbor's child to try. If you are afraid of his poor painting, please let him try it on paper first. You'd be surprised.
14, yes, childlike innocence is the cutest thing in the world. They don't have the burden of gain and loss, they don't have to compete, and they don't have to figure out the likes and dislikes of others. He naturally drew the rainbow in his heart, their favorite rainbow. Of course, we don't have to draw a rainbow. I just said: if children are given more choices, they will have more happy experiences. Everyone is born with different physiological phenomena. For example, some people are afraid of heat, while others are afraid of cold, so the former will definitely prefer blue-green with cool colors, while the latter will prefer red and orange with warm colors. Moreover, due to different life experiences, different sexes, and sometimes even the same person, because of different ages and changes, there are also great differences in color selection and sensitivity. "Recalling the blue silk clothes, I pity the grass everywhere." It's already empathy for color. Therefore, in the cultivation of children's color sense, parents should avoid infiltrating their own personal factors, so as not to affect their children's psychology. Of course, this is extremely difficult to do. I just hope parents can pay a little attention.
15, what haunts our generation is only rootless memories, endless. Sometimes a surging undercurrent suddenly rushes to you, which makes you unable to cope. Sometimes I will get close to you and tie a knot in your heart. But you can't find out where this knot is, why and for whom. Three years ago, I spent a summer in Switzerland and made some local friends. We often climb mountains together. One day, one of the boys invited us to his house to play. His home is located on a hillside with a big orchard. When you go out from the back door, you can see a large forest surrounded by a deep lake behind the mountain. The boy pointed to a big cherry tree outside his courtyard wall and said, "Do you see the fifth branch from the bottom left?" That hand is crooked, see? It was when my father was seven years old. He climbed the tree to pick cherries. It was also in that summer that my grandfather saw him and punished him for sitting on that branch all afternoon, and he was not allowed to come down. That branch has been bent since then. "
16, when I was a child, I liked listening to my father talk about the scenery of my hometown. On winter nights, several people sat together and pestered their father to tell stories that happened outside the Great Wall over and over again. We children were born in the south, but we still have the blood of a land we have never seen before. Relying on the story of my father's ancestors, the photos of desert scenery we accidentally found in some magazines, and the annual ancestor worship festival, I accumulated bit by bit and pieced it together bit by bit, and my lovely hometown gradually took shape. And my childhood, it is in this patchwork of warmth that I grew up slowly.
17, I have always believed that there should be such a love in the world: absolute tolerance, absolute sincerity, absolute resentment and absolute beauty. If I can enjoy such love, let my poems prove it. If you can't find such love in the world, let it exist in my poems and my heart forever.
18. When you are young, if you fall in love with someone, please, please be gentle with him. No matter how long or short you have been in love, if you can always be gentle with each other, then all the moments will be flawless and beautiful. If you have to part, say goodbye and thank him for giving you a memory. When you grow up, you will know that when you look back suddenly, there will be no regrets in youth without resentment, such as the quiet full moon on the mountain. Beautiful dreams, like beautiful poems, are elusive and often appear at the most unexpected moments. I like that kind of dream, everything can start again, everything can be explained slowly, and I can even feel in my heart that all the wasted time can actually return to ecstasy and gratitude. My chest is full of happiness, just because you are right in front of my eyes and smiling at me, that's all. I really like that dream, knowing that you have traveled thousands of miles for me, but I feel delicious and colorful, as if you and I just met for the first time.
19, I can tell you some answers first, but I love waiting for some answers for a long time until I forget the questions. At that time, whether to answer or not, or what to answer, will no longer be so important, if, if you must know. If you still have to know, please go back slowly and rummage carefully. On that young night, something, something, once attacked our fragile and sensitive hearts. On that young night, the moonlight was so clear, as clear as water. We believe that all happiness and happiness should be, it is not surprising that the mountain is blue and the water is green. If we are willing to really love each other, we will never be apart. When I guessed the answer, I found that the party was over and everything was over. When I guessed the answer, I found that it was all over, and the years had already changed the puzzle.
20. In our world, time is the longitude and space is the latitude. A series of joys and sorrows are carefully and intensively woven, weaving a very regular cycle. In fact, every corner and every knot has a secret mark. At that time, we were at a loss, but when we looked back, we suddenly found that all the veins were vivid, and then smiled and understood the pain and sadness. At the moment of looking back, time stays and never dies. The stream flowing under the shade of ferns and wild peonies is still young, the sky is full of clouds, and my heart is full of your love and care for me. And what comes to me day after day are unexpected arrangements, and there are so many trivial mistakes that I finally understand tonight. All the joys and sorrows have become ashes, and I can't walk with you on any road in the world.
2 1, all mothers are the most noble nobles in the world. Youth is sometimes very short and sometimes very long. Just because each flower can only bloom once, you should be extremely careful when you take a good step. There is not a wrong flower on the tree. They are all so careful and serious to meet the only spring. Happy love is a kind of appearance, but unfortunate love has its own causes. There are two common reasons: too early or too late. It turns out that time didn't really disappear, just disappeared from our eyes, but turned to hide in our hearts and then slowly changed our appearance. Therefore, no matter what setbacks you encounter in the future, you should keep a heart of forgiveness and joy. A narcissistic flower is just beautiful, and a brilliant flower that lives alone and is in full bloom is brilliant. Although the years are gone forever, at that moment, at the moment of looking back, will yesterday, today and tomorrow be unable to meet again or again?
22. I've always wanted to walk up that beautiful mountain road with you. The breeze and white clouds are by my side, listening to my happy and grateful heart. My request is actually very small, as long as I have had such a summer, as long as I have walked once. And what appears in front of me day after day are unexpected arrangements, and there are so many trivial mistakes that slowly separate us. Let tonight's' I finally understand that all joys and sorrows have become ashes. I can't walk with you on any road in the world!
23. Youth is sometimes extremely short, but sometimes it is extremely long. I know because I was once as young as you. In front of the classroom window, I once stared at the campus where the four seasons have not changed, thinking about my future changing destiny. I used to think that, like you, no matter what kind of fate, it is much better than sitting in the classroom. At that time, I wondered why the teacher never intervened, took me to class and dreamed after class. Today, I know that he, like me today, smiled and reread the youth we experienced over and over again from our young and full faces.
24. Camellia has blossomed, so white and beautiful flowers are full of trees. Every time, I can't ignore a flowering tree, so the white and moist flowers, starting from the green buds, are getting fuller and fuller and bloom slowly; From semicircle to circle to full circle. When flowers bloom, if you are willing to look carefully, you can understand every word it says. Just because each flower can only bloom once. Therefore, it is extremely careful to take this step well. Flowers that are not full of trees are so cautious and serious about welcoming the only spring. Therefore, every time I walk past a flowering tree, I will be surprised by the beauty of life and hold my breath.
If you know that you have done nothing wrong, then you can go on doing it. Never mind what others will laugh at you. On the contrary, if you feel something is wrong, then you should refuse people around you, no matter how indulgent and tempting they are. Because, in your heart, there is always a clear mirror. Watching you all the time. It knows and cherishes your purity and integrity.
26. Friends who haven't seen each other for years feel a little different when they meet again. Some people's eyes are sad, some people's mouths are cold, some people are happy, and some people are weather-beaten: it seems that the vicissitudes I haven't spent with my friends for more than ten years are vaguely written on their faces. It turns out that the years have not really passed away, he just disappeared from our eyes, but turned around and hid in our hearts, and then slowly changed our appearance. So young, no matter what setbacks you encounter in the future, please be sure to keep a heart of forgiveness and joy. In this way, when we meet again more than ten years later, I can easily recognize you from the crowd.
27. I like to take the train, I like to go south or north slowly one stop at a time, and I like me on the journey. Just because, in the middle of the journey, I don't belong to the starting point or the end point, I don't belong to anywhere or anyone. At this moment, I just need to belong to myself. All the obligations, responsibilities, things to strive for or make concessions, and all the ties in the world are separated at the two ends of the railway track. I am in the carriage and have no desire. At that moment, the only thing I have to do, and the only thing I can do, is to sit quietly by the window and watch the exchange of scenery outside the window. The scenery outside the window is constantly changing, and mountains and valleys stretch through. I see that in those forests, every tree grows thin and long. In order to win the sunshine, they grow by all euphemistic methods. Walking through a large paddy field, I saw a lonely tree in the middle of the ridge. Because of loneliness, it can spread its branches and leaves freely and looks like a big, thick and round umbrella. In real life, I know I have to learn tolerance and forbearance, just like those trees in the dense forest. However, in spirit, please let me, let me grow into a sunny tree.
28. You are a small boat with white sails, moored in the unchanging harbor in my heart. I have always had an expectation and hope for you. When I was young, in those long sunny afternoons, I had nothing to do and was fearless, just because I knew that there was an eternal wait in life. Frustrations come and go, tears flow and are put away. Nothing can discourage me, because I still have a long way to go, and you, you will definitely come. Today, the sun is still shining, and I am halfway. On the winding road, I never rest, only dare to pause occasionally, miss you, find you and wait for you. Fog drifted gently from behind me, and my eyes gradually blurred. I think you may or may not come. I'm starting to get scared. Also began to cherish all the beautiful things. Whether it is a small kingfisher or a magpie Qi Fei; Whether facing a young and happy heart or a graceful tree; I will always look for you there seriously, thinking that you might be there, fearing that you might already be here and I didn't notice.
29. At dusk in Xuanwu Lake, sitting between his father's legs, his father paddled with both hands. The boat set off from Liu Yin and quietly flowed on the lake covered with lotus leaves. Twilight makes everything fuzzy and quiet. Holding a full lotus in a small hand, in a small mind, happiness on earth is as full as lotus and as fragrant as lotus seed. The earliest lotus in my memory should be the one my father gave me when I was five years old and took me boating in Xuanwu Lake. My father's arms are so safe and warm. Being able to monopolize my father's arms is an uneasy surprise and pride for me at the age of five. With memories, the lake is yellow.
30. Begonia belonged to my mother when I was a child. ..... and never had such a cruel war, never had so many years of displacement, never had a nation endured so much suffering, so none of the girls of that generation could realize their dreams. ..... I want to buy not only the potted flower, but also its beautiful scenery, its ancient and fragrant old country, and I finally understand my mother's heart. All the memories will appear in front of my eyes with its fragrance. I think I may not love flowers, but all the lost time. Behind every flower, there are my cherished memories.