First of all, I would like to thank leaders at all levels for giving me this opportunity to confess and admit my mistakes to all those who care, educate and help me and my parents. I sincerely say to you: I was wrong. (Bowing)
My name is 18 years old. I am a prisoner in the detention center now. He was a student a few months before he was arrested. If I don't go downhill, then maybe I will be lucky enough to be one of you today. However, this can only be a great delusion, and it is a terrible past that has harmed itself. Things have to start from my second grade in junior high school. My family is poor. In order to build a house for my family to go to school, my father works on the construction site in Shanghai all the year round, and my mother does odd jobs on the construction site near my home, so I don't have much time to take care of me. That is, in this year, I gradually relaxed my requirements for myself. I often don't go home in time after school, and sometimes I even go to some game halls with my schoolbag on my back, where I meet some gangsters and small conspirators in society and often mix with them to drink. They often take me to various places of entertainment. From then on, I began to play truant, play truant, desert, and my academic performance plummeted, falling from the original middle and upper reaches to the bottom five. At school, I not only didn't study hard by myself, but also often took the lead in making trouble at school. Both the principal and the teacher felt very headache, and I was criticized and educated countless times. However, I still go my own way and never change my mind. Finally, I feel that school is too boring. Finally, I discussed with another classmate and threw my schoolbag into the river on a weekend afternoon. From then on, I really left school. After dropping out of school, I wandered around all day, smoking, drinking, playing cards and not coming home at night. I almost got into all kinds of bad habits that minors shouldn't get into. Soon, I was recognized as an ally by those gangsters in Jingsha. One night in June, 2000, at 9 o'clock, some friends and I rode bicycles home from Jingsha mortal skating rink. Walking to an alley in the north of the supply and marketing building, I happened to meet a dozen small plots, which was a bit contradictory to me. They rushed up and kicked me down with their bicycles, then dragged me and my friends to a remote alley next to them and insisted on borrowing money from us. When I answered that I had no money, I had no money. I looked at their arrogant and fierce appearance, and my desire for revenge suddenly rose in my heart. I wiped the blood from the corners of my mouth and dusted myself. No tears, no sadness. I picked up my bike and limped into the darkness. However, the biggest setback in my life started from this night. Afterwards, I didn't tell my family about it or call the police. On the contrary, I have a terrible idea: blood out, answer blows with blows. If others can do this to us, why can't we do this to others and get back our losses? I started secretly looking for opportunities. One afternoon in September 2000, the so-called opportunity finally came. This afternoon, my friend Zhang (also an abandoned scholar) and I went to the Minsheng Square in Jingsha City to play. On the pedestrian street, we met two students in our school who are one year lower than me. One is Cao, and the other is nameless. At that time, I happened to have no money in my pocket, so I wanted to borrow money from Cao, because I knew that this classmate had money at home and usually had a lot of money at hand. I dodged and hid in a remote alley in the public square. I said to my companion, Cao usually spends a lot of money at school. He must have money on him. Please call him here. After a while, Cao was called to the alley by Zhang. I said to Cao: Come here, do you have any money with you? He said: No money. I said: I haven't been home for several days, and I have no money. I want to borrow some money from you and pay you back in a few days. But Cao still refused. I was angry and said sharply, I don't believe it. Search it for me! Students, in fact, at this time, I am a little out of control. As we all know, an ordinary citizen has no right to search other people's bodies at will. However, at this time, I lost my mind and began to commit crimes step by step. Just as I was about to start work on Cao, Zhang, who stood by, picked up a brick from the ground, ordered Cao to kneel down and threatened to take it out if he had money. If we find it, you have to do it at your own risk. Then I made a gesture to raise a brick. At this time, I found someone upstairs, afraid of death. I quickly grabbed the brick from Zhang, then forced Cao and his classmates into the corner and asked him to take money. Cao Zhang slapped Shao Xiang twice, and then I started searching him. Cao was afraid and had to take out the money. * * * 140 yuan. I knew he was going back to school by bus, so I took out the receipts of 5 yuan and 2 yuan from 140 and let them go. I took this 130 yuan, went to a restaurant with Zhang, and spent tens of dollars on a meal. Then we went to the store to buy two pairs of shoes and went home separately.
When I got home, I thought there was something wrong, so I didn't dare to tell my parents about it. Go to Shanghai to study electrician after one month. After the Spring Festival, he came back in mid-May, 200 1 year, and was arraigned for criminal detention by the public security organs. On May 30th, I was arrested by the procuratorate for committing robbery. 17 On August 7th, he was sentenced to 1 year in prison and fined RMB 1000 yuan. In this way, my life ideal has been put to rest. I became a robber and lost my freedom. Of course, the four gangsters who robbed me were arrested in the detention center three months after I went in, and they were also sentenced for robbery.
My heart sank when I got this heavy sentence. I regret it. I think: Qiu Xiao, Qiu Xiao, you should have studied culture, knowledge and skills at school. How did you get into this high wall? Tears blurred my vision, and I felt like a broken kite, drifting aimlessly.
In fact, like most of my classmates here, I am also an only child, with a family of three. Although my family is not very rich, my parents have created a beautiful and comfortable learning environment for me with their hard work, but I didn't understand my parents' good intentions, didn't cherish this opportunity, didn't make progress in my study, and my mind was full of all kinds of fantasies. Neither my mother's tears nor my father's scolding touched me. After I left school, I often hung out with some unemployed young people in the society and did nothing all day. As a result, the more people I mixed up with, the more courageous I became. Finally, I fell into the mire of crime and was jailed before I was an adult. Today, I want to take this opportunity to shout to all the students present: don't be confused for a while, which will lead to lifelong regret. Cherish the opportunity in your hand, and you will regret it for a long time!
I have been in the detention center for more than eleven months. I am often awakened by nightmares at night. When I think of what I have done in the past, tears of regret unconsciously flow down. Whenever I think of my parents, teachers and classmates who have worked so hard to educate, care and help me, I feel guilty and feel like being tortured by oil. In order to alleviate this kind of pain, sometimes I burn my neck on my wrist with a lit cigarette butt to relieve myself a little. Because, I am really sorry for my parents, teachers and classmates who gave birth to me and raised me, and I am sorry for caring, educating and helping my uncles and aunts.
In the detention center, through the patient education and influence of cadres, through the concentrated study and understanding of legal knowledge during this period, I finally gained a lot of legal knowledge and learned a lot of principles of being a man that I couldn't learn in books in the past. At the same time, I have a very deep understanding of the crimes I have committed, and I know what I can and can't do, what is helping others, and what is illegal and criminal. I know how a young man who is about to enter the society should regulate and restrain his behavior, how to give full play to his special skills, and how to repay the country, people and parents.
March 23rd is my18th birthday. Unexpectedly, early this morning, the leaders of the procuratorate rushed to the detention center, customized a huge cake for me, and wrote: 18 Happy birthday. They also organized a birthday symposium specially for me, and invited the prison guards, my juvenile delinquents and my parents to attend. They gave me a lot of encouragement and comfort, and also presented me with progressive books, which made me very moved and still can't be calm. I didn't expect that my seedlings attacked by pests and diseases could get such warm care. On this day, I really feel that the world is full of love.
As the saying goes, there is no regret medicine in the world, and the prodigal son will never change his money. Today, I take this opportunity to express my views and swear to all the kind people who care about and help me: I will, as always, put my words and deeds of repentance into concrete actions, repent my crimes, reflect deeply, work actively, strengthen my study, wash my dirt with hard sweat, and build my future with hard hands, turn over a new leaf and be thoroughly remoulded. After returning to society, I will give a satisfactory answer to the party and the people and to my parents with positive actions and sincere performance.
Today, when I saw your happy faces and curious eyes, my heart of self-blame was broken, and the mood at this moment was beyond ordinary people's understanding. Although there is only one week left, I think these seven days are so long! Because only those who lose their freedom can truly appreciate the value of gaining freedom. I'd like to take this opportunity to talk about my personal feelings and suggestions to my colleagues here through today's exchange, hoping that you can get more inspiration from me. (a), learning legal knowledge, enhance the legal concept.
Students, you should cherish today's free and happy life, be prepared for danger in times of peace, and sound the alarm bell. While learning cultural knowledge, learn as much legal knowledge as possible, constantly enhance the concept of the legal system, and find out what is legal, illegal, illegal and criminal through study. Only by knowing some basic legal knowledge can we consciously abide by the law and stay away from crime. (2) We should consciously resist the yellow trap and the temptation of high consumption, and we should not breed vulgar tastes and ideas of getting something for nothing. At present, some high-consumption groups in the society have also given us minors a strong stimulus, while our 17-and 18-year-old young people have poor self-control, so they are easy to fall into the misunderstanding of high consumption, thinking that I should have what others have and I will enjoy what others enjoy. What if you don't have this ability? Some people want to satisfy their desires through criminal means, such as theft, robbery or extortion, which are extremely dangerous signals. As an experienced person, I sincerely hope that all students who have this idea will thoroughly reflect and stop at the brink, and those who have no such idea will also take warning and supervise each other.
(3) Be cautious in making friends and correctly handle righteous words.
As the saying goes, if you are near Zhu Zhechi, you will be black, if you are near Mexico. Good friends will help you, and bad friends will only drag you down. I have a deep understanding of this. Liangshan heroes in the water margin rob the rich and help the poor, and help the poor and needy. They are loyal and do good deeds. But now there are some people in society who help their friends do bad things and even commit crimes. I don't think this is fair at all. True loyalty should be to help a friend when he is in danger, or to stop him from committing a crime in time and guide him to the right path, not to commit a crime together. If my friends who play with me can dissuade me, maybe I won't stand in the dock.
(4) Be vigilant, distinguish right from wrong, and protect yourself by law.
Students should report to the school, parents or public security organs in time to seek their help when they and others are illegally infringed or in danger. If you don't report information or submit to humiliation after being infringed, it will only encourage criminals to do whatever they want. If you retaliate against others to achieve psychological balance like me, you will only end up in the quagmire of crime.
On one side of the boat, Qian Fan races; At the head of the sick tree, every year is a spring shower. Students, as delinquents of your age, I deeply envy you and wish you all the best. I hope you will live up to the hopes of the party and the people. Under the guidance of school teachers, you will consciously demand, study hard and constantly strengthen your ideological and moral cultivation. At the same time, you will seriously receive legal knowledge education, learn the law, understand the law, abide by the law and use it, constantly improve your own quality, constantly enhance your anti-corrosion ability, and strive to cultivate yourself into useful talents expected by the country.