This old man, who sold his house and had his kidney cut off in order to make his daughter idolize and go far away, watched his daughter live in a hotel not far away with great concern at the last moment of his life.
He couldn't bear to be separated from his family, but he couldn't think of any good way to make his daughter continue to worship him. After thinking for a long time, Yang chose to jump into the sea and won her the last chance with her desperate efforts.
In China, who pays attention to "the dead are the biggest", this is the most tragic support he can give as a father to help his daughter realize her dream.
With disappointment and expectation, Yang jumped into the sea without hesitation, leaving a seven-page suicide note full of dissatisfaction and accusations against Andy Lau.
At the end of the suicide note: "Andy Lau, you want to see our children for the last time. I bought this with death. If you don't see me, I will die unsatisfied. "
Yang succeeded, but he also failed.
His suicide caused a great shock in Hong Kong, and numerous media poured in, pushing Andy Lau to the forefront and becoming the target of public criticism overnight.
However, in the face of surging doubts, Andy Lau still refused to meet Yang Lijuan. He held a press conference, leaving only one sentence: "People should not think that she needs help." .
This farce ended in a mess where both sides paid a painful price. Because of this incident, Andy Lau, who is cheerful, finally suffered from depression, while Yang Lijuan kept her "idol dream" for 13 years, which was completely broken.
Few people know that Yang Lijuan fell in love with Andy Lau because she had a dream.
A dream of becoming a Buddha, a dream of becoming a demon, because of this dream, Yang Lijuan embarked on a road of no return, and her once complete and happy family fell apart. Because of willfulness, she lost her loving father, leaving only endless regrets in her long life after the age of 29.
/kloc-how is she now after 0/5 years?
From 65438 to 0978, Yang Lijuan was born in an ordinary family in Agan Town, Lanzhou. His father Yang is a teacher and his mother is a housewife.
When she was born, Yang was over 40 years old and had a daughter who was nearly half a year old. For this father, his daughter is his treasure.
Once Agan Town was rich in coal, people from all over the world gathered in this town, which was very lively. By the time Yang Lijuan was born, Agan Town had begun to decline, and the coal resources were exhausted, which also took away the vitality of the town.
In order to give her daughter a good growing environment, Yang, who works in Agan Town, moved to Lanzhou with his family and spent more than two hours commuting between the two places every day. Although he worked hard, he thought of his lovely daughter and felt that his contribution was worthwhile.
For many parents who have children in their later years, it seems normal to spoil their children, and Mr. and Mrs. Yang are no exception.
At that time, Yang's salary was not high, and he could barely support his family. But he had no spare money, but he gave everything to his daughter. As long as Yang Lijuan wants something, he will try his best to buy it. If he can't afford it, he will steal it.
With the growth of her daughter, Yang's doting on her has not decreased, but has become more and more serious.
It is said that every night when she washes her feet, Yang will bring her foot washing water, put the washbasin on her head and coax her daughter to wash her feet like a eunuch waiting on the emperor.
It was not until she was 20 years old that Yang bathed her.
The concept that "a daughter is the sky" has already penetrated into the hearts of the young couple. For this couple, even if what they do doesn't conform to their children's education style, or even violates common sense of human relations, as long as their daughter is happy, everything doesn't matter.
Yang doesn't understand the truth that "spoiling a child is like killing a child". Under his repeated doting, Yang Lijuan became a unruly and willful girl.
Yang and his wife are not the only parents who spoil their children in various ways. According to the normal plot development, Yang Lijuan's life will be "happy" until his parents are old and sigh.
However, a sudden dream changed all this.
Dreams come from the heart, both desire and obsession.
/kloc-one night in 1994, 16-year-old Yang Lijuan had a dream. In the dream, there is a picture with a handsome man on it. On both sides of the picture, there is a sentence: "You came to see me especially, and you came to see me with true feelings."
In Jasper's adolescence, such a seemingly strange dream was more like a fantasy of this era, but Yang Lijuan didn't think so. She firmly believes that this is a sign of heaven.
From that day on, that fantastic figure became Yang Lijuan's persistent pursuit.
Dreams come from the heart. Because of excessive imagination, she dreamed of the handsome man countless times in the following night.
By chance, Yang Lijuan saw the familiar figure on the poster taken out by her classmates, and she suddenly realized that her dream lover's name was Andy Lau.
The vicious circle begins. At that time, Yang Lijuan didn't know who Andy Lau was, but it didn't prevent her from yearning for this character in her dreams again and again.
Later, Yang Lijuan told her parents about it. She thought it would be said to be whimsical. Unexpectedly, her father said that she had the same dream.
No one knows whether Yang's words are true coincidence or deliberate flattery, but there is no doubt that he had a dream of meeting Andy Lau because of his words.
She said, "I won't marry until I see Andy Lau."
For Yang, who loves his daughter as much as his life, his oath is tantamount to his desperate efforts. In order to make his daughter realize her dream, he began to fully support Yang Lijuan's crazy idolization.
Yang Lijuan stubbornly believes that he dreamed of Andy Lau because of the fate between them. But in fact, this so-called "Andy Lau" is just a fictional character loved by her parents.
Even if I didn't see Andy Lau on the poster that day, there would be other handsome male stars regarded as dream lovers by Yang Lijuan. After all, she just wants to rationalize her desires.
Unfortunately, Yang Lijuan didn't realize this at that time. With the support of her father, she began to drop out of school, locked herself at home, cut off from the outside world and cut off contact with her friends.
Yang Lijuan regarded Andy Lau, whom he had never met before, as a spiritual sustenance. Every day, he looks at colorful posters and tapes of Andy Lau in his room and fantasizes about their "happy life".
For her daughter's crazy behavior, the Yang couple not only did not object, but spared no effort to support her.
After a long time, Yang Lijuan was no longer satisfied with one-sided lovesickness. She began to have crazier ideas and longed to see the real Andy Lau.
Not surprisingly, I agreed with my wife Yang. Yang Lijuan's madness is like an "infectious disease", spreading to the whole family.
If God wants to destroy it, he must first make it crazy, and the tragedy is doomed from this moment on.
Life is like an equation. The more you desire, the less you get. The more expectations, the greater disappointment.
After many years, people don't know whether Ji really thinks that her daughter and Andy Lau are destined to be together, or whether she just dotes on her daughter and constructs a fairy tale world for her.
But it is undeniable that behind Yang Lijuan's crazy idolization, it is the elderly father who is quietly paying the bill.
In order to support her daughter's idolatry, Yang, the only senior teacher in the school, received a monthly pension of 2,050 yuan and retired four years earlier. With only 9,900 yuan in savings, the family began to accompany Yang Lijuan in searching for Andy Lau all over the country.
They first came to Beijing and then moved to Shanghai. As long as there is news that Andy Lau will attend the event, Yang Lijuan and his parents will go, but in the end they got nothing.
On the other hand, the high cost of food, shelter and transportation makes Yang, who has a small budget at hand, rapidly become poor.
The news of "Yang Lijuan's crazy idolization" gradually spread to the outside world. Every time someone asks her, is it worth paying so much for idolization? Yang Lijuan will deny that he is not idolatry, but a kind of love.
In the suicide note, Yang also defended her daughter, arguing that she was neither a fan nor a movie fan, but simply regarded Andy Lau as her family.
The most terrible thing in life is to do harm in the name of love.
1997, penniless Yang borrowed 1 1000 yuan from a usurer, took his daughter to Beijing, and then went to Hongkong, but still failed to see Andy Lau.
During that time, Yang Lijuan took a report about Andy Lau every day, studied every place where he might appear, and hurried to his destination.
Finally, the borrowed money was spent, but no one saw it. My family was in a mess, so I had to go back to my hometown in Lanzhou.
At this time, Yang Lijuan had forgotten the plight of the family. She didn't realize the hard work of her parents, ignored the crisis under heavy debt, and even regarded the Yang couple as tools to realize their dreams.
She said to her parents, "You are out of my business now. When the time comes, I will follow Andy Lau, and I will naturally leave you alone. "
Complex thoughts of doting and being threatened flooded into the hearts of the two old people, forcing them to do crazier things.
When all neglected disasters "explode" together, the ending is always so sad and heavy.
In 2003, due to early retirement, Yang lost his financial resources. In order to continue to idolize his daughter, he sold his only house and the family moved into a cheap rental house.
In 2004, Andy Lau came to Gansu to shoot world without thieves, which is the closest movie to Yang Lijuan's dream. For a whole year, she stood on the balcony on the eighth floor of her apartment every day, looking into the distance, eager to see Andy Lau in this way.
But dreams are always just dreams, and will not become reality just because they are close to reality.
Yang Lijuan's obsession with finding Andy Lau is still alive, but the money from selling houses is getting less and less as time goes by, until it goes up in smoke.
Yang has no choice but to sell everything to make a living However, it never rains alone. Yang Lijuan's mother was hurt by a heavy object because of an accident.
Just when the family was completely desperate, Yang's wife put forward her own suggestion: "Let her husband sell his kidney and continue to support her daughter."
Unexpectedly, such a wonderful idea was recognized by Yang. The sad father really sold one of his kidneys and made it public.
This year, the news that "the father sold his kidney for his daughter to realize his idol dream" spread all over the country, and countless media flocked to interview the Yang family and explore the mystery.
Faced with the curiosity and persuasion of the world, Yang not only didn't wake up, but began to show off his "pet behavior". He said, "Even if I only have one kidney, I can still live. This money can help my daughter see Andy Lau in Hong Kong. "
Yang devoted all his life to doing everything, and finally only got one sentence: "I hope it is still a loan. Selling kidneys hurts the body. "
It's a pity and sad for a father to do this. Maybe God couldn't bear to see this scene, and things finally turned around.
In 2007, with the help of the media, the Yang Lijuan family went to Hongkong.
Before leaving, Yang gave all his "treasures" to his friends for safekeeping, including the household registration book, photos of his daughter when she was a child, and awards. ...
These things, which are worthless to outsiders, are regarded as treasures by Yang, representing his love for his daughter.
Perhaps, from this moment on, Yang is ready to "make or break".
It is not the last straw that overpowers the camel, but every straw that presses on the camel.
Yang Lijuan, who arrived in Hongkong, met Andy Lau in a karaoke bar. She has been looking for her dream of 13 years, and it has finally come true at this moment, even if it is only a short ten seconds.
However, desire is like a bottomless pit, forcing the lost people to be greedy.
Yang Lijuan believes that the Andy Lau in her heart should not only belong to fans and singers, but they must be treated with a special relationship. To this end, Yang asked Andy Lau to "see her daughter alone" in an interview.
This unreasonable and unrealistic request was naturally rejected, and Yang Lijuan returned to the hotel angrily. On this day, no one knew what the family discussed in the room, but the next morning, 68-year-old Yang committed suicide.
He left the letter "Andy Lau, who do you think you are?" Ended his life at the Star Ferry Pier in Hong Kong.
At that time, no one would have thought that this poor father who sold his kidney to support his daughter's idol would eventually try to win a glimmer of hope for Yang Lijuan in such a sad way.
Many years later, when people recall this tragedy again, it is not difficult to find that all this has already been doomed.
Yang Lijuan's blind worship made his father lose his living conditions step by step. First I retired early, then I sold my house and kidney. Yang spent all his money. If he fails to realize his daughter's dream, it will be difficult for him to live even if he returns to his hometown.
It can be said that before Yang arrived in Hong Kong, there was no way out. So he didn't hesitate to kidnap with morality, and forced Andy Lau to see his daughter with his own life.
Yang was preoccupied with helping her daughter realize her dream, but forgot whether she would make more unreasonable demands after meeting Andy Lau. No one can be sure of this.
Because of Yang's suicide, Andy Lau was overwhelmed by public opinion. Later, he exposed himself: because of this incident, many fans began to imitate Yang Lijuan and called him to die just to see himself.
Under various pressures, Andy Lau was forced to cancel many concerts and fan meetings, and even suffered from depression and saw many psychologists.
The evil flower of inner desire has brought the consequences of both sides.
But things didn't end there. The sentence in Yang's suicide note: "After I die, Andy Lau still wants to see our children" became the follow-up of this tragedy.
I don't know how prosperous my dream was, but when I woke up, everything was empty.
Yang Lijuan didn't wake up after his father died. Instead, he and his mother took 20,000 yuan donated by Yang and went on to Hong Kong to ask to see Andy Lau.
Only this time, her reason changed, from realizing her dream to her father's last wish.
The pain of losing his father even asked Andy Lau to pay homage to Yang.
Her unreasonable request was rejected again.
Yang Lijuan had nowhere to vent his inner grief and turned his anger to Andy Lau and the media.
On the one hand, she filed a lawsuit with the court on the grounds of "wasting a lot of youth for Andy Lau", demanding that Andy Lau compensate herself for 300,000 yuan;
On the other hand, she believes that the media has defamed the image of her family and filed a lawsuit for compensation.
These two lawsuits were eventually rejected by the court.
Later, Yang Lijuan returned to his hometown in Lanzhou with his mother. She burned all the posters and records and stayed in Lacrimosa all day, afraid to go out and meet people. She also writes a confession letter to Yang from time to time.
Regrettably, the father who once loved her most will never see this scene again.
One thousand ways to become empty, so persistent nothingness, hidden under love for more than ten years of desire, finally vanished, leaving endless regret and disappointment.
Since then, Yang Lijuan has stopped giving any interviews and disappeared into the sea of people.
On 20 14, Yang Lijuan appeared in the variety show "Oriental Live Room", the theme of which was "Crazy Fans".
I haven't seen Yang Lijuan for several years, and she is a little more mature and sensible. She stood on the platform and burst into tears Taking herself as an example, she advised the audience not to learn from her idolization, because he was not worth it.
This interview is more like a farewell. Yang Lijuan is bidding farewell to his past self and his once-obsessed dream. After her father died, she reflected on herself countless times and understood how ridiculous idolize's behavior was at first.
Regrettably, until this moment, Yang Lijuan still has a deep resentment against Andy Lau, and time has failed to let her learn to let go.
In order to support her daughter's idolatry, Yang borrowed a loan shark of 1 1, 000 yuan. Later, an anonymous well-intentioned person helped Yang Lijuan pay off the debt.
She didn't know that this kind-hearted man was Andy Lau.
Once, Yang Lijuan was crazy about his dream, and went to the abyss of destruction step by step. Now, she is crying for her dream, because only in her dream can she see her father's loving face.
2065438+At the end of 2009, Yang Lijuan was interviewed by Lu Yu and starred in Goodbye.
When the 42-year-old appeared in front of the camera again, there was a calm in her eyes that was difficult for ordinary people to touch.
Without the protection of his father, Yang Lijuan has suffered a lot over the years. Because of my low education, I can't find a good job, so I can only do shopping guide in the supermarket, which costs 2000 yuan a month.
During this period, many well-meaning people tried to help her, but for various reasons, they failed to achieve it.
Yang Lijuan said, "I am very satisfied with my present life. Although the salary is not high, it is enough to maintain the life of my mother and me, and my colleagues around me have not looked at me with prejudice. "
After all kinds of secular tempering, she has successfully transformed. Although this change has brought a heavy price, it is already a blessing in misfortune.
In the program, Yang Lijuan frankly admitted his mistake. She said, "I ignored my parents' feelings and made them bear too much for me, both economically and spiritually. "
Yang's ashes were scattered into the Yellow River. Every year in Tomb-Sweeping Day, she goes to pay homage to her father on time and says to herself, "Dad, when my daughter grows up, I will work hard and take care of my mother. I regret it. Please forgive me. "
Today, Yang Lijuan and her mother live in a cheap room with one room and one living room, which is simple and tidy. In recent years, she cut off most of the contact with the outside world and began to believe in Christianity. She prayed every Wednesday.
"If life could be repeated, of course I said I wouldn't do that."
Say that finish this sentence, Yang Lijuan calmly looked at the distance, remorse, let go slowly emerge on the face, it seems that at this moment, she has gone through a long life.
At the end of the program, Yang Lijuan, who never took the initiative to ask questions, could not help but ask a question:
"In the past ten years, too many people have seen the news. Did anyone really care about my specific life after seeing the news and asked her if she was okay now? "
15 years is too long. How easy is it for the public to remember a stranger?
Lu Yu was silent for a long time and said carefully, "Curiosity is also a kind of concern."
She knew that Yang Lijuan still longed for the care and memory of others. Strictly speaking, her story is not a farce, but a tragedy.
The reason for all these misfortunes is, of course, Yang Lijuan's willfulness, but more faults are the doting and connivance of parents.
It's parents' fault to raise and not teach.
From an early age, she was immersed in the fairy tale world constructed by the Yang couple, and her normal desires were infinitely magnified until she completely lost herself.
Yang Lijuan's "dream" was not caused by his parents.
It will always be a dream of yellow sorghum, and success or failure is at stake. May Yang Lijuan be happy for the rest of his life.