Nowadays, there are many people who are born as humans but do beastly things. Since the poster is very remorseful, he should repent vigorously.
The confession is divided into two parts. The first part is what you are doing now, realizing your mistake and feeling ashamed, even ashamed. But this is not true confession.
The real focus of repentance lies in the second part, that is, since you have recognized your mistake, you must resolve not to do the same thing again in the future.
If you just say it casually, it is not called confession. I can only continue to be a beast.
I hope the poster will repent soon and become an upright person. At this time, a big step has been taken on the path of spiritual practice.