What is the origin of Dai Wangshu's "blue" love view?

1928, Dai Wangshu fell in love with Shi Zhecun's sister Shi Jiangping in a melancholy and intense emotional world. /kloc-Shi Jiangping, 0/8 years old, is lively and lovely, in sharp contrast to Dai Wangshu's melancholy personality. At that time, Dai Wangshu's "Confessions of Love" was written one after another. The most representative one was entitled "My Love: I'll tell you my love,/My love is a shy person,/She is shy, with peach face,/peach lips and blue heart. My favorite memory is eternity. Dai Wangshu was living in Shi Zhecun, Shanghai. Although he met Shi Jiang on weekdays, he was ashamed of his love and expressed it through poetry, but Shi Jiangping just laughed and didn't answer. After Dai Wangshu, who had an indissoluble bond with Shi Jiangping, was given a cold shoulder, his depressed mood became even darker. He finally jumped off the building and asked Shi Jiangping for permission. I can't say Shi Jiangping, he likes Dai Wangshu. At the last moment of his life, he reluctantly agreed. When Dai Wangshu was excited, he quickly asked his parents to rush from Hangzhou to Shanghai to propose marriage to Shi's parents. Shi Jiangping's parents didn't agree with this marriage at first, but now they are forced by the situation to reluctantly agree with Shi Zhecun's efforts. 193 1 During the spring and summer, Dai Wangshu and Shi Jiangping held an engagement ceremony, which was very powerful and left a deep impression on many friends. In order to get engaged, Dai Wangshu's inner world has been walking a bumpy road, and the sensitive Dai Wangshu naturally feels a little anxious. In his poem Three Gifts, he expressed it like this: Give me a painful sting,/A painful but happy sting,/Your red-winged bee. /My lover's lips,/My resentful gift. His hunch was proved, and the wedding date was delayed again and again. Shi Jiangping's condition is that Dai Wangshu can't get married until he comes back from studying abroad and has a stable income. At this point, Dai Wangshu once again fell into an emotional trough. Because he loved Shi Jiangping too much, he abandoned Shi Jiangping's proposal helplessly. Dai Wangshu returned to Shanghai in May, 1935, and an unbelieving rumor was finally confirmed. Shi Jiangping really fell in love with the person she originally liked. Dai Wangshu slapped Shi Jiangping in public in a rage, and eight years of love finally ended. Immersed in the pain of two short marriages, Dai Wangshu lives in an apartment in Jiangwan Park, Liunao District, close to Mu Shiying's home. In order to soothe Dai Wangshu's love wounds, Mu Shiying introduced his sister Mu Lijuan to Dai Wangshu. Mu, who is 12 years younger than him, was fascinated by Dai Wangshu's purity and beauty, which made him quickly get out of his emotional predicament and got married the next year. However,1May, 938, after the Dai Wangshu family sailed from Shanghai to Hongkong, China, their feelings gradually diverged and they often fought over trifles. According to Mu Li Juan, recalling her life in those years, she said, "He is him, I am me, and none of us care who did what. I don't care when he goes out or comes back; He doesn't care if I go out. He has no feelings for me. His feelings have been leveled by Shijiang. " /kloc-in the winter of 0/940, Mu returned to Shanghai and decided to divorce. After learning the news, Dai Wangshu sent a "suicide note" to Mu: "From the day we had reason to get married, I had a hunch that this marriage would bring us endless troubles. But I have been thinking that maybe you will love me in the future. Now my fantasy is shattered. I choose to die. I refuse the request for divorce. Because Duoduo (the eldest daughter Dai) is 5 years old, we can't let the children suffer, so I use death to solve our problems. It's the same as divorce, freeing you? From 65438 to 0942, Dai Wangshu met Yang Jing, a scribe who was also in Datong Book Printing Bureau, and fell in love soon. Despite the strong opposition of Yang Jing's parents, Yang Jing is still a girl full of personality. She broke through all kinds of resistance and resolutely married Dai Wangshu, who was 2 1 year older than her. Yang Jing grew up in Hongkong, China, petite and beautiful, lively and active. She was 16 years old when she got married. Due to the differences in personality and age, as well as the lack of in-depth understanding before marriage, emotional cracks appeared shortly after marriage, and she often quarreled over trivial matters of life. /kloc-at the end of 0/948, I fell in love with a young man named Cai and asked Dai Wangshu for a divorce. Dai Wangshu made various efforts, but all failed. They each brought a daughter, the rosary tree belongs to Yang Jing, and the rosary is Dai Wangshu's.

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