In 22, our environment was attacked by Covid-19 mercilessly. A series of negative behaviors, such as separation, unemployment and bankruptcy, were laid as the keynote of operation in 22 from the beginning. Fortunately, we both chose to resist. With the support of a strong country, the feelings of separation were re-examined, the unemployed were given state subsidies, the closed industries were re-operated, and new media and stalls were set up. Of course, there are also many people who have found another way to open up their own prosperous times. I have to say that 22 is really a very magical year. We have never thanked it because it brought disaster, but we have never been depressed because we have created a turning point together.
Looking back on myself, my key word in 22 can be summarized as "powerless resistance". I spent a long period of powerlessness in this year. Like many people, I honestly accepted isolation at home, but unlike many people, my isolation life was quite "honest" and I didn't toss. I didn't choose to study cooking or learn skills. I successfully unlocked eighteen kinds of lying down. I have successfully explained to everyone that "everything outside the bed is far away". In boring and ordinary days, I am running my low and powerless and righteous resistance with the positive energy after the 199s.
The city of Wuhan has been closed, and Wuhan has been unblocked. Day after day, I still sit on my wooden stool and turn over my books, seeking a job, failing, seeking a job, succeeding and losing my job. This is the only thing I have chosen in my "weakness period" that I have never regretted and benefited a lot so far.
There is a famous saying in the works of Roudaki, the father of Persian poetry: knowledge is a shield against all disasters. Even though many people think that reading can't bring wealth and splendor, they can't deny that the knowledge in the book has the power to change life. Because of this choice, all my anxiety, panic and "powerlessness" are gradually relieved from the book, and I have been able to re-examine my own present situation.
After a long-term ideological struggle, I accepted the "old age life" in Feng Zikai's book, and learned to face myself more frankly. Living should be simple, because persistence may not necessarily bring success, but it may be black and blue.
I also choose the roses and foxes in The Little Prince, grow my own thorns, try to resist truly and forcefully, and practice my own thinking and struggle to get rid of the taming of reality;
although I never expected that I would follow my present path and live my present life, I am very fortunate that I finally lost my original self who was full of powerlessness in the face of reality at the end of 22. I still have empty hands and a difficult career, but I have long accepted this normal state and have never denied myself. At the same time, I have achieved my goal of growth and have the courage to support my spiritual freedom.
If the universe is going to restart in 22, I will still make the same choice. No matter whether the disaster will recur or whether my career will always be difficult, I believe in the power of resistance in people's hearts, and my life needs this turning point.
If I have to make a different choice, I will add physical exercise and skills enhancement to my daily routine, instead of being a short man in action and indulging in restless emotions.
I am grateful for the "resistance" I have chosen, and I look forward to continuing "resistance". At the same time, I wish that all our wishes will be fulfilled in 221, and all our actions will be smooth. Come on!