This little brother, our God, has seen through people's hearts. At the moment when his heart turned to God, he was saved and the Holy Spirit stayed in it. Make up your mind to pray before you change your mind. Sincere determination to pray is also pleasing to God, but God values people's inner motivation more than form. Salvation comes from grace, and because of faith, salvation comes entirely from the grace of God.
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I recommend you to read a book "Song of Wandering Waves-Eternity is Calling" to really understand Christianity. There is a very good book on the Internet for people who have just started to believe. In fact, only true faith can make people see the glory and preciousness of life, have mature values and have real wisdom to deal with others (including your future love). From it, we can find the meaning of life and live a rich and truly satisfying life. Stay away from a life of low tastes. But also a happy and serious life in love and gratitude.