He was expelled from school, and from then on he followed a group of gangsters in the small town. Soon, he was imprisoned for a robbery case and was sentenced to three years in prison. . His father was a highly respected teacher in a middle school, but he never liked his father and stubbornly called him Shen in front of others. On the day he was taken away, many familiar people in the town came to watch. When Shen cried and crazily squeezed in from the crowd, he had been forced into the police car. He saw Shen slowly squatting down amid the persuasion of a large number of people, his shoulders trembling sharply. At that moment, that man's soul collapsed; while he was handcuffed, his heart was actually Soothing.
He has hated Shen since he was a child. When he was three years old, his mother left him due to illness. Shen, who is rated as an outstanding teacher every year, has become the object of admiration of many women. At that time, Shen was a little proud in his eyes. There were several times when Shen was about to fall in love, but he stopped him halfway. He couldn't tolerate another woman interfering in their lives. Despite this, their homes can still be bright and clean, warm and cozy. However, this man has the love of so many women, but he has lost his mother's love, and even his father's love must be cut off by others? He tried every possible means to ruin the dates again and again, until finally, Shen was disheartened about starting a new family and devoted himself to work and his education. Because of him, Shen lost many opportunities for promotion. He knew it, but he was not grateful. He was naughty by nature and refused to allow himself to be wronged in the slightest. He took himself back from the play and worked hard for the glory of being a father again. The more Shen sacrificed for him, the less he cherished her and made Shen sad with a more indifferent attitude. It seems that only in this way can the maternal love he lacked and Shen's neglect of him for the sake of love be made up for spiritually. In this way, his homework was far behind. Until he was completely tired of studying, he hung out with the unemployed vagrants outside the school, which dealt a heavy blow to his career and dignity.
He had already expected his imprisonment, so he was not too sad. As usual, he would fight with others and cause trouble in prison. He thought Shen must have despaired of him. From the time he gave up studying and caused trouble everywhere, to being expelled from school and wandering around, Shen must have looked away earlier than he did. He was destined to be unable to give Shen the pride and glory he wanted, and he was not willing to see Shen live such a dignified and glorious life.
This way of indulging himself led to him being informed by the prison guard one year later that he would be sentenced to another one year in prison. He only saw Shen a few days later. He thought that Shen would yell at him this time, or give him a few slaps regardless of the prison guard next to him. He even longed for such a scene, so that the guilt rising in his heart would disappear in an instant and no longer torment him. But, nothing. Across a narrow table, Shen stretched out his hand strangely. Finally, hesitantly, he placed a pair of hands still stained with chalk powder on his face. This was the first time that he and Shen had skin in common. 'touch. Why had he never noticed such thick hands before? Their veins are exposed and they are as skinny as a stick? He always thought that they were as strong and powerful as Shen Yangyang's body. He finally asked Shen indifferently: Are you okay? Shen, on the other hand, was indeed very strange. He didn't answer his seemingly friendly greeting, but just kept nagging and said repeatedly, "Son, why have you lost weight? Dad, please behave well and come out early so that dad can give you every day." You cook porridge and drink it, and I won’t let you suffer any more grievances. He thought God didn't hear him, so he threw this sentence to Shen again, but Shen continued to talk on his own. He finally got fed up, stood up, and automatically asked to end the meeting. When passing through a corridor, he saw Shen from the window again, being led by a prison guard. He walked forward slightly, but accidentally tripped over something. That moment. His heart ached, and then he thought, why did Shen suddenly look like a twilight old man. So useless?
Then one day, he had another fight with a prisoner. A prison guard who used to be Shen called him into the office and slapped him more than a dozen times. After the beating, the prison guard sat down and choked with sobs: I slapped you on behalf of your father. It was you who pushed such a good teacher to the cliff of almost despair! I really regret that I asked my colleague to delay your release from prison for a year and told him so quickly; overnight, he was tortured by you to the point of deafness in both ears and his eyes were almost blind! When you see him holding a bamboo pole and groping step by step to come here to visit you, when you see him meeting his students and ducking away because of embarrassment, when you know a man who was once very high-spirited in his career, Now that you are forced to retire early because of your health, wouldn't your stone-cold heart feel a little bit sad and guilty? This man is the father who gave birth to you and raised you!
He finally understood why Shen came up to touch his face again and again but touched the wrong place; understood why Shen's waist suddenly hunched; understood why Shen needed the prison guard's attention every time he left. Support; understand that Shen outside the prison has actually shouldered several times the pain and fear in prison for him. It was him who made a man who was proud to the core suddenly grow old and lose all his dignity overnight.
In a "street fight", he was beaten to a bloody head without even crying. Finally, at this moment, he burst into tears because of the embarrassment and shame he had brought to his father for 19 years.