Fog outside the window
Like steam in the dishwashing room.
A ball of marshmallows
a vast expanse of whiteness
wait for
The brilliance of the sun
will
fog dispersal
Front lighting
but
teenagers
Where can you wait for the sun?
The road ahead is too long.
So long that you won't stop for a moment.
How can you wait?
Start (a disease)
Feel one's way through the thick fog.
Keep a low profile.
Nature can see the road clearly.
This poem was written on 20 12. At that time, Laojin was still Xiaojin, dreaming of working hard in the factory workshop and looking forward to being appreciated by the boss one day. However, private entrepreneurs and leopards in some places can enjoy a flower. It is better to find another way out than to expect them to appreciate it.
In 20 13, by chance, my father's friend introduced me to Sunshine Property Insurance, which was the first bright moment in Laojin's life-having a formal job and a girlfriend. It's a pity that ignorant teenagers don't know the beauty of five insurances and one gold, and don't know what life is worse than death. Only two and a half years later, Lao Jin went to pursue his dream.
From September 20 15 to June 20 1 16, Lao Jin was happy and struggling with his friends in the startup company. It was Lao Jin's first clerical job, and he really earned his salary by writing. However, investors are not fools. If the company doesn't make money, it will change its business model and the copywriting will turn into operation. Laojin quit, ended his relationship with his girlfriend and simply left the city.
Then there was a confused year, and Laojin was everywhere and found no way out. I worked as a self-media, operated for the company, sold life insurance and made telephone insurance ... until 20171June 18, that's right, on the day of the 19th National Congress, Lao Jin joined a local customer service center, which was the beginning of a hard day's work and study.
Many things happen. I took the exam for 4 years, took the exam for 5 years, and entered the interview for the first time on 20 18. Unfortunately, the scores of the first two written tests were too high, and Laojin was second in the interview and third in the total score, so he was called by his former employer to do labor dispatch.
In 20 19, the second highlight moment of Laojin opened-there was a formal establishment and a girlfriend. Then, break up and find a new girlfriend.
Who knew that when 202 1 Lao Jin was 33 years old, could he really get a girlfriend?
People's feelings are really complicated. If Laojin was the seed of infatuation, there would be no such thing, and naturally there would be no work within the system-God would not open the door and open the window for you.