Roy * Autumn Water and Ice Water/Hailan Fisherman
I believe that life is a blank, pure as a lake of sky-blue autumn water, and beautiful warmth overflows. And our experience the day after tomorrow has written kindness and beauty in this blank. As a result, we become complicated, we seek the support of life, and we need to return to the natural purity of infancy.
I am such a woman, as cold as ice and as gorgeous as peaches and plums. And I was born with an indelible love for blue, so God gave me the name "Ice Blue". Boys who fall in love with my ice blue skirt secretly call me ice beauty. However, I don't like them, because they just like my cold Leng Yan, but they don't like the simplicity of my life. They just love half of my life, and the person I am waiting for will certainly reap the whole of my life, including my blue tenderness like autumn water!
Perhaps, there really is fate in the world. I'm waiting for a boy who is as weak as water, or even, like his name, Ruoshui. Unlike other boys, he just said such naughty words to me, and his cute and silly appearance always made me laugh and melted my cold heart. He has never shown much concern about my appearance. Maybe he is cute. In my eyes, he is like a child who loves blue. He said that his heart lake has been reflecting the beauty of the blue sky, pure and natural, so he will feel extraordinarily quiet. He loves blue, but it doesn't seem to be because of me. Maybe like me, just unreasonable by nature.
But I love Ruoshui, and I love his half-bright and half-dark personality. Even because of him, I love sunshine and music, love the water. Because Ruoshui said in his poem that among all his thoughts, he loves sunshine, music and water alone. In my heart, if water is sunshine, it melts my cool color like ice. Love can always make people unable to extricate themselves, knowing that love is poison, or swallowing it in one gulp, and then bearing the bitter dust of love, waiting happily and painfully on earth.
In fate, ice water may be incompatible. The temperature of two people is not equal to zero, and the result is either water melting ice or water freezing. This ending may be beautiful, but I hope we can be compatible with ice water. I love him as blue as water, and I don't want him to lose everything he makes me love because of me. In that way, the water I get is the water I really love, half clear and half sad.
Finally, I decided not to live in this endless waiting. I am pure ice blue. If I love someone, I shouldn't hide it. As long as my love is as pure as my favorite blue. I summon up the greatest courage in my life. The first boy I like, and the only boy I like in my life, tells me what I feel in my heart:
"If it is water, do you think it is better for me to melt into water or for you to freeze into ice?"
If water still naive smile, as if don't quite understand what I mean, "why do you want to change? Isn't it good for us to do this? You are ice, I am water, ice can also be water, and water is ice. " .
If the water is careless, I have no bottom. Does this boy I love deeply have me in his heart? If so, will it be the same as how I feel about him? However, Ruoshui's answer is the answer I want. I don't want him to change himself for me. If it really needs to change, I hope it's me.
It's late autumn and it's getting colder and colder. Not only my cold face, but also my waiting heart. I have been looking forward to it, even if the water gives me a clear hint, I will not wait too lonely in the heavy love dust here. Finally, I decided to leave temporarily: "Water, I want to leave this city, maybe, never to come back."
If the water is still those innocent eyes, looking at me innocently and easily, it takes a long time to say slowly, "OK, you go. Autumn is cold, remember to wear more clothes, I am not around you, don't always be so capricious, you have to grow up. "
If faced with water, I shed tears sadly. It turns out that the boy I have been waiting for silently may just regard me as his sister. I am still thinking that he will leave me and want me to accompany him for a lifetime. Now, he has let go of my feelings over the years and doesn't even ask me why I left.
So, I left, with a feeling of sadness and despair, reluctantly left the city and started another life. I just don't understand, is there really a fate in the world? Is the fate of ice and water really so incompatible? The ice is waiting hard, but the water flows away alone and doesn't stay for itself. Instead of making yourself so hard, let love live and get rid of it.
In this strange city, I am no longer in contact with Ruoshui. I hope the sunshine in this city can warm my cold face and cold heart. Everything seems to be calm, everything seems to have simply passed, and there is no more noise.
Only in the middle of the night, I will still think of the days when I was with Ruoshui, and the feeling of waiting is getting stronger and clearer. I knew that in this life, if I am love the water, just as I love blue, I can't get rid of it. Maybe until it left, my body was wandering in one city, but my heart was still in another city and other places, like a piece of ice, waiting for the arrival of the sun, and finally turned into water and passed away in infinity. ...
Every night, I have the same dream. In my dream, it was a late autumn morning. If the water holds me and breathes gently in my ear, it feels as soft and delicate as water: "In fact, ice and water can be stored together. As long as people are connected, ice water is compatible, and zero will never be separated ... "This is one of the hopes. And I, Binglan, leaned on Ruoshui's shoulder and gently recited Ruoshui's poem "The Shore of Autumn Water":
The dew at night wet the feet of the wind.
The lake is as transparent as autumn.
The wind washed away the dust under my feet.
A bay in my heart is crystal clear.
Who made a pot of wine with colchicine?
Intoxicated the whole plain
The yellow fields drunk the maple leaves.
For us, sitting in autumn is a landscape.
Cool autumn.
Let's go to the deep blue water.
Water is a vast world.
We sing and dance in it.
In October, the maple leaves are on the way.
Let's go to see the lake together.
10 month, we sat together.
Draw yourself into the autumn waters of the scenery
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ is too long. You can see for yourself.