For me, this year, I experienced many unexpected things. I am closer to nature and prefer to be with my family. This year is my growth about the essence of the soul, full of surprises and accidents, and I can't be humane to the outside world. Although time does not exist, it is only a cycle of planetary motion; Although the past, the present and the future exist at the same time at this moment, cause and effect are all illusions; Although the universe is still that universe, the universe is not that universe. With the improvement of consciousness, everything is changing, endless, without beginning or end ... So, I think, who can really tell all the secrets about creation except God? I, at this moment, as a tiny life on the earth, often remain silent in the face of the vast starry sky, bright galaxy and scattered sparks outside the window, but I am in tears. Some tears flow to the earth; Some tears flow to the sky; Some tears flow to life; Some tears flow to the moment and eternity. Besides, my tears flow to all myself, all myself, the sun, the moon, the stars, rivers, lakes and oceans, all the creatures and their endless souls.
Who can understand me? Who can really understand themselves? Who can really understand that the eternal soul is based on this small earth body? No one answered. The answer is at the beginning of life, at the end of life, every moment, forever. I spent my whole life looking for it, and there is no end. Then, in the darkness before going to bed, soft light music is playing in my ear, which makes my thoughts rise slowly in colorful dimensions like flowing stars. Then, find a suitable posture and look forward to sleeping until dawn. Who doesn't open his eyes alone, see the world alone, then close his eyes and leave quietly.
After so much experience, I finally understand that what we pursue with our life experience is nothing more than one word: love. Even in 2020, we still have a lot of love topics to learn. When we can't really love others with joy, we love ourselves first. To love yourself means to let go of yourself, stop judging yourself and find fault with yourself no matter what you experience. Even if we are ordinary, when we really let go of ourselves, we are all great beings. When we can't really love ourselves with appreciation, we can love others first. Loving others means that no matter what others have done to us, we must forgive and forgive in the end. I believe that they are also unfriendly to themselves, so they are also worthy of encouragement and sympathy. Love yourself, love others, and then love everything. Everything, including everything that makes you cry.
We have to do this. Because, we can't go on the road with regret, resentment, prejudice and anxiety. Even, we can't take anything with us except experience, reflection and growth. Be sure to leave with peace of mind, or you will be reincarnated again. If we can't do this, it doesn't matter, remember that we still have unfinished courses and we still have opportunities to grow. This is our luck as a creation. Many times, we can start over.
You ask me, 202 1, what do you think? I said, no, I live in the moment. I know the secret of the soul: live in the present, and then, with love and joy, let go of everything in the past, forgive yourself and others, and consciously move on. Because every moment is our future. So there is no difference between 202 1 and 2020. The only difference is whether your consciousness has really changed, and whether it has changed in a better and more loving direction.
What about you? My friends! I hope we have a connection. I hope we can meet again. I hope there will always be love in the world.
202 1. 1. 10 before going to bed at night