Of course you don’t deserve it. How can you deserve it? Since you have this kind of thinking, it means that you are from the city and it is a blessing for her to fall in love with a girl from the countryside. How do you know that the girl rejects you and it is not because you are from the city? What's wrong with this girl? You've fallen in love with her. Do you think her girl should be grateful and beg you to date her? This is the correct rule. But how do you know what's going on with her girl? I think, maybe to be favored by you in her eyes is because you have done so many sins in your previous life, and you still feel so good about yourself.
Yes, you are not from the countryside, so what do you do? Apart from being able to get a city registered permanent residence, you really don’t have any sense of city people in terms of conscience and morality. It’s really embarrassing to admit that you are a city person. City people are slandering you. If you knew that people in the city were all like you, you would be very disappointed in the world. However, this girl has good taste and doesn't like you. If she rejects you, you don't look for the reason in yourself. You still feel that she is not worthy of rejecting you. How brave do you have to be to ask such a question.
To be honest, the question of whether you are worthy or not has little to do with whether you are a rural person or a city person. With your mentality, I still advise you to find a city person, just in case you really end up with a city person one day. When girls from the countryside get together, you can make other girls look like you with your mentality. In the process of love, it should be fair to both parties, rather than from a God's perspective, thinking that one is here to save the other person. Such a mentality is destined to be wrong between two people in the relationship. wait. So, if you feel that you are very good and the other person is trying to outdo you, then you should find a better girl and try to outdo them.