Stick to it and you will get something! -Worship spring.-Zhang Haibo
The harder you work, the luckier you are! -Heilongjiang-Li Guijuan
Hard work may not be successful, but you won't succeed without hard work! ? -Shangqiu-Li Jianqiu
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We are all looking for the most beautiful ourselves!
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If I hadn't met Du Jia and green pepper, 20 17 wouldn't have meant anything to me except one year! But today I regard it as a milestone in the turning point of my life! Since then, my second life has begun!
My first life was given by my parents. After a carefree childhood, I am about to end my quiet junior high school life. However, in the second half of the third grade, I was hit-one third of the 60 people in the class didn't take the exam with me! The sense of superiority that I thought I was ok was suddenly shattered and I was hit in the face by my own conceit! When I got home, I shut myself in the cabin and cried. After venting, I began to look through my papers to find out the reasons and put them in the wrong books. What I looked down upon the most in the past is now done with such care!
I also made a new timetable:
Endorse at 5: 00 ~ 5: 40 in the morning.
Go to school at 5: 45.
Classes begin at 6: 00-7: 50, and go home for dinner after school.
Go home at 8: 40- 19: 00. Don't go home for dinner at noon, go home at night to study until 23: 30, and then go to bed!
In this way, I ran at high speed and learned to recite in my dreams. Hard days seem to pass quickly, and in a blink of an eye, the tricks have passed. Waiting for the score, I made a decision. I tried and I don't regret it. But when I saw the scores with my father, who is already the vice principal of the school, my heart was sour and I could finally go to my dream normal school! Listening to everyone's congratulations to my father, I seem to hear the sound of flowers blooming when I see my father from ear to ear. In an instant, I grew up. That year, I was fifteen.
The enthusiasm of being a teacher for the first time gradually cooled down with time, and the edges and corners of thoughts were also smoothed by the surrounding environment. I also gradually became an "old teacher". I am no longer keen on making word cards for students, no longer trying to design classroom teaching links for students, and wait for the bell every day. At this time, I have been completely defeated by myself.
My father, who is about to retire, chatted with me and said, "Now you are just at a low point, and you can't see the future, but this is not the original you, nor is it what my enterprising daughter should look like!" No matter life or work, as long as there are negative emotions on the one hand, they will be negative on the other. Although you just started work now, it's only a matter of time! Think about it! "Dad's earnest words gave me a hard beating in my heart. My little change was seen by my father, and I was muddling along. Looking at my father whose white hair and waist are not straight, I suddenly feel so selfish! How unfilial! Tears of guilt can't stop flowing downwards, flowing through the withered garden in my heart. I want to choose my life path again!
20 17 12 months, the turning point of my life! When I was studying in Zhengzhou, I met the "mutual addition plan", and then I met the "green pepper". Suddenly, I was surrounded by radiant light, and everything in front of me was bright. They drove away all the darkness around me. I can't bear to blink, as if I would miss a wonderful century in an instant! Slowly I got used to it, and at the same time I felt my own smallness.
I quietly changed myself, participated in the "2 1 day charging action" and joined the "rural young teachers' public welfare plan" class. The class time is 19: 00 ~ 20: 00 every Wednesday and Saturday evening. I am crazy to absorb the knowledge energy I need, and turn it into action through reflection, recording and turning it into my own energy pool.
Until one day, I found that President Wu, whom I admired, had a sentence under my essay: "Angel, come on!" "I'm so excited, I said to everyone, I hope the whole world knows that Wu Pai encouraged me! But everyone didn't know, but from then on, there was a seed buried in my heart. I don't expect it to bloom as brightly as a peony, but it's enough for me to bloom as small as rice!
As the footsteps get farther and farther, the "punching in every day" activity I joined has become more and more handy. From a sentence to a paragraph to an article, the more you write, the more you want to write, the more you feel! Write about my class, my students; Write about my life, my family. I use it both at work and outside. "Write a ten-year lesson plan, it is better to write a year of reflection!" The process of writing also combed my own ideas, and I gradually discovered my own shortcomings and slowly corrected them.
Then, Teacher Sisi introduced me to the "Green Pepper Excellent Teachers Group", and I was flattered. You know, I am not a green pepper student, but the teachers in the group gave me the greatest enthusiasm, which made me feel that this big family is so beautiful and warm!
Now I always feel that life is full of surprises. My horizons are getting wider and wider; Looking farther and farther; The target is getting closer and closer. I set myself a goal to reach 1 00000 words before June, and now I have finished it.
"I am a latecomer" was recommended to the home page;
"Gathering is a fire, scattering is all over the sky" was included in the homepage submission;
The poem "Son, you are about to travel far away" was included in "Family Poetry";
Reward and forward the American "Change Chuzhuang Middle School" to the school leaders!
Surprises kept coming to me. With the encouragement of teacher Chunchun, I applied for the English teaching assistant of Pepper Branch and successfully joined. This doomed me to be one step ahead of others! Now, under the guidance of our mutual friends, I and my teaching assistants Wu Ming, Zhang Haibo, Pu Wenhua and Wang Shuangfeng have also managed the Pepper English Garden in an orderly way and blossomed everywhere!
Yesterday afternoon, when I was making a summary, I received a call from Wang Lili, a teaching assistant in China, asking about my green pepper student number. Because in the sweet pepper language, my punch card and I were also rated as excellent, but I didn't have a student number. I explained to Mr. Wang that I am not a green pepper student, so I don't have a student number. Teacher Wang said in surprise, "You are not green pepper students, but you study better than some formal students!" " It's amazing! Miss Li. "I am full of happiness when I hear Mr. Wang's praise for myself. I also want to express my gratitude to her in the most direct way-hug her! Thanks to Mr. Wang for his serious and responsible work!
"It's not spring that stands out from the crowd. A hundred flowers bloom in spring. " In the process of learning, I can't meet my own needs now, but I want to drive my colleagues around me and let them see that teachers can face the future with another attitude; I want to encourage my students to have the same class, sing a song and draw a picture with children all over the country through live broadcast. Let the education model break the boundary between time and space, and connect the school with high-quality resources with a network cable, a computer and a camera, thus solving the problem of lack of courses and teachers in rural schools. Maybe our campus will be full of flowers by then!
Pursuit all the way, flowers all the way, flowers all the way. The best way to live is to run on the ideal road with a group of like-minded people. There are stories all the way back, firm and clear! This may be the best answer!