I hope these little wishes can come true.
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When I am old, I will build a house by the sea.
The house doesn't need to be big enough to accommodate my tired body. The top shelf is full of your favorite poetry and prose books. Special stickers on the wall record the old days when laughter and tears mingled along the way. The huge French window is an exclusive passage designed for the distant sunlight to flow in. The snow-white door is a gaze at the magnificent sea.
Staring at the vast sea, the critical point of vision, thousands of miles of Wan Li, boundless. Walking on the soft beach, the sea breeze softened the heart and lost the years. At dawn, the morning sun parted the clouds, and the light blue gauze gradually faded from the sky; At dusk, the sea is foggy, the tide rises and falls, and the flow is endless.
Close my eyes, my mind is full of choppy waves, my ears are spinning, the cries of seagulls and the echoes of Qian Fan pass through the endless silent water. The sea seems to sneak in at night, a long dream that won't wake up.
I have a special liking for the sea all my life, and it is hard to refuse the temptation of the sea.
Some people say that the sea is a tear falling from the sky. In this lonely process, I would like to love it deeply and accompany it. In every spring, summer, autumn and winter, I will walk through spring flowers, summer rain, autumn wind and winter snow.
When I was in college, I couldn't go to the coast as I wished. I worked, but I didn't give up this wish. Some hurried years have left too many knots and unwilling regrets; Some decisive choices have had too much helplessness.
The past, no longer lament, and let it go with the wind. The rest, I just hope to have the opportunity to keep a floating gold fishing sea, feel its softness and fly, and embrace the dream of the sea that I have been waiting for all my life.
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When I get old, I don't want to stay in the city.
The bustling office building is empty in the ideal city. The street lamp hanging high reflects the loneliness of the road. Tired dreamer, hesitant, the shadow is painted with false protective color, hidden and fuzzy, and does not feel any temperature.
As a child growing up in the countryside, I always feel that the city is too far away for me. The next drifting, drifting, may be like this for a few years, decades, or even a lifetime, I don't know where to stay.
In fact, for some people like us, in the eyes of parents, we don't want our children to be too far away from home and drift too far. The vision of that generation is only in a very narrow and closed space. Parents always feel that once children choose to walk out of this specific space, they will suffer.
In most cases, children's ideas are just the opposite of their parents'. Not all rebellion. They mature prematurely, realize the warmth and coldness of human feelings, and they know the importance of money to a bottom-level family. They can only choose to leave, leave their hometown, wander around the world, face difficulties and challenges in strange and distant places, find more opportunities and explore cross-class roads.
Whether active or passive, they don't have much choice.
When I was young, many people wandered around the world. When I retired, few people came home in golden clothes. I'm tired of the ups and downs in the Jianghu. As one of countless people drifting like duckweed, I deeply realized the helplessness of being homesick but unable to go back.
When I was young, I could use all my youth and all my courage to hit the south wall of the city. But when I get old, I will never stay here again. I want to go to a quiet and peaceful place and spend the rest of my life there.
Laugh at the spring flowers and the autumn moon, and the past is with the wind.
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When I get old, I want to own a field of my own.
Seriously, the world of mortals is common, busy, and you will feel tired after running for a long time. Gradually, I began to yearn for the idyllic leisure life in Tao Yuanming's poems. Instead of striving for fame and fortune, it is better to get out of temptation and return to inner peace.
I hope to own a piece of land of my own. Some plants are full of flowers and green grass, while others plant trees.
To plant cherry trees, when his uncle got married, he planted a cherry tree in his hometown yard. A few years later, the little cherry tree grew into a strong tree, full of "fruits of love". Unfortunately, the cherry tree died in an accident. His uncle was distressed for a long time. In my eyes, the cherry tree is no longer just a cherry tree, but a witness of love.
Plant a ginkgo tree. Grandpa's favorite before his death was ginkgo tree. There are many books about ginkgo planting that my grandfather found in the stall at home. Later, grandpa left, all the books were burned, and ginkgo was cut down. I often miss him and the ginkgo trees he planted. In my eyes, ginkgo tree is the memory of deceased relatives.
Grandpa once owned a large field. There are flowers and trees everywhere in the field. Spring is the most beautiful time, flowers are blooming, grass is green, thoughts are full, and poetry is picturesque. I hope that when I am old, I can have my own field like my grandfather. Stunning in the streamer of the plant world.
I hope to own a piece of land of my own. Part of it is used to grow flowers and grass, and the other part is used to plant trees.
Every morning, when I wake up, there is a slow wind blowing, bees and butterflies are dancing and trees are dancing. When walking in the afternoon, the distant green hills rise and fall, the sea is calm, the time is beautiful and quiet, and the years are safe.
At dusk, when I am too tired to relax, I lie on the grass to have a rest. The air is full of the fragrance of plants. When night falls, in the moonlight, while the moonlight is warm and gentle, harvest the elegance, fragrance and purity of the field.
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When I am old, I will be a happy watchman.
Lin Qingxuan said in the preface of "The most beautiful thing in life is Qing Huan": "Qing Huan" is the subtraction of life. Now we abandon the bondage of secular pursuit and desire and return to the simplest joy, which is the most delicious situation in life.
The pursuit of happiness will be the theme that I will not avoid for the rest of my life.
Learn to look at the clouds and light winds in life. If you do, you will be happy. Through the years of flowing water, look down on this ordinary world with a normal heart. Don't worry about trifles, don't worry about troubles, don't worry about hardships, and turn worries into shame. After the storm, they are still as bright as yesterday.
Understand that the watch is light and the wind is light. If you do this, you will be happy. Three thousand years of prosperity, in an instant, in a limited time, spend more time with your family and repay their love for you; Cut the time, make an appointment with three or two friends, have tea, drink, chat and talk; With your lover, remember the sweet past when you were young and relive the love poems in your old dreams. Don't let affection, friendship and love grow old with the years.
You should know how to look at your own clouds. If you do, you will be happy. No matter how beautiful the world is, no matter how beautiful life is, we must return to ourselves. Old, my hair is white, my face is covered with uneven wrinkles, and I don't forget to grin. Learn to tolerate, learn to reconcile, accept the excitement and loneliness of this world, and greet every morning breeze and sunset with a gentle mood.
When I am old, a sea, a house, a field, everyone is happy, flowers fall, spring, summer, autumn and winter, I still keep my years.
Author: misty rain, writing fleeting time, I know you will come, so I wait and expect your attention. ...