A trip to the Great Liangshan 2 —— Mixed thoughts and mixed feelings.

At the moment, when I was sitting in front of the computer and typing this text, I saw the warm lights in the community through the open window, heard the laughter of the children running and chasing, and saw the kind old man on the balcony packing his clothes. This eternal and beautiful world. At the same time, I think of those days and nights in Liangshan, those dark nights without lights, those muddy and steep mountain roads, those simple and simple Yi compatriots, and those confused but happy children, a bread, a notebook and a pen, which brought them happiness. . . . . .

The short trip to the Great Liangshan Mountain is over. When I passed Chongqing on my return trip, I thought that this was just the beginning for Daliangshan, which would guide me to enter that desolate land continuously. Back to the prosperity of the city, it seems that I have just experienced a time-space crossing, and my spirit and thoughts can't return to normal. I know my heart is still far away, and my steps are still walking on the steep and rugged mountains of Daliangshan. The eyes of those children in the mountains are still blank and melancholy, and the land is still barren and desolate.

Here, I would like to thank my teammates, Rainy Season and Tao Ran from Chongqing, four teachers from Hunan University, Zhou Wen, Shen Shen, Khyron and Qian Qian, and Xiaoyu, a fifth-grade student from Xiangya Medical College. Short-lived encounters, simple and surging happiness, strangers who meet by chance, but because of the same goal and the same state of mind, at a certain time, they completely indulge, get together, communicate and experience happiness and sadness. Life is heavy. Maybe we have all experienced the disappointment of life, confusion, pain and struggle. At that moment, we all returned to the identity and truth. I know this joy is hard-won, so I cherish gratitude. I am a taciturn and inarticulate person, and I will only say thank you again and again.

Mr. Xiao from meigu county Junior Middle School took care of us all the way, except for his hospitality. A young man in his prime, despite the strong opposition from people around him, devoted himself to teaching in the backcountry without hesitation, took root in the mountainous area silently for five years, and basically spent his meager income on his children. You said that every time you see those children's confused eyes, a sense of mission arises spontaneously. I often feel ashamed to face you. Your kindness and sincerity, your great love and dedication have made me see my narrowness and shallowness. There are Xiao's students, beautiful Yi girls, your simplicity, your persistence and persistence, which deeply touched each of us.

In the days of Daliangshan, facing the beautiful but desolate and barren land, facing poverty and backwardness, facing the simple Yi people who have been struggling with food and clothing, especially facing the eager but confused eyes of those children, my heart is heavy. I don't want to be an arty tourist, which makes me sad. I want to do something, for this desolate land, for them, for those children, even if it is only a modest contribution.

I hope to attract more people to pay attention to Daliangshan, the living conditions of people there and the children there. With the deepening of brush strokes, I will continue to walk into the Great Liangshan Mountain, feel desolation and beauty with you, and understand my feelings and feelings.

The drizzle is still drifting aimlessly, and there are two kinds of emotions that are permeated and intertwined. Happy or sad.

Thanks to Teacher Yang for his graphic support.