1999, Meng Qing published her first novel Deep Love in An Classmate Magazine (later changed to Good Classmate), and later published her works in Youth Literature, Southern Literature Network, Years of Pure Love and other publications. In 2000, the fourth issue of Classmate magazine published its documentary work What is literature? Last name? What for? ",aroused strong repercussions in the national campus, and received more than 2200 letters from readers in more than two months; In the same year, the first book of pure love poems, Where Did You Dream (published by Hubei Contemporary Writers' Representative Exhibition Hall), was awarded the title of "Classmate Poet" (reviewed by Classmate Magazine). 200 1 Worked as an intern in Henan Youth Daily and published a collection of poems, Dreams in Dreams.
Now I work in a children's magazine. Before 2002, I liked the works of young American writers such as Wang Guozhen, Zhao Dong, Deng Hao, Qiao Ye and Julia Cheng, and was good at poetry, prose and youth stories. After 2002, influenced by Yu Jie, he began to create drawer literature. In 2003, he published the first collection of essays, The Lamp Awakening Alone. From the beginning of 2000 to the middle of 2005, he was always trapped by love. He published four books for the angel of dreams: the first collection of poems, the first collection of poems, the dream in a dream, the first collection of essays, confused fairy tales, and even the long autobiographical novel Death of Spring Water.
After 2007, I really bid farewell to youth writing, began to dabble in essays and cool criticism writing, and opened Sina blog. After 20 10 years, Meng wrote novels such as Dreaming of Qian Fan and Mourning for the Master, especially Mourning for the Master, which was highly recommended by the Internet. At the beginning of 20 12, Dream Sina Blog won unprecedented praise and many comments recommended it. Personally, I was rated as a "grassroots master" by Sina blog, and I was honored as a "newcomer list of current politics".
Characteristics of works
In the early stage of the dream article, emotions are the mainstay, especially love essays and essays. In the later period, essays and comments were the main ones, and sharp writing and criticism were made on the current disadvantages. The cool comment that "all scholars are hooligans" once swept the internet and was reprinted by nearly 100 websites. The essay "Who is a lecherous generation" won great praise on Sina blog, with more than 10,000 hits in three days, accounting for two-thirds of the click-through rate of the blog at that time. Youth Literature: Success after 80 Years, Failure after 80 Years was a smash hit, reprinted and praised by famous writers such as Deng Hao, Zhao Dong and Julia Cheng, and also reprinted by dozens of websites. Dream is literature, which advocates that "literature is born of emotion, and emotion is born of heart"; "Reading for the freedom of the mind and writing for the freedom of the mind" is its motto, which adheres to the free spirit and independent personality of literati and is determined to write for the people and the mind forever. Poetry "Where Are Dreams Going" and "Poetry in the Moonlight"
Poetry collection "A Dream in a Dream"
Prose collection "Confused Fairy Tales" and "Unbearable Love in Life"
Novel: The death of spring, the loss of master, the dream of Qian Fan.
New Book: Make Youth Legend The reporter recently learned from the Henan Writers Association that the dream new book "Make Youth Legend" by young writers from Linying was officially published by Modern Publishing House on June 5438+ 10 this year. The new book takes inspiration as the core, and through the records of the innocent age and the lush years, it presents the readers with the indomitable life state of metropolis vagrants, and lets us understand that even if life is hard, one can live strong and turn youth into a legend. ...
It is reported that Meng Qing 1999, a young writer, began to publish his works when he was studying in Linying, and has published hundreds of works in various newspapers and periodicals so far. In 2002, he joined the Henan Writers Association and published a collection of works such as Dreams in Dreams and Lights Alone. His works pay more attention to youth and love, life and dreams, and have a strong romantic color and a strong well-known sense of responsibility. In recent years, Meng Qing devoted himself to the creation of drawer literature and spiritual prose, and gradually gained his own unique knowledge and understanding of youth inspirational literature. Related works have been widely praised on blogs and reprinted repeatedly.
-Central Plains Economic Zone News Network
"There is one thing that makes us have to give up everything. There is one thing that makes us have to love everything. " The dream wrote in the book: "Maybe I have nothing but sincere fantasy. But please trust me, okay? Believe in my tomorrow and future, and believe that I can turn my youth into a legend ... "I sincerely hope that readers and friends who have the same experience can read the confidence of youth, taste the true meaning of life and find their ideal state of life from this book, which is very literary, ideological and vivid.
-Linying Chinese website "Stick to it"
Me and the pen
Insist on literature
The last pure land
Me and the stars
Stick to the sky
The last light
Me and Ross
Stick to the flowers.
The last fragrance
Me and my lover
Stick to the things in the world.
Last love
Ten years of hard dream catcher
The edge of the sword comes from sharpening, and the fragrance of plum blossoms comes from bitter cold. After three years of thinking, my novel "The Death of Spring Water" was finally finished. This is the first novel I wrote, but it is the last one I finished. The other two were completed in only a few months. Why is the difference so big? Is there anything strange about this novel?
No. This novel is very ordinary, almost close to life. This story and writing are not as good as the other two I wrote. However, this book is the crystallization of my spirit and my years of suffering and joy. Although it is a novel, it is full of personal shadows, and people who are familiar with me may feel like an autobiography. In fact, I really want to position myself as a semi-autobiographical novel, but people's memories are trivial and can only be novels anyway.
Good or bad! Anyway, on the way back, most of the books are deposited between the death lines of the spring water. My love romance, my sad literary dream, the truth and beauty of my childhood will all melt into your impression after you read this book. I am not a successful cowboy or a literary genius. I'm just a dream catcher who works hard. ...
Juvenile poetry
I first published my works in the spring of 1999, but I first fell in love with literature in the autumn of 1995.
At that time, I was in Grade Three of Item One Middle School. Because I am addicted to martial arts novels, my study is a mess. It may be because I often read poems in novels and think classical literature is beautiful, so I imitate it privately. Of course, the initial imitation began in the first grade. It was not until the third grade that I really came into contact with modern poetry and foreign poetry.
It should be noted that most of my favorite poems are love poems. Xu Zhimo's "Accidental" and Wang Guozhen's "Love Life", like a stimulant, let me find hope in the confused love. To tell the truth, I hadn't been in love at that time, but I had been wandering in love for a long time. Deep secret love, like endless weeds, fills my narrow heart. Acacia red beans fell into my hands more than once, which made me want to stop. This scene, as the great poet Pushkin said: "If fate is so predestined: If I have a hundred eyes, I will have a hundred eyes looking at you." I was probably in a worse situation than Crazy in Love.
First love Xu er
Today, I should thank the girl who made me move from the beginning, Xu Er. If it weren't for her, I wouldn't have experienced that lingering love too early, I wouldn't know what "emotion" is, and I wouldn't have achieved today. Because of love, I like poetry; Because of poetry, I like literature; Because of literature, my dream has grown wings. Although I kept writing and revising all day, I never contributed anything. Perhaps because it is remote, it is inconvenient to go to the county seat, and I have never been exposed to any magazines at all. At that time, the only thing I knew was Composition Weekly, but what was on it didn't really touch my heart.
My angel is far away, my love is far away, my literary dream is far away … and I am the only one here. Xu Teli said: "It is a myth to want to get happiness without paying any price." I don't believe in myths, so I want to change the status quo, change my destiny and change the rules that bind me.
But the future is not as simple as we thought, and no one can guarantee that he can see the rising sun tomorrow. When I graduated from grade three, I didn't get into high school. I didn't want to repeat my studies, so I went to a private secondary school. My major turned out to be public security. I thought great changes had taken place in my life, and my literary dream must have been shattered. But life is impermanent, and many things often happen by accident. Just when I was going to be a good policeman in the future, that technical secondary school closed down. I had no choice, so I went back to Township No.2 Middle School to repeat my studies.
From1August 1997 to1June 1998, I stayed in No.2 Middle School for a whole year. Because I am a repeat student, I can still keep up with my studies. In my spare time, I started my own poetry creation again. It can be said that my literature started with poetry. Although I occasionally write a long article, those are just feelings and random thoughts confused by feelings. In addition, it is worth mentioning that my real first love began here. That girl named Dan, for the first time in my life, let me lick the sweetness and ecstasy of love. Unfortunately, we separated as soon as we graduated from grade three. Come to think of it, we finally wasted time.
Literature still has a long way to go.
1September, 1998, I went to study in Sangao County. This station is the development stage of my literature, and it is also a turbulent period of ups and downs of my love. Literature is born of emotion, and emotion is born of heart. I have always regarded this as my motto, but many times, I regard the so-called love as love.
The month of 10 that year was my first contribution to newspapers and magazines. The magazines "Middle School Times", "Liaoning Youth" and "Boys and Girls" are my favorite publications and my targets. I can shoot ten times in a row, and all of them come back empty-handed, which makes me very angry. Later, I changed my direction and was keen to take part in the essay contest. In order to pay the entry fee, certificate fee and portfolio fee, my life has entered a difficult period in War of Resistance against Japanese Aggression. While scrimping and saving, I kept asking for money from home. Because it is to buy books, parents are also very supportive. After all, our family conditions are relatively good.
During my two years in high school, I spent about 2300 yuan on literature. Of course, this includes buying literary classics, magazines, tapes, sending letters and other extra things. But what makes me happy is that my literary dream has finally made progress in the next semester of senior one. Xi 'an's Classmate magazine is a publication that I will be grateful for all my life. It not only published my first novel, but also gave me countless help and support in the future.
Make friends with Wen
The Book of Songs says: "Parrots sing, so they ask for friendly voices." I want to say that literature is my friend. When I was sad, when my love failed, when I was in trouble, it saved me from going ashore. At that time, in writing, I was still in a state of being small and rich, and I had no great ambitions and ambitions. It was not until I met Yinger in the spring of 2000 that my love flame was ignited and my fanatical writer dream was also ignited. I mean, knowing Yinger is the beginning of a beautiful life; Unexpectedly, it became the source of disaster and pain. The great love story that inspires me every moment, that is, the love affair between Pushkin and Xu Zhimo, is printed on me. Although I admire their love, I don't want their ending. But like them, we are all trapped and we can't save ourselves. Many times, the facts will not be transferred by human will or efforts.
Pursuit of welcoming children
I didn't finish high school, so I went to the provincial capital to study junior college. I think, if I leave Yinger, I can cut off this doomed love. It's just that reason can't overcome feelings. Time and time again in the dead of night, I will sing the name of my sweetheart and burst into tears. In order to move her, I published a collection of poems at my own expense, Where Are Dreams Going? But I didn't realize that moving and moving are different, and it can't replace love.
During my two years in college, I spent all my time in the confusion of love and the passion of poetry. Although I have published many articles and several books, none of them have touched my sweetheart. I joined the Provincial Writers Association as soon as I graduated, which aroused the admiration of my classmates. For the sake of future happiness, I frequently attack Yinger, but the result is just the opposite: the deeper I love, the deeper I fall into, and the greater the chance of losing it. That is, when I finally learned that I couldn't have her in my life, Fang Meng wrote a love novel about youth.
It went well at first, because I haven't met an angel who makes me move. But later, the slower you write, the harder it is to write. Although I like romantic novels full of sadness, I really don't like my love turning into a tragedy. Privately, I still hope that my love can have a happy ending. But I'm disappointed. God told me with practical actions that we can't be together in this life ... Like the sages before me, I am destined to interpret a fairy tale full of sympathy and earth-shattering love. I am doomed to be no exception, even if I know it is a tragedy, I will persevere.
I'm not in heaven, I'm on my way to heaven! But this road will never end. ...
Phoenix Nirvana
These three years are three years of working, wandering, wandering and exploring after I entered the society. On the road, I will always be on the road. Originally, I have the spirit and ambition of a preacher: I want to save all beings and enlighten the public. But in the end, I couldn't even save myself, let alone influence others.
In my dream, I always want to be the master and savior, but in fact, I have always been a supporting role, a clown, and I have been unconsciously playing a tragic role. As the saying goes: "Take history as a mirror, you can know the rise and fall; Taking books as a ladder can heal sentiment. "What makes me sad is that as a scholar, I have read so many books, why I still can't learn the lessons of my predecessors. Is love really a curse? Scholars are getting deeper and deeper!
I also think that ideal love is doomed to be a tragedy, and most scholars are a little idealistic. It is often elusive to seek romance in reality and oasis in the desert. My love dream that lasted for five years was so easily shattered. It is this feeling of grief and indignation that makes the novel I haven't finished for more than two years complete in a light time. I understand the love in books and the love in reality, and I have been looking for it. I used to think that I knew a lot about feelings, but now I know that I am love-blind, and I have never understood what love is!
Too many novels and TV plays either beautify love invisibly or deliberately uglify it. Over time, even society has become a tool for preaching, and it is difficult for people to see the truth again. I wrote this novel just to tell the world a true love face. As written in the preface: Youth refuses fantasy! Youth dancing with a mask is very tired. Let's all take off our masks and live our true selves!
Although I have experienced so many ups and downs, joys and sorrows, I still don't know what love is. Although I firmly believe that true love has nothing to do with money, status, family scenery or even spiritual quality. The only thing that may be relevant is feelings, but feelings are often the most unreliable. Even if you say it yourself, it may not be credible. Maybe the old people are right. Love is only a short-lived epiphyllum, just a temporary passion, which will eventually sublimate into kindness. Men and women can go through ups and downs together and spend their lives together. Maybe this is love.
I think even a great poet like Pushkin can only win the whole world but not his sweetheart, not to mention us ordinary people and ordinary literati. Man's life is like a flying bird. Every flight has a destination, but crossing is also risky. Every life will die. What matters is what we can do on the road. Maybe I am doomed not to leave a beautiful fairy tale love for future generations in my life, but it is enough to leave some ink like Confucius or Wang Xizhi.
"Why is the love I want always empty ..." Every time I listen to Jackie Chan's "Good Flowers Don't Bloom Often", I can't help but burst into tears. I know that a moment's missing today will take me a lifetime to forget! Ancestor Zhang Henshui was right: no talent is a scholar. No wonder he always thinks that "it is better to hate water than to hate people". China's culture is wonderful, Confucianism teaches people to be determined, Taoism teaches people to be happy, and Buddhism teaches people to break; However, the world of mortals is secular and life is impermanent. How can it be a "hate" word?
"Luxury is like running water, flowers drift, and water flows. Running water disappears in spring, which is a long period of hatred and sadness. "I've been chasing dreams for ten years, and I don't know when I can catch up! Perhaps fate has long been doomed, I am doomed to be an angel in my life, but even so, I am determined to be a winner in the world. ...