Looking up at you, you help me with a smiling face.

I hurried out in the morning and trotted all the way to catch the bus to work. Whenever I get on the bus, I always feel grateful when I look at the familiar road outside the window.

For a time, I always used being busy as an excuse and didn't want to spend a little time looking up at my father. I think he is too great to care about me or listen to my prayers. As a result, we gradually drifted apart. He did great things in the sky, and I lived a miserable life on the ground.

When my eyes stop looking at you, when I stop looking up, things on the ground will devour me crazily, and all kinds of uneasiness will firmly grasp my heart and make my heart full of confusion and irritability. I asked myself, what's wrong and why? I also tried to pray to God, but when all the good methods were completely ineffective, a familiar poem suddenly appeared in my mind.

-Psalm 42: 1-5

In an instant, tears welled up in my eyes. Yes, this is my life: seeking, but doubting; Knocking at the door, but lingering; Pray, but fear.

Many years ago, I watched a TV series about a particularly loyal and devout shepherd who experienced a crisis of faith. I am very touched. In Death of the Soul, he chose "Lord, I am here, please send me". We must admit that our sins often prevent us from looking up to God alone or trusting God like children, so we are often bound by life on earth. Only when we are really willing to trust and obey completely will we look up, see his smiling face and get his pity and love.

When I first believed, I was grateful every morning, one day I ate his words, and at night I slept peacefully with his promise and love. Life is extremely hard, but my mood is particularly cheerful. Every time I experience a low self-confidence, I will miss the best time in my life, just like a baby in my mother's arms.

Yes, we are all growing, the environment is changing, people are changing, and our hearts are changing. In this ever-changing world, only he will never change, from eternity to eternity! May you hold fast to the eternal heavenly father and believe that he created heaven, earth, everything and you. He has a wonderful plan for you. Please believe in him, believe in the blessings from heaven, believe that every promise he makes to you will not fail, and believe that he will always love you!