Boring afternoon, sunny, sitting on the floor watching "Tokyo Love Story" for the nth time, I felt sad from my heart when I saw Li Xiang's smile.
I am a person who loves to laugh, just like eating and drinking water, and it has nothing to do with being in a good mood. I often light up everyone with a bright smile, which makes me feel sad!
I feel that I am not brave enough, so I can only secretly like him. I am afraid that opening my mouth will be a complete failure, so I face him with a sad smile! It was not until one day that he completely walked out of my sight that I found my world collapsed!
Seeing Li Xiang's way of fighting back tears and replacing sadness with a smile every time, I know I'm not as strong as her. She will comfort herself again and again, and there will always be a sad moment. I try to suppress my voice in the middle of the night, but my tears have slipped. It was an endless night and it was very painful. When the sun came out the next day, I still smiled at people with sunshine. Later, I learned that if I am sad in the end, I can't even shed tears, only despair rises from my heart coldly and I deeply regret it!
And he, still scattered like the wind, is free, and he doesn't have to care about the mood for that second. He is the only one in his world! So he will never know that there is a girl, stubbornly waiting for his tenderness. After he suddenly disappeared, she covered up her loneliness with exaggerated joy and followed him with silent eyes. He won't understand, because there is a girl in front of him who he doesn't think is afraid of being hurt or pessimistic. Then it doesn't hurt to refuse! So, he hurt me unintentionally, and then walked away alone!
On the night I decided to leave, I shed tears for him for the last time, no longer depressed, and I let tears flow freely on my face. My body feels tired, but my heart has a new feeling. Li Xiang's crying on the train must feel the same way!
Tomorrow will be a new day!
Meditation at sea
My parents took me to the seaside during the holiday. When I faced this magnificent sea, my soul suddenly trembled. Standing by the sea, I suddenly feel that I am in a brand-new world. Here, I discovered a new world. The sea is so vast and boundless, so the coast is heavy and gloomy. A sea breeze blew, and I felt not only the breath of the sea, but also the breath of life. This is the palace of life.
Standing in front of the sea, everything seems so small. When the waves roar to the shore like lions, what we feel is not the greatness of human beings and the happiness of life, but the infinity of the universe and the mystery and majesty of the creator.
When I first saw the sea, my heart was full of admiration for the sea, and the lake in my childhood memory was so small. What you can feel in front of the sea is the value of life.
Eternal time flows regularly, and I suddenly feel the fragility of life, but when the waves gathered by the Force hit me, I feel homesick infinitely.
Although the sea is spectacular, vast and rich in connotation, I miss the lake in my hometown, because that's where I was born and raised, and my life began there. I am willing to abandon my sobriety, sensitivity and thoroughness and return to ignorance and chaos.
But people can't go back to the past, to the early days of life.
Facing the sea, I only think of my childhood. I wonder what the sea will meditate on.
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Brief introduction of the author
Michelle, pen names Yayi and Mu Ren, formerly known as Tang Yizheng, 1920, was born in Changsha, Hunan. 1935 studied in Class 53 of the First Normal University, 1937 joined the Eighth Route Army, 1938 joined the Yan 'an China * * * Producer Party and worked as a journalist for a long time. He studied in Northern Shaanxi Public School and Lu Xun College of Literature and Art, and worked in the Shaanxi-Gansu-Ningxia Border Region Cultural Association after graduation. He has served as a reporter and editor-in-chief of Yan' an mass newspaper.
Literary achievements include: Revolt, Coast of the Motherland, Collection of Short Stories, Collection of Prose, proud as a peacock, Collection of Shanghai Prose, Major on the Train, Collection of Prose Poems, Piccolo in the Morning, movie script Fire in Prison, and children's literature work Wang Xiaohe's.