Wang Hanxing's Life Experience

Wang Hanxing entered kindergarten at the age of eight to study scientific and cultural knowledge. In the whole primary school, junior high school and technical secondary school, the results have been good. In particular, liberal arts, Chinese, politics, history, English and geography are well studied and won the favor of relevant teachers. I won the first place in several county composition competitions, but my grades in mathematics, physics and chemistry were very poor. 1998 that summer, when I was sixteen years old, I began to write consciously and systematically, mainly poems, and then wrote some essays. There have been interruptions. So far, he has created about 1000 poems, dozens of essays and several novellas, which are scattered in some local newspapers and magazines. Later, it mainly appeared in literary forums such as Tea adds fragrance, Cool breeze from China and so on. 200 1 After graduation, I worked outside for a long time. Later, I opened a pharmacy in the county, and now I work in a government office.

Wang Hanxing's early poetry creation was mainly influenced by Wang Guozhen and others.

During 1998, when he was in the technical secondary school of Changzhi Health School, his classmates introduced him to Wang Guozhen, a middle-aged poet who became famous in the early 1990s. In a sense, this is also the last brilliant poet of China's poetry, and the publication and circulation of poetry collections are the highest since the creation of new poetry. At that time, Wang Guozhen's unique delicacy and warmth infected Wang Hanxing who was under seventeen. He began to imitate writing to a certain extent, and his early works were cold and stiff, even "nothing to say". In addition, the majestic style of Chairman Mao's poems also had a great influence on his writing at that time, but it also made his later poems rated as "too atmospheric" by some netizens. 200 1 After graduation, he worked in Langfang and Zhangjiakou, Hebei Province, and then poetry gradually developed its own way.

Wang Hanxing's poems are full of nostalgia for childhood and helplessness for the unknown, which is mainly related to his life experience. He is a little neurotic, sometimes he is sentimental for no reason, and even loses his temper. Wandering is his greatest interpretation of life. In fact, as early as a very young age, he showed the characteristics of drifting, and he was lucky not to become a drifting north. Disappointment with real life, infinite exaggeration of individual autonomy, and the poet's unique sensitivity, paranoia and nostalgia contributed to Wang Hanxing's "wandering" personality in the future. So objectively speaking, as early as before independence, before a person went out to work to make a living, he began a person's "inner wandering." This is very obvious in his poetry creation. Fragility is also his characteristic, although he often shows a tough style. As the philosopher said, pearl mussels grow hard shells to protect their fragile hearts. Many times, he is silently thinking about problems, thinking about life and planning for the future. As a somewhat "out-of-touch" person, his almost pure personality characteristics and lifestyle make him struggle in real life and land. How Haizi and Gu Cheng died, and how Nietzsche and forefinger were crazy, these are the questions he often thinks about in the dead of night. Many times, he can clearly perceive his vulnerability and helplessness, and can also perceive how much harm real life will do to a naive person. In this way, he will fall into an indescribable extreme panic about the future.

Wang Hanxing's poems summarize and reflect these spiritual qualities to a great extent. Sadness, helplessness and nostalgia became the main colors of his description of life. Childhood, dreams and love became the main objects of his records. A touch of sadness, like the smoke in the breeze at the entrance of the village when I was a child, runs through his poems. Sometimes he suffocates and sometimes laughs. In poetry writing, he really becomes himself. His ill-fated experience, sensitive personality, rebellious heart that does not envy others' words, and hard-line style that does not bow to reality have outlined his specific image to a certain extent. The huge gap between ideal and reality always bothers him. Poetry has become the ferry of his mood, a place for him to vent his emotions and even take refuge. Practice makes perfect, thousands of books learns a lot, and Wan Li goes by road. He experienced several tests of life and death or nirvana in the huge melting pot of life and feelings, so he wrote his own style and skills. Calm, capable and calm, revealing a unique understanding of life and years, not publicity.

In mid-April 2007, Wang Hanxing boarded the train to Beijing again. Different from previous pyramid schemes, this time he gambled on his poems published for many years. He wants to prove the value of his existence. The ferocious and realistic life once again disappointed him. In half a month, he visited six publishing houses, but he couldn't say two words. The reason is that I am afraid I can't sell it. In the dock like People's Literature Publishing House, the editors' cynicism about poetry itself and even the whole literature and distrust of the poetry publishing market made him really realize the fatal weakness of a spiritual pursuer like himself: being out of touch with the world and seriously decoupling ideal from reality. Editors and later Cao Wenxuan of Peking University objectively and truly analyzed the current literary situation in China. The poor life of a group of people who also came to Beijing to pursue their ideals and dreams has deepened Wang Hanxing's understanding of the word "reality". Let's start from the beginning. This road is not easy to walk. After returning from Beijing, he began to face a broken but realistic life. Poetry, for a whole year, was locked in a drawer. Similarly, maturity, even limited maturity, climbed up his cheeks and eyebrows.

In any case, Wang Hanxing is serious about life and poetry. He said that being born in an era when poetry is not needed is the poet's greatest sorrow. When he was sad, he still lived and worked very hard. Occasionally restrain yourself from being a slut, indulge yourself in deliberately being old-fashioned, time will continue in a short, fast and slow time, and life will spread from time to time. And his poems once again returned to his heart and became an emotional outlet, a corner where he was alone when chewing bitterness. Ideal will be the main reason for him to reach the peak of his life; Poetry will be his powerful wings to stir up the storm.

Wang Hanxing likes Jin Yong's martial arts novels, especially Yang Guo, an extreme figure who has a stronger personality when he is strong. He believes that life is a battle, either you die or I die, and faith is the main reason to support a person to live. In addition, he is a typical liger fan, especially fond of these two super behemoths. Wang Hanxing belongs to that kind of persistent person, whose biggest feature is that he does not bow to reality. He firmly believes that fate can be changed through hard work, and such thoughts and beliefs are enough for a person to succeed.