——My thoughts after reading "The Biography of Vincent Van Gogh, Desire for Life"
After reading "The Biography of Vincent Van Gogh, Desire for Life", I felt physically and mentally exhausted. This fatigue is due to Irving Stone's writing style. I pecked at the signs of premature aging of my limbs as a result of studying hard at night. And my heartache is not just due to the heart reaction after reading about his emotional stimulation when he was still serving me. This kind of heartache is a kind of pain that comes from the bottom of the heart and is very penetrating in the pulse of life.
When I saw him facing hunger, illness, mental suffering, emotional frustration and every other blow in life, he forged himself. His unyielding head was raised high, and his fragile heart became more tenacious, maintaining the steely and persistent pursuit in his heart. I think: He was born for painting, and painting is his life. In my impression, he is a person who pursues his career to the point of intoxication and madness. He has many similarities with Xu Zhimo's pursuit of poetry. After reading the book "Vincent Life Van Gogh", Pu Cunxin said: "Van Gogh was like a mentally retarded cripple in life, but in art he was a saint with a creative spirit. We can't be Van Gogh..." In terms of my own pursuit, I extremely desire to become Van Gogh in my career, but I also want to say: I cannot become Van Gogh. This was my first feeling after reading "Longing for Life: The Biography of Van Gogh".
Van Gogh expressed all his inner world on canvas, which was his only way of expression. Through the canvas, people can see his hot heart: simplicity, kindness, persistence, enthusiasm, and noble heart. . During his lifetime, life did not give him what he wanted from Van Gogh, and his love was a failure. "You are just a country bumpkin" and his cousin's life did not have a true love. He was also unsuccessful as an art dealer, and the few paintings he sold were only to his uncle. Everything in his life seemed to be joking with him, teasing him, testing him, and defeating him. But he loves life and is integrated into it, even touching the essence of life. Thanks to the artist for casting light and shadow in the hearts of ordinary people, so that ordinary kind-hearted people will not be dry in their hearts and lonely in their souls in real life. This is a state, this is a pursuit. A life in which Van Gogh used his brush to make up for his lack of expression. Some people may ask: You can do what he did, why can't you become Van Gogh? You are a teacher, and you can also become the Chinese Van Gogh Qiusi in your career. I dare to think wildly, but I dare not say wildly that I will be the model for Van Gogh.
First of all, I want to say: Vincent Van Gogh is the Dutch painter Vincent Van Gogh. He is one of the most outstanding artists of mankind in the 19th century. As time goes by, I have been away from him for 200 years. In terms of time, it is the latter. Different worlds and different living conditions are destined not to create the same him and me. In terms of time, I am just the last bit of ink on the last horizontal stroke of the word "hou".
Secondly: Van Gogh’s suffering experience gave him far more experience than me. Perhaps the more tempered in life, the more persistent people are in their pursuit of career. I am not like him yet. Same experience. The consciousness is not yet clear, and the will is of course still wavering. Although I also thought about how to hone myself and forge myself, in the end, due to the limited nutrients I absorbed and the lack of professional potential, I didn't know how to live like water.
Van Gogh would not have known that many years later, people would linger in front of his paintings and sigh. How many people in the world are copying "Sunflower" every day. Van Gogh may feel at ease because so many people in the world love him. I am one of them. Although the painting brush is not as exquisite as his experience of life, it is a kind of worship in my heart and an occasional leisure hobby. I am very grateful to the famous contemporary American writer Mr. Irving Stone, who is known as the father of biographical novels. He wrote this literary biography when Van Gogh was still unknown. Through reading it, I understand that there are still such things in life. A saint who pursues his career persistently in difficult situations. This may be the effect of non-noisy preaching.
Vincent Van Gogh was the loneliest man in the world. This is the foreword written by Owens
Brokenness brings happiness, and you can no longer despair
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