Unrequited love is a high fever —— On Yu Xiuhua's White Hair

People who have had a secret love are all people who are full of infinite yearning and love for life.

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Gray/white hair

Times have changed. Is the person you love still there? What is the handsome face of the former bamboo horse boy sunshine now? Does he have a beautiful wife, a clever daughter and a warm home? Are you in love with him still?

Maybe now he is out of shape and can't play his favorite basketball anymore; Maybe now he has fallen in love with bitter black tea and no longer loves the once sweet coke; Maybe now his sideburns are stained with white hair, and he is no longer the high-spirited teenager. My youth, my youth, where have you gone?

Teacher Yu Xiuhua's recent poem is titled "White Hair", which is a striking feeling of the vicissitudes of the world. "White hair and three thousands of feet, the fate is like a long time." In Li Bai's poems, white hair is melancholy, worrying about the country and the people, worrying about the country and the people, and loving the country and the family, so that white hair is as long as three thousands of feet. "White-haired fishermen are used to watching the spring breeze of autumn moon on the river." In Yang Shen's words, white hair is the flowing time, and a fisherman wanders in the river year after year. He has long been used to the scenery around him in January, regardless of the crusade and the change of dynasties. A river, a boat and an oar are his life. In Mr. Yu's poems, there always seem to be two meanings. One is that the teacher is 42 years old and middle-aged. Although there is no white hair, it is also full of white hair, and the years have quietly left traces on people; Secondly, white hair is the clue of this poem. All unrequited love begins with the meeting of white hair and ends with the parting of white hair, which runs through the whole poem and shows the love of boxing.

Last time I saw him, there was a mass of white on his head.

Like a flame, this pride is pulled out of the body.

Meet a sigh

Shake up

If several years later, you walk down the street and meet the person who has occupied your youth, made you crazy, made you happy and never dared to express your love fearlessly, your face will suddenly turn into a lovely red apple color?

At that time, he was full of white hair, symbolizing old age, symbolizing wandering all his life, and also his pride. In a cup, he found the pride of never giving up and never giving up. When he came back, he was scarred by time and reality. He was greeted by the rest of his life and the sigh of tea, rice, oil, salt, ginger and vinegar.

However, isn't this dull life a wonderful opportunity?

If you ask them, you may ask about several wars.

Elk ran on the plain, and an arrow pulled out the deer.

You might ask about the earthquake.

However, everything is hidden.

He smiled and raised his glass.

He doesn't mind wandering in the glass.

A slightly tilted world

What is life like? Dull after impulse? Loneliness after passion? Teenagers' never-say-die ambition and cruel realistic blow? Utopia in the dream, mud under your feet? The ivory tower in your heart and the humble hut in your life?

What are you doing with your life?

Opening eyes and closing eyes are two worlds. You don't like it, you are unfair, you have to fight, you have to struggle, all the way west, hit your head, and sing the greatness of your dreams with your fiasco. Let's sing, squint our eyes, shake our glasses slightly, smile in the strange world, and leave our insignificant places.

If you ask them, you may find the virtual structure of a novel.

Ask someone who knows the ending but still

A person who tries with his own body

However, all this is a fantasy, a fantasy of Mr. Yu Xiuhua, and a fantasy of mine, because people on the road never know where the future is and what the outcome is. He who tries with his own body is the bravest. He walks around alone and never looks back.

Is the teacher secretly in love with a real person? Or an imaginary brave image?

However, everything is hidden.

He walked in the autumn wind with a mass of white.

The autumn wind that blew over him blew to me.

cooler

What is the world like in the dark? What is the road without lights? Once upon a time, cars, horses and mail were all slow, and you could only love one person in your life. True love never blurts out. Dust-sealed under the years, floating above the apex of the heart.

The person who has been hiding in the bottom of my heart and likes him silently, he walks in the autumn wind with bleak years, and the autumn wind blows through his hair tips and fingertips to me, bringing not the joy and expectation of girlhood, but a kind of indifferent farewell.

I think this is probably the general mood of teacher Yu Xiuhua when she wrote this little poem. Teachers are good at writing the theme of "love desire and gender poetics" in poems. In this poem, I see more love desire.

Love, a magical thing, is not just a collision of hormones. True love has nothing to do with birth, beauty, ugliness, wealth and figure. Long-term spiritual communication is the ultimate destination of love.

The poet's inner world is sensitive and agile. They are good at capturing small details in life, and then zoom in to find their love, life and world. The same is true of Yu Xiuhua, the "world" mentioned in the poem, the world swaying slightly, and the world in the glass. What do we pursue all our lives? Ordinary people pursue wealth, people with lofty ideals pursue academics, and wise people pursue themselves. The cage that can't escape is a layman after joining the WTO, and we are all the same.

Past events drifted by, and the poet wrote this poem of secret love. I think that person is still in my heart, but after all, time has passed and I can't have everything I want, but I can't let go of everything I can't get. The past is blowing in the wind, and the poet probably has no choice but to do so.

What Yu Xiuhua admires is that the great hardships he experienced in life did not knock it down, but sublimated it into a kind of life experience, which made him calm and kind. More importantly, the poems in her heart and the distance have always been with her. Through the inner physical experience of pain, deformity and trembling, she found the spiritual source of creation, observed and inquired about the poetic starting point of herself and everything, and questioned and reflected on the reality. It is full of complex meanings such as the agitation and call of love, the disillusionment and realization of love, and love is the core proposition that causes poets to ask metaphysical questions such as existence, truth and death.

"Let the pain I experienced hurt again" and then I can finally get rid of life. Sunshine after rain is the most touching beauty. I have a crush on this kind of high fever, which makes people sweat all over and faint with pain. I am tortured by small details that seem to be major disasters and are not worth mentioning in the eyes of others. After getting well, it is the sublimation of the soul and pessimism about the past.

A bean

Teacher Yu Shazi 'ao's homework

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