The full text is as follows:
go home
Gu Cheng
I see your hand//covering your eyes in the sun/I see your hair/being covered by a hat/I see the shadow cast by your hand/smiling/your car is put aside /Sam/ you don't know me/I've been away from you for too long.
I left you/because I was afraid to look at you/my love/like glass/because I was afraid/because you reached out to me on the steps.
Say: Fat/You want me to take you home/When you were asleep/I saw your tears/White flowers in your hand/I hit you/You said this was a naughty father/You said: Fat likes me/You know everything.
Sam/ You don't know how much I miss you now/We are hugging you across the sea/There is an old grandmother tree on the island/And your toys/How much I want to hug you/When night comes.
Sam/I want to say something to you/Sam, I like you/this sentence is only for you/no one hears/loves you anymore, Sam/I want to go home/you take me home.
You are so young//you know/I will come back/see you/lift you up bit by bit/Sam, you are in the sun/I am in the sun.
Note: Sam is the name of Gu Cheng's son. Fat is the real name of Gu Cheng. My son likes to call him that. This is a poem he wrote to his son, and it is also the last ray of soft light before the poet went dark and crazy.
About the author:
Gu Cheng is an important representative poet of China misty poetry school, and is known as a contemporary "Left-leaning Romantic" poet. Gu Cheng has high attainments in new poetry, old-style poetry and fable poetry. The phrase "The night gave me black eyes/I used them to look for light" of his generation became a classic sentence in China's new poems.
1956 was born in a poet's family, and his father was a famous poet Gu Gong. Gu Cheng/Kloc-started his writing career at the age of 0/7, contributing to various newspapers and magazines. 1987 began to travel to Europe for cultural exchange. 1988 lived in seclusion in Rapids Island, New Zealand, and lived a self-sufficient life. 1993, 10 year10.8, he killed his wife Xie Ye with an axe and hanged himself under a big tree. Xie Ye died later.