I can't remember the exact time. It must be after Pangu changed everything and Nu Wa made man to fill the sky.
I am a little god. Just a little god.
Humble and insignificant.
Not as good as those heavenly emperors who "made Wang Ye at first, and drew hexagrams to tie the rope". For example, Fuxi and Huangdi.
I'm just a goddess who lives by the salt lake.
Take care of this water all day, the fish, shrimp, crab and salt in this water.
Enjoy it. Or, I think, this is the greatest happiness in the world.
Because I don't have to rush between heaven and earth like those gods who are much stronger than me, rushing in the whirlpool of danger and darkness. I just need to do my job.
So, day after day, my life is simple and pure.
I dived into the water like a fish for more than half a day and flowed in this cool and transparent liquid.
Occasionally, when I meet an umbrella-shaped dandelion on the shore, I will suddenly jump out, breathe a breath at them and watch Grandma Feng pull them to travel. Ah, although they shouted reluctantly, they still couldn't beat grandma Feng's strength.
They are just little dandelions. Like me, they are humble and insignificant, and they can't even control their own destiny, can they?
At night, I like to sit on the shore and look up at the sky among the flowers surrounded by various insects. Look at the full moon like a silver plate and shining stars.
I know, it's Pangu's hair.
I have no parents. I was born with it. I don't know when I will appear, let alone when I will disappear. I just know, maybe, I will stay in this clear salt water full of fish and shrimp until the flood.
But I'm not sad.
I like it here. It makes my eyes clear and makes me happy.
Air, water, sunshine, flowers and creatures all make me live in joy every day.
Only occasionally lonely. There will be times when you are lazy and don't want to come out.
But it is mostly like casual lightning in the summer sky, which flashes by.
Basically, I think I should be a happy god, a humble and insignificant goddess living by the salt lake. Jun Lin
His name is Wu Xiang and his surname is Ba Shi.
If traced back, Lin Jun's ancestor should be Fuxi. The emperor of the East is in charge of spring and life.
Oh, so, I think Lin Jun will win anything he wants, including theocracy and monarchy.
Yes, I firmly believe that he can.
He is so confident, so sure, so excellent.
Bright eyes, strong body, walking like an emperor.
Lin Jun, you are sure to win the game with the four heavenly kings.
Yes, Lin Jun, of course you will win. That's why you took people down Yishui in the only surviving boat and came to Yangyan. The river where I live.
Lin Jun, remember our meeting?
Oh, you may not remember. However, I will never forget it.
On that day, the weather was fine, birds were singing and flowers were fragrant. It was a rare good day after the collapse of the four poles, the split of Kyushu and the mending of the sky by the goddess.
So, I walked freely in the river, like a happy fish, unimpeded.
But your boat suddenly appeared in front of me.
I am surprised at so many soldiers in uniform with swords around their waists.
It's not that I haven't seen humans. But their clothes, their manners and their expressions are strange to me.
And the cold and arrogant person at the bow is you.
Yes, Lin Jun, you were high-spirited and dismissive that day. Hero boy, that's it.
The ship is like a sword, and it is unstoppable.
If you want to avoid it, you have to jump into the water and set foot on the bow.
Surprise everyone. Naturally, you are no exception.
You pressed your sword tightly and sharply asked me who was sent to ambush you.
I smiled.
Looking down at my wet self, I can't figure out how a humble and insignificant goddess like me can be misunderstood by others as an assassin and ambush a soldier.
But you are still very nervous, pouting and waiting for my answer.
I looked up, my eyes soft and curious.
You are a person outside my world. For you, Lin Jun, from the beginning, I have endless curiosity. You don't look like anyone I've ever met, and you don't look like someone standing next to you. You have your manners. You are special.
So, Salt god is eager to get close to you.
But you seem to have regarded me as an intruder from the beginning. Always be wary of me, even fight with each other. Jun Lin
You can always hurt me, can't you?
Because since you don't care about me.
You don't care about a person's containment and burden, so you are free and indifferent.
No, maybe, Lin Jun, you are not indifferent. You just haven't met the woman who won't make you cold.
She may also be a goddess, beautiful and elegant. Unlike me, confused and stubborn.
Jun Lin
After you came to Saline, I was excited and sad.
The sky of silent life seems to be decorated with twinkling stars. It's beautiful and simple. Make me happy.
It's just that you can't seem to see me. Or, turn a blind eye
I often sit by the salt lake and watch you command a family of five surnames to survey the topography of the sun. I know you are looking for a place to live for them, and you hope their children and grandchildren will thrive on a fertile land.
However, Yang Yan is such a small place.
It's just my little fairy's home. It can be used for me to have fun and rest, but it is not big enough for so many people to form a home.
Jun Lin
I called your name, but you never looked back.
Salt Yang, this place is vast, fish and salt come out, and I would like to keep you.
I am eagerly looking at your stubborn back, and my voice is getting smaller.
I'm not sure you can stay here with me, but I'll try. Otherwise, I am afraid that I will have a future without you, and I will regret my cowardice.
So, I summoned up my courage and blurted out what I had accumulated in my heart for many days.
But you are still indifferent and unwilling to be tempted.
You turned me down flat. There is no room for turning around.
I smiled when I watched your boat leave the salt water.
Laugh. Will not stop.
Or, you can't stop.
I can't count how many pieces my heart has been torn into. All I know is that all my self-esteem and pride are trampled under your feet. You have no pity.
However, I still hate you. I can't even gnash my teeth when I say your name.
I'm just sad, sad, resentful and scared.
I'm afraid I'll never see you again after you left the salt water.
Yes, I know. This parting will be forever.
I am just a little god, a humble and insignificant god living by the salt lake.
Like a tree, it can only take root in one place and cannot leave. If you leave, you will only die.
And you, because of me, will not go back and forth between your home and the sun. No, you won't.
In your eyes, I am not even as good as a butterfly.
So, Lin Jun, I'm sorry, I want to keep you, no matter what. Even death. Jun Lin
You know, I'm serious.
At night, the boat can't walk, so I'll come quietly to accompany you. You can't see me. Lin Jun, you are only one person after all. No matter how great or imposing, it is only one person. And I, no matter how humble and insignificant, am still a god.
In the morning, I became a flying insect, and many other flying insects I called flew in droves in the sky.
I call more and more flying insects with thin wings. Soon, the vast purple-blue sky was blocked, and even the sun could not penetrate.
By this time, it was already dark.
Lin Jun, I think you are in a panic.
The first time. Nothing you can do can stop it.
I am proud and sad to fly in the sky.
I kept you for a while, but what about later? Just as winter will come, insects will die, and I will eventually die of fatigue.
But one day you will be moved, won't you? Jun Lin
You were trapped by me for seven days and seven nights.
The ship can't go forward. Because you can't tell the difference between east and west.
On the eighth night, you shook your hand in the sky.
I know, you surrendered.
I fell, but also for myself.
I see your bloodshot eyes and chapped lips, and I feel distressed and sad.
You must have stayed up for seven days and nights, maybe, even, not a drop of water. However, these seven days have been thinking about how to deal with me and how to drive me away.
Rijun, why? Deliberately, but to deal with a goddess who cares so much about you?
However, if you refuse to stay, I will still fight you to the end.
After all, I am defending my love. Fragile, vulnerable, love that no one will pity. Only I am so persistent. Fight your indifference with your life.
But you surprised me. Makes me cry with joy.
You sent someone to give me a strand of hair.
You said that wearing it on your body means that you and I will live and die together.
I look at you, I can't believe this is you who refused to melt and compromise like an iceberg the day before yesterday. But I'd rather believe your sincerity. Even if it is only a summer snow, it will melt in the hot sunshine before landing.
I quickly pinned it to my waist. I turned charming in front of you.
I believe that at that moment, the mountains and rivers were eclipsed, and the sun and the moon were dull. Everything in the world is as happy as me.
Lin Jun, it's just that I was wrong. Right?
How can I, who has always been smart, make such a ridiculous and obvious mistake?
How can I believe your lies? How could I? You traded your life for your worthless hair? On the morning of the ninth day.
I thought you would never leave again. I thought you would stay in the sun with me, live with me, and live the life of a real fairy companion.
Because you, Zeng Zeng and I are all green.
It's just that I made myself laugh at myself again.
You still have to go.
I have to do the same thing again.
Called countless insects, made a black veil of heaven and earth, covering everything.
But today I saw that you didn't stay in the cabin to meditate as usual. But standing on the Shi Yang, holding a bow and arrow, as if looking for something.
What are you looking for? Jun Lin
Heaven and earth are in a mess. What else are you looking for? What does it mean to you now? Jun Lin
Just as I was speculating, I suddenly felt a terrible pain in my waist.
The pain spread all over my body so quickly that I couldn't stop.
So, I pretended to be a human being and fell rapidly from 90 thousand miles.
The wind whizzed past my ears. I know, that's Mrs. Feng's whisper. She is always nagging and trivial. I smell the flowers, too, and the flowers come in bursts.
Jun Lin
I saw you smug.
Aren't you sad? I fell from such a high place. I will be very painful.
I am confused and sad.
Inadvertently where the hand touches the arrow. I touched the blue silk floating in the air.
The arrow hit the knot of the strand of hair around my waist.
Rijun!
When I look at you again, you can't hide your ecstasy. You are smiling at the sky.
At this time, the swarm has no head and spreads out. The sky is clear and the sun shines on the earth again.
Lin Jun's boat can go forward.
You can leave the sun with your people and find a better place to live. Since then, it has flourished and continued to this day.
But what about me?
I can't stand the pain any longer.
I let out a cry and spit out countless drops of blood.
Who says God is immortal?
Didn't I just get shot dead by a man with an arrow? And completely dead. The heart will no longer live. I keep falling.
Finally enter the water.
Still so cool and clear water. The salt water that raised me brought me countless happy salt water.
Fortunately, I can enter its arms after I die.
After all, it is not an abandoned goddess.
I slowly close my eyes.
Tears mixed with salt water are indistinguishable.
Lin Jun, I once said that I want to keep you, no matter what. Even death.
I finally kept my promise, didn't I? Jun Lin