? I studied in a junior college. I'm not saying that the junior college is not good. I just think that the learning atmosphere of the junior college is much worse than that of a good university, and the school spirit is different. I like the atmosphere of university campus very much. I walk on campus with my schoolbag on my back, go to the library and read some classic ancient books. Go to class when it's time for class, do some part-time jobs or do something that interests you if you don't have class.
? I remember that there are only eleven boys in our class, but I always feel that I can't fit in with ten of them. It's not that I don't fit in, but that I don't want to fit in with them. Ten of them like surfing the Internet, playing games all night, and organizing black groups. I'm not resisting online games. I think it's all right to have moderate entertainment, but indulging in online games all day and neglecting my studies is completely wasting my parents' hard-earned money! And I often can't understand why I waste my precious time and limited youth on online games. Although I once wasted my youth, otherwise I wouldn't have come here. I didn't go to a good university, which is one of my regrets so far ...
? Because I can't find the same kind of people, I often hang out in the library. I like reading, and I like reading some classic ancient books and literary masterpieces. Of course, I will occasionally read some modern articles, such as Liu Tong's "Although your loneliness is defeated, it is glorious" and "One person is one person". Usually, I have always been a loner. Maybe in the eyes of others, I am an "orphan", incompatible with them and not following the crowd. But I think it's nice to be alone. I can go to dinner whenever I want, and I don't have to discuss it with others. I can do whatever I want. To be honest, I like this state. I don't have to socialize against my will, and I don't have to cheat! Take a look at your favorite books, and take a one-day trip to the surrounding scenic spots on holiday. I am very happy to think about it.
after graduation, I entered a fairly good state-owned enterprise. But like many couples, the graduation season is the break-up season. Although I like her very much, the reality is cruel. Graduation means a different place, and we have to face all kinds of realistic problems. These trivial things will become the reasons for quarreling. Say no, that's false. But there is no way to avoid quarreling. Love is like a handful of sand. The tighter you hold it, the faster it will run away.
? In the days that followed, I was decadent for a long time, just like life lost hope. At the same time, I also faced a debt crisis. When I was studying at school, I invested a little money and made an entrepreneurial project, which was a failure. In the end, I owed a lot of money without returning my blood. At that time, it could really be described as penniless. When you get paid, you have to pay off your debts, and you may have to borrow some more money to fill this hole. That time was the darkest time for me, the bottom of my life, and no one complained about the grievances in my heart. Only those who really experienced it would experience my feeling. Only at night can I cover myself in the quilt and cry for a while to release the pressure in my heart. This state lasted for half a year, and this crisis finally passed, and I began to get better slowly.
? Although I have always been alone, I am glad that I have not lost myself in this colorful world, and I have my own plan and the direction of my efforts. After work, you can write some words and read some books. Although it can't bring you anything economically, it can bring something different to your spiritual world. I like myself a little bit now, and I don't have to think too much. Although I am lonely, I am really too comfortable. With the growth of age, there will definitely be various reminders at home. While I can still withstand the pressure, I will hurry to be chic for a few years. After that, I will have to live in addition to raising a family and bringing up a baby. It will be difficult to enjoy this kind of life alone.