The writer is Nakajima Atsushi. Most of the novels are adapted from China's ancient books, that is, Tales of the Mountain and the Moon, Biography of Celebrities, The Birth of Jason Wu, Jason Wu's Sigh, Niu Ren, Xu Ying, Disciple and Li Ling, and then Husband and Wife and Lights and Wind and Dreams are all set in Nanyang. Only "Light, Wind and Dream" is inadvertently skipped, which is not suitable for personal reading taste.
To be honest, I had a strange reading experience when I read the first few articles. The raw materials are all local, and then processed by foreign authors, it is inevitable that there will be a "mixed blood" atmosphere.
As far as the content of the story itself is concerned, I personally prefer Tales of the Mountain and the Moon, Biography of Celebrity and Birth of Jason Wu, all of which have the characteristics of * * * * *: philosophizing the story.
This time, I will only tell the story of the mountain and the moon.
Shan Hai Jing, based on the legend of the Tang Dynasty, tells a bizarre story about Zheng Li, a gifted scholar and a beautiful woman. Zheng Li was a scholar when he was young and worked in a small place. Because he couldn't stand the bureaucracy, he buried his talent, quit his job and went back to his hometown to concentrate on writing poetry. I went crazy on the way out, followed a strange sound and disappeared into the world. Since then, there have been rumors of tigers where he disappeared. Zheng Li's former colleagues recognized Zheng Li, who had become a tiger, because of the road crossing here. They talked for a long time, thus revealing the cause and effect of becoming a beast.
"Even if the madness becomes a special class, the disaster stage still cannot escape.
Today's minions who dare to confront the enemy, then loudly.
I'm a foreign body, and you took advantage.
This evening, the mountain is not whistling to the moon, but howling. "
Zheng Li, who was self-sustaining but frustrated, finally became a beast because he couldn't stand the torture of his inner self.
Zheng Li, who became a beast, didn't know anything about it?
There are only a few hours in a day to make people think, but Zheng Li also knows why he has become what he is today. When talking with friends, he analyzed himself:
"Just now, I said, I don't know why I suffered such bad luck, but if you think about it, you won't be at a loss. When I was a human being, I tried to avoid interacting with people, so people called me arrogant. People don't know, in fact, something like shame is bothering me. Of course, I, once called a ghost emerging in difficult times, am not without self-esteem. However, this self-esteem is undoubtedly a timid self-esteem. I wanted to be famous for my poems, but I didn't continue to visit friends and teachers and learn from each other. At the same time, he disdains to associate with ordinary people. This is all because of my timid self-esteem and arrogant sense of shame. I am afraid that I am not a beautiful jade, so I dare not ponder hard, but I am dubious that I am a beautiful jade, so I refuse to be mediocre and refuse to associate with rubble. So I gradually got rid of the secular and alienated the world. As a result, resentment, shame and hatred encouraged my timid self-esteem more and more. In fact, anyone is an animal trainer, and that animal is nothing more than his temperament. For me, this conceited shame is an animal or a tiger. It destroyed itself, hurt his wife and children, hurt his friends, and finally, like this, turned his appearance into a shape consistent with his heart. Now that I think about it, what little talent I have is wasted. I often show off what' doing nothing for too long; Life is short if you want to do something. In fact, I don't have any great ambitions, but I'm afraid to expose my lack of talent and shameless laziness in refusing to work hard. I don't know how many talents are far less than my poet, but they have become outstanding through tempering and improving. Unfortunately, after becoming a tiger today, I finally understand this truth. Every time I think about this, my heart aches and I regret it. Up to now, I can't live a human life. Even if I sing a wonderful poem in my mind, I can't make it public. "
Because Zheng Li was so painfully aware that he completely lost the right to choose, animality gradually swallowed up human nature, which made people sigh. When I saw the hero's self-interpretation, I was deeply shocked and surprised by the author's accurate grasp of a specific psychology, which made people feel * * *. I used to be so pretentious but stingy with my efforts. Self-consumption all day, no intention to study. In fact, it is also a way to escape. I can't bear to face the cold reality and imagine a bright future in my mind, but it is not conducive to improving the status quo. The happiness of activists lies in thinking less, doing more, and giving their most precious energy to their favorite cause.
Because test scores are no longer the only criterion to measure success or failure, there are more and more difficulties in life, and the traces left by each difficulty are getting heavier and heavier. Simple and enthusiastic people can usually get unexpected joy. What does concentration bring us? Have you grasped the true feelings of every minute of your life? Is it the joy of getting closer and closer to your dream? Or is it practical and stable at present?
It is a great luck to live in peace and security in this world. Our eyes often look into the fascinating and mysterious distance. Almost everyone suffers from hyperopia to some extent. Without the courage to look far, there is no need to talk about life. If you stare at the distance for too long, what should you rely on to confirm the truth of life?
I don't know how many times I have seen this sentence "to create, not just to consume", and I will be deeply encouraged every time.
When you feel confused, don't let yourself stand still, because once you stop, you will be entangled in the old world. If you want to get out again, you have to work harder than before. The earlier you start, the lower the cost of trial and error.
Pick a direction! Move it. Move it. Move it.