The nurse looked at the clock whose hands had just dropped to "2" and replied, "It's late at night. Let's talk about it tomorrow. "
However, she has no tomorrow.
She soon fell into a deep coma and never woke up. In the end, she failed to tell Liang Sicheng herself. When her husband, who had been with her for 27 years, walked into the ward with the help of a nurse, she was calm, serene and cold, and never breathed again.
He couldn't help crying for the first time. He groped to sit by her bed, took her hand and kept repeating, "Suffering! Suffer! Hui, you really suffer! " Sad and sad.
It turns out that at the end of life, no matter how rich and gorgeous, it is just a desolate period. Her period was drawn at 6: 20 in April1955.
Be well born, grow well, learn well, marry well and love well. Lin, a "five good women", is as perfect as an idol, setting off other people of the same sex in a plain and cramped way.
Women always take a two-sided attitude towards her and appreciate it as a guiding light, hoping that they can't recreate a brilliant life with double harvests in love. Unscrupulously despised her hypocritical show, Hua generally shuttled between men and won the reputation of beauty and talented woman by gossip, lace and half-baked talent.
Men regard her as a flower to explain language, scrambling to squeeze into her "wife's living room". They are all important people of that era, such as Hu Shi, Xu Zhimo, Shen Congwen, Xiao Gan, Jin, Li Jianwu and Zhu Guangqian. And gathered around such a group of high-quality and successful members of the opposite sex. At least, she is not an illusory woman.
What kind of woman is she, despite exaggerated flattery, rampant flattery, and groundless rumors?
June 1904, 10, she was born in Hangzhou, Zhejiang Province, and her father Lin Changmin graduated from Waseda University. She was the "Procurator-General" of the Beiyang government, and she was friends with such top talents as Liang Qichao, Hu Shi and Xu Zhimo at that time. Uncle Lin Juemin is a famous 72 martyrs in Huanghuagang, and also the author of The Wife.
Maybe God gave her such an excellent father for balance, so he arranged an extremely ordinary mother for her. Her biological mother, He Xueyuan, is her father's side room, thinking like her own little feet, conservative and deformed. She runs a small workshop at home. She is illiterate and headstrong. She is always at odds with her educated mother-in-law, You Shi, who is good at calligraphy and calligraphy. He Xueyuan gave birth to the most favored eldest daughter Lin for her husband. Later, she gave birth to a man and a woman, but they died one after another. Therefore, she continued to marry, and Lin called her Er Nian. Although she has no education, Er Nian is clever and has given birth to several sons in succession, which makes her loved by her husband. He Xueyuan has long been forgotten in the unknown backyard.
When she was a child, she lived in the backyard with her mother. In the front room, there are often the laughter of the filial father and the husband who respects his wife, but the mother's yard is as silent as death. This sensitive daughter is in a dilemma between loving her father and not being loved by her father. Her mother's long-term neglect has accumulated into pervasive resentment, and her temper is getting worse and worse, and her personality is becoming more and more paranoid. She cherishes her father's love, but she can't escape her mother's hate.
The grievances and pains of the children in China's traditional polygamous family made her extremely self-respecting, precocious and anxious, and even the status of unmarried women became a permanent pain in her heart. Unhappy family life makes her very cautious in the face of marriage-Xu Zhimo thinks it is somewhat poetic wishful thinking to be able to stay with her after divorce.
As a teenager, her happiest time was when she went to Europe with her father. Her proud and enlightened father looked at her affectionately and said, "It is not easy to be the father of a talented daughter. You have to lower your seniority and make friends first. "
Father is the first man who appreciates her in his life.
I often think, if she had a chance to meet Liang Sicheng before she died, what would be the last thing she said to him? Is it to thank him for his generosity all his life?