You can't ask for advice humbly because you don't understand. Appreciate the master upstairs. Good. Or, you can have a look. It takes a lot of courage to learn Buddhism in order to achieve something. Especially Zen, most people can't learn it. Besides, it's not bad, equivalent to six generations. You can read it as a story first, which is full of Zen words. Experience it carefully. And what does the Diamond Sutra say by Mr. nan huaijin is also worth reading for beginners.
Hehe, I wish you an early Buddha! Achieve infinite wisdom and benefit all beings in all directions.
amitabha