Everyone is looking forward to having their own chinchilla, a lovely and warm patron saint. When we need him, he will appear in time; Please accompany us when we are afraid.
He has super powers and can easily solve our difficulties. Say to us in front of the stormy waves: "Don't be too sad, because I have been there."
My Neighbor Totoro's creation originated from the legend of Miyazaki Hayao's hometown. Miyazaki Hayao said, "In our country, there is a magical spirit. They live and play around us just like our neighbors. But ordinary people can't see it It is said that only children's innocent hearts can capture their traces. Calm down and listen, and you can vaguely hear the sound of them running in the wind. "
This film tells a dream about childhood. In summer, children are playing happily in the fields, and the happiness all over the mountains blows into our hearts like the refreshing wind in summer.
When the corn was almost ripe, my father took his two daughters to live in an old house in the country, waiting for his wife who was about to leave the hospital. Twelve-year-old Xiaoyue and four-year-old Xiaomei began to clean, go to school, plant trees, visit their sick mother, get lost and wait for their father to get off work. These scenes seem to have happened in our childhood, and the feeling of deja vu made me find the innocence and beauty of my childhood. Close your eyes, it seems that you can still smell the grass and mud by the river.
The appearance of my neighbor totoro adds many dreamy colors to the childhood of Xiaoyue and Xiaomei. My Neighbor Totoro only appeared four times in the film. Xiaomei got into a tree hole for the first time and met a sleeping totoro. The second time, the two sisters waited for their father to get off work on the platform, and my neighbor totoro appeared to accompany them; The third time, Xiaomei, an oak tree planted in the yard, expected it to sprout. My neighbor totoro used her super power to make the oak tree grow. The fourth time, Xiaoyue searched for the lost Xiaomei. My neighbor totoro summoned his mount, found Xiaomei, and sent them to the hospital to see their mother.
Totoro doesn't often appear, but it will appear every time a child needs it, bringing hope and happiness to the child.
It is said that Miyazaki Hayao's mother, like the mother of Xiaoyue and Xiaomei in the film, contracted tuberculosis when he was 6 years old and had to lie in a hospital bed every day. There is no way to hug him and tell him stories. The pain of losing his mother is deeply imprinted in his young heart. When he grew up, he painted this experience, which is My Neighbor Totoro.
Perhaps, in his heart, he hopes to have a partner, just like my neighbor totoro accompanying a little girl, even if I lose my mother. But this partner will never leave and will always be there. So he gave the warmth he had never had before to Xiaoyue and Xiaomei, and to us who watched the movie.
Miyazaki Hayao told us through movies that even if we lose our loved ones, we should stick to it. Many things will pass and life will be better.
In July this year, my brother and I had a serious contradiction, and my family structure was strange. My parents depend on me, old boys, and they have been looking for me everywhere since they graduated 1 1 years ago. In addition to my parents, I have also undertaken many things for my younger brother, and I have undertaken almost all the big and small things at home.
Parents are biased towards their older brothers, and older brothers are not good to their parents. We argued about it. It was the first time I had a long argument with my brother, but it didn't help. He is bad to his parents, and they are still bad to him. One is willing to fight, and the other is willing to suffer. I am the only one who is lost and sad.
When quarreling, there is always no good word. Brother said, don't come back later. There is no you in this family. Actually, I don't want it either. My only sadness is that my parents and I are drifting away.
This quarrel is like my long-planned arrangement. I want to isolate myself from Fan Sheng's American exploitation. I want to keep my distance from my family of origin.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm not good enough or I'm doing too well. Why do parents treat their sons and daughters differently?
Year after year, I shouldn't have expected more from my family, but that night, I cried like rain all night. The world of adults is full of difficulties. It is not enough to talk about life without the pain of crying until dawn.
I held Sixi, a friend who attended the concert in Miyazaki Hayao that year, as a gift from a media person to my totoro. He gave it to me and spent that unforgettable night. At that time, I thought, "If only I had a chinchilla, he is everywhere!" "
After revisiting My Neighbor Totoro again, I realized that I couldn't yell like a child any more. I could only let my sadness pile up until my tears overflowed like a turned-on tap. But I can still spend the darkest night holding my totoro like a child.
My parents and I are a little shallow. I need love, and there's nothing they can do, because they gave it to other children.
In the film, I saw my childhood that I often miss. If we were children again, we would laugh first, then cry loudly, and finally fall asleep with tears and smiles. This is my portrayal of that night.
Some people, some love, I will never get it. But I still have to recognize the world and love it. In this life, the next life may not be in this world. Some troubles, lost, have a chance to calm down. So no problem, don't worry, everything will be fine. Laugh out loud and you won't be so scared.
After that night in July, I started traveling for nearly half a month. Travel is an outlet for my negative emotions. When I went out for a walk, all the unpleasant things were forgotten.
What is there to be afraid of? Because life can't be worse, many things have passed and good days have come.