Slow voice
Looking around, lonely and sad. It's the hardest to stop breathing when it's warm and cold. Three glasses of light wine, how can you beat him? It's too late in the wind. Guo Yan is very sad, but this is an old acquaintance. Yellow flowers were piled all over the floor, withered and damaged. Who can pick them now? Looking out the window, how can you be black alone! Indus is drizzling, and at dusk, it is falling. This time, what a sad sentence! ?
From a noble family to a wandering world, from playing the piano and singing to dying alone, Li Qingzhao's first half and second half are worlds apart. After the change of Jingkang, Li Qingzhao was devastated. During this period, her works were no longer fresh and pleasant, but melancholy and sad, mainly expressing the memory of her late husband Zhao Mingcheng and her lonely and desolate situation. When the seven groups of overlapping words in the first sentence are read out, there is a feeling like pouring pearls, large and small, into a plate of jade. I only feel that my tongue and tongue are singing back and forth repeatedly, wandering in the downturn, and being sad tactfully, as if I heard a very sad person whispering. However, before she spoke, she felt that she had made the audience feel her sadness, and when she finished, the sadness still did not dissipate. An inexplicable sadness permeates my heart, permeates the air, and lingers for a long time, with endless aftertaste.
Due to the lack of data records, it is difficult for us to clearly sort out her life track. We only know that Li Qingzhao wrote "Beating Horse Sutra" and its preface in his later years, and also visited Mi Youren, the son of Mi Fei, with Mi Fei's ink and asked for an inscription. It is said that Li Qingzhao also completed Zhao Mingcheng's unfinished work "The Story of the Stone" and presented it to the court. At the same time, Li Qingzhao created many works in adversity, but there were no words.
Wulingchun
The wind has stopped the dust, the fragrant flowers have blossomed, and I am tired of combing my hair at night. Things are people, not everything, and tears flow first. It is said that Shuangxi Spring is still good, and it is also planned to make canoes. I'm afraid the boat won't move. I'm worried.
This was done by Li Qingzhao when she took refuge in Jinhua. At that time, Li Qingzhao's stone carvings and stone cultural relics had been completely lost, and no one cared. The Jin Army on the north bank of the Yangtze River was invading the south again in conjunction with the Qi Army of the puppet regime. Li Qingzhao, a wandering woman, has experienced a lot of ups and downs and uttered a sigh that "things are not always over." She intends to go boating in Shuangxi to relieve her mood, but she can't let go of the sadness that the river can't bear. It can be seen that Li Qingzhao's last few years were extremely tragic.
According to historical records, Li Qingzhao in her later years was lonely, homeless and extremely embarrassed in her illness. A matchmaker introduced her to a scholar named Zhang Ruzhou. As a weak woman, Li Qingzhao could hardly survive in turbulent times, so she agreed to this marriage. Who knows, Zhang Ruzhou is a greedy and selfish villain. She married Li Qingzhao in order to seize the precious cultural relics in her hands. After being rejected, she abused Li Qingzhao in every way, and Li Qingzhao resolutely chose to end the marriage.
If the pain of remarriage is the first tragedy of Li Qingzhao's later years, then the hatred for the country and family is a heart disease that accompanies her later years. During her wandering in the south, Li Qingzhao never forgot her homeland and never let go of her concern for the country and people. She followed the escape route from Zhao Gou, Song Gaozong, went to Fenghua and Taizhou via Yuezhou and Mingzhou, and then returned to Yuezhou from Wenzhou. During Li Qingzhao's exile, cultural relics and treasures were stolen by nomads, thieves and even officers and men. Suggestions for four years, Song Huizong saw that many people are not easy to escape and ordered to be dismissed. Li Qingzhao was disappointed to see that the head of a country only cared about his own life. Li Qingzhao in her twilight years is alone, and her inner bitterness is "what a sad sentence"!
The world is like a flood, but Li Qingzhao is drifting in it like a boat. She has been hit by family, emotion and country, and she is exhausted. But in my opinion, the biggest blow to Li Qingzhao in her later years was that as a scholar, she had no chance to realize her own value. The tragedy of Li Qingzhao is that her dual identity cannot be integrated. As an intellectual, she has a high social prestige, while as a woman, she is at the bottom of society. In such an era when women are virtuous and talented, it happened that Li Qingzhao had a delicate heart.