What's it like to like someone for the first time?

I feel very nervous when I like someone for the first time. Every time I see that person, my first thought is to avoid him and carefully hide my love for him. It seems that as long as someone sees me, I will feel that my secret has been leaked. I am afraid that I will not get a response from that person, and I am afraid that I will get a response. I just say thank you and like me. The first boy I liked when I was a child was such an excellent boy that I still remember him.

He is the best boy in the class. Although there are some strange things, he always does some strange things.

This is the boy I like, and this is the first time I like someone. When I like someone for the first time, I am ignorant and naive. I really like him, and I don't have any ideas. I just like him cleanly. Although nothing happened after us. But sometimes it is very happy to think back on my youth and like such a good person. Now he is studying in the best university in China, and he is still the excellent boy I like very much. I hope he gets better and better. After all, he is very important in my youth.