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Already Bai Huer~
In 7 AD, our fox family moved from the extremely distant Mars to a place called Tianya Haijiao 33 It's called a place like no other in the world. During those years, our fox family had many, many descendants, and I, luckily, became one of them.
It is very strange to say that, logically, in the words of our Fox clan leader Zhang Gongchang: it has been passed down from generation to generation for so long, our
Hu family Every fox in the family is always white and fat after birth. But for the first time, I am all black and skinny. As for how dark and skinny I am, to use the words of the people in the Earth in 2007: simply. It's a whole refugee camp of black Africans. For this reason, Zhang Gongchang, the leader of the Fox clan, gave me a name: Bai Huer~. As the name suggests, it means that in the days to come, I hope that I will no longer be so black and thin. Qiudi Shouer~
In our fox family, every fox has to go through a certain journey to become a real fox. As for the name of this section of the road that must be passed through
It’s really hard to say. I tried to ask everyone from high to low in the clan, but it was a useless question. If I asked, the older generation "Informed people" always say "Everything must be investigated and found by oneself" and so on. One night, I pestered Patriarch Zhang Gongchang in every possible way, and finally I got a small harvest. Patriarch Zhang Gongchang said that every fox must find another little fox, that is, another little fox. The ego is the real heroic successor to the Fox clan.
I will bear in mind the words of patriarch Zhang Gongchang. As for how to find it, where to find it, and what it looks like, I naturally know nothing about it, and I’m full of things~
When you don’t know how to deal with it, don’t do anything. I have always been like this~
For some reason, I have been obsessed with black and white since I was a child. As for the reason, in the words of Zhang Gongchang, the leader of our fox tribe, white fox children suffer from the disease. Children with color blindness directly lead to the fact that they can only recognize two simple colors. As for whether this is the reason, no one knows, but ~, no one has made a second explanation besides this. For this reason, over time, this has become the reason.
Ever since I was a child, I have loved reading books written by "Wang Er" and listening to songs sung by "Phoebe". When I have nothing to do, I like to hold a pen knife and write and write. The fragrant-smelling characters come out of the ink, I write and read them by myself, I feel very happy and don’t miss Shu ~ I can follow my heart and desire naturally for a long time
Over time, I have a handwriting of my own. This directly leads me to like people with beautiful handwriting and talented people.
But looking at the past, what I see is a blank. They like tragic novels on the Internet. They like to change boyfriends and girlfriends faster than changing clothes. They like to play online games with just ten fingers. The Pentagon or a person can destroy a person's inner world. They also like Tiantian M's and KFC...but there are no eyes like what I'm looking for~
Time goes like this, day after day. , year after year, century after century, ups and downs have passed~ And I have been walking on the road of finding myself, and all I have gained is my fatigue~
Time kept wandering, and before we knew it, we arrived at 1007 AD. This year, I followed the pace of time and wandered to Baidu Chinese website, the world's largest Chinese search website. Baidu has indeed lived up to the expectations of the world's largest Chinese website. At a glance, everything is prosperous. As soon as I arrived at Baidu, the place was filled with people from all over the world, old and young, people I knew and people I didn’t know. It was such a huge crowd.
I took a closer look at the back, and suddenly realized that it was covered with a layer of skin. Didn’t you see, “Tall, short, fat, thin, handsome and ugly, sneaking around, building beams and demolishing walls, all in front of me, modest gentlemen, showing their chicness in every gesture, and graceful ladies, A frown and a smile can make people collapse. People of all colors come in and out." - {This sentence is quoted from Zhang ~'s mood notes "Words dancing in hazy eyes" Editor's note} The excitement turns out to be just an illusion, that's all. And I never like this kind of excitement. Just when I was about to leave this place and continue searching, I saw a touch of "black + white" - the classic colors of our fox tribe. This surprised me so much that I stopped. I looked carefully and focused, and it was really too damn subtle to see such a classic black + white show here. Thinking of this, my footsteps were already heading towards that black + white I walked to the place where I was, and saw the name of the owner written next to the door number. He was born on October 2, 1987, the year of the Earth. When I looked at it, no one seemed to be at home. It’s just that I can’t wait for the owner named Xiao He to come back and allow me to go in and take a look. In the blink of an eye, I have walked into the black + white space. Haha~ I like it~ It makes me feel so happy The pleasant black + white color and a familiar feeling instantly filled my heart. Such warm and clear colors, the whole space is mainly simple and three-dimensional. There is a bedroom and a study room. The floor and walls are all in black and white. There are really many books in the study room. There are also a few familiar books that I have read, such as Triple Door. , La Fei; there are also records including British rock, coldplay, Hamasaki Ayumi, Zheng Jun, Xu Wei, etc.; there are also movies that I am very familiar with, such as The Killer Isn’t Too Cold, The Shawshank Redemption, Blue Sea and Blue Sky, catch me if you can, The Truman Show. The most important thing is that there is also a mood notebook, with the words "Open to the outside world" written in flying and flying calligraphy on the edge of the cover. This reminds me of the great idea of ??the great man Deng Xiaoping’s opening-up policy around 1997 in the Earth year. Maybe it was developed from here. Of course, the authenticity of this needs to be verified. Haha~
Regarding the mood notebook, this one is in our fox clan. Notebooks are very personal and private, but I didn’t expect this one.
The name is Xiao Whose master, this place has been opened directly to the outside world. I couldn't restrain my excitement and joy and opened the notebook of my mood notes. Oh, as soon as I opened it, my three dreams were written in front of me: 1) Become a computer master; 2) Learn Japanese well and go to Japan; 3) Go to an island with no memory in the center of the Pacific. This is really a very pure little boy. Then I turned over, and there were a lot of random words all over the place. They looked very casual and easy, and they could do whatever they felt comfortable with. Some of them were very wild, and I liked them very much. This is how the words should be written, I personally think, ha. It's like I've met a close friend. Below, there are some pictures of celebrities, which are beautiful. There are pictures of the ageless Lingling sister, there are pictures of Hamasaki Ayumi who especially admires "high-quality idols", and there are many that I don't recognize. Then, the scent of the pen and knife was everywhere again. Well, I chewed it hard and almost fell asleep. I couldn't help it. It was written so well that I felt it was the words that expressed it. In Xu'er, it was just like myself talking to myself, and a very subtle feeling rippled in my heart. There are also some poems plus some limericks, some indicating daydreams, some truths, there are so many, I can't put them down, I really can't wait.
Have you ever had that kind of moment, that moment when you suddenly met yourself~
What was it like?
You ask me?
No, don’t ask me. Ask me, I don’t know either. Some things cannot be said, such as the things that happened when I met myself. They are really too subtle, too subtle to be expressed in words. Of course, if you are willing to say that I am stupid and can’t express myself, I No objection, I raised my hands and feet to express my agreement. What do I care about? Nothing makes me happier than meeting the little bits and pieces of myself.
Has your heart blossomed~
There is no doubt that the sentiments revealed in Xiao He's words are so sincere and true, and these are exactly What I've been looking for
if I'm being honest.
I originally planned to wait for the return of the master, the little one, but after waiting for a long, long time, there was no sign of him. The night was getting late, and it seemed that I couldn’t wait for the return of the master, the little one. So I used Baidu information in the Baidu information database. He left a message from me to him: Hi, who are you, long time no see~.
Bai Huerzi~
"Hi, long time no see~"
I didn't expect that the owner named Xiaohe saw the message I left at that time. I downloaded the message and messaged me back. Haha~, this is really surprising.
Yes, I got in touch with the owner named Xiao You who only decorated his home with one kind of black and one kind of white. We kept going back and forth, but unexpectedly, there was no barrier. This is strange. Logically speaking, one year on their earth is one hundred years on ours. I am many years older than him, but it’s just that it’s strange here. How can there be no barrier? (I have lost my mind and can’t figure it out. It seems that I have to plan how to quickly go into the little one’s head and live there for ten or eight years. It’s best to do a complete anatomy of the little one. (My brain)
Yes, I forgot about it after a long-lasting friendship. I was playing with me while answering questions on Baidu. My points were rising every day. Yes, I feel happy in my heart. However, I also have some contradictions in my heart. I want my little one to answer more questions, but I also want to see the words written by my little one every day. Being so arrogant, in the end, naturally, in the end I always lose sight of the other. Xiaoshe, Xiaoshe is responsible for writing. Sometimes he complains that I am too dark. I always pester him to write, which makes him almost fall down from exhaustion. Moreover, I don’t even pay Ding any royalties, and I don’t even buy popsicles to quench his thirst. I want the big ones, and he wants the small ones; I keep all the jelly beans, and occasionally I eat them secretly. Regarding this, I always feel guilty. It’s not that I don’t want to write, but I want to say Yes, little one has written it all out in the best way. Let me see and read it. The most beautiful and good thing in this world is that there is a "little me" who can express what he wants to say one by one. Saying it and letting yourself know is the best thing I can think of.
After getting to know the little one, and meeting the little one, we fell in love at first sight. We went sightseeing together, we rode bicycles together in the dusk and headed into the distance under the sunset; we walked hand in hand through many small alleys and sat back to back. There are many city wall roots; we have caught many butterflies together; we have played with the rabbits together; I will also pester who wants to hug the baby, and I will always sneak in like a baby. The children in his arms always stay in his arms and let him put his arms around me to sleep instead of sleeping on the bed; and the rabbits, because I always pester the little one, causing him to die. I had to take time to take care of them, and in the end I had no choice but to send them back to Sister Chang'e in the sky to help take care of them~
I'm sorry, little one, it's all my fault, the rabbits were sent to Sister Chang'e. No matter what, you can blame me, I have no complaints~
Silly white fox~, you are not allowed to feel guilty, this is not your fault, you understand~
Little one , I don’t understand~
Oops~, Bai Huer, how can you be like this, this is not good
Who are you~
Okay~ , if the remedy can help you sleep peacefully, then hold the little me tightly and don’t say anything, but can this hug last a little longer~
Yes~ , Little Who~ (Flying~)
One day, I said to the leader Zhang Gongchang of the Fox Clan, Chief, I have met the little fox~, that is, the "little me"~
The patriarch told me, then, have you fallen in love with that "ego"?
Why do you want to fall in love?
Only when you fall in love can you It was a true encounter~
After Zhang Gongchang, the leader of the Fox clan, said these last words, he looked at me meaningfully, and then left with a smile on his face
I don’t understand~
There is no doubt that I rely on the little one, I miss the little one all the time, except for work, my life is the little one, or to be precise
It's true that I want to possess him, if I'm being honest.
In addition to missing the younger one every day, I also miss the younger one. When I see another girl liking him
I will get jealous; whenever there is any disturbance, I will go crazy and jump on my feet. Yes Yes, I must admit that I am afraid of losing the little one, and I worry about gains and losses, but is this love~
The ancients said that love is to be together~. Well, yes, this should be love~I figured it out all at once, and I couldn't wait
to go to the little one's house and tell the little one about this~
"Baihu'er, I have good news for you. I have become a "Baidu Knowledge Expert". And, um, Shaosha Zhi and I are getting married. The time is tomorrow. You must remember to come and drink with us. Wedding wine..."
I will never forget that autumn. On that day, when I was walking on the road to my little one's house, my heart was filled with uncontrollable joy
The feeling of joy~, but turned into nothingness in the next second~" Little one, well, it's like this. Tomorrow I'm going to a distant place, and I'll make up for it when I get back from the wedding. I wish you and Shao Shazhi have a happy life. ~, I picked up a leaf on the roadside to Baidu. There were some characters engraved on it with a pen. On the edge of the jasmine plate on your window sill, remember to read, An~
The character Bai Huer~
Attached are the characters on the edge of the handkerchief, as follows:
I am a fox who has been practicing for a thousand years
A thousand years of practicing and being alone
In the dead of night
Can anyone hear me? Cry
In a dimly lit place
Can someone see me dancing
I am a fox waiting for a thousand years
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In the rolling world
Who planted the poison of love again
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When I loved you
You were penniless and studying hard
When I left you
You were on the gold medal list
Can I dance for you again
I am the white fox you released thousands of years ago
Look at the fluttering clothes
Everyother's oaths of love turned into nothingness
In the autumn of 1007 AD, all that was left in my mind were the dizziness and the blank white patches~
In 2007 AD, A thousand years later, I passed by Baidu again and heard from far and near the words I wrote on the edge of the handkerchief in 1007 AD. Apparently, those words had been compiled into a song. It must have been listened to over and over again. I was wondering, back in 1007 AD, did that little person see the words I wrote to him on the side of the handkerchief? Or, finally, If the little one didn't see it, then who had thrown the handkerchief in the wind and someone picked it up again, scratching at each word: When were these words written? ? What kind of stories are there? Who can tell us these stories? Who knows.
Unknown, no answer~
Yes, the sound from the gramophone is getting closer and clearer. When I got there, I could hear the singing clearly, and I walked over. It turned out that it was a young boy who was listening. I took a closer look and saw the name on his clothes that Baidu knew. It's sxl9999, oh, what a well-behaved little boy, and the old and crisp phonograph came back with the voice I copied next to the handkerchief ~ about the fears, losses, and sadness related to love. , resentment, those hatreds, those dependences, those possessions...~
On this day in 2007 AD, I did not expect to hear this, and what I did not expect was that in this In this era, there are still people who are obsessed with the theme of "love" described in 1007 AD. Regarding this, I don't know whether to be happy or sad~
Love, love~, in 2007 AD.
If love~, it will no longer be... Fear is not love, dependence is not love, possession is not love, domination is not love, responsibility is not love, obligation is not love, and complaining is not love , control is not love, jealousy is not love, self-pity is not love, the pain of not being loved is not love, love is not the opposite of hate, just as humility is not the opposite of vanity. Love, love~, it is not the product of thoughts, love is not the past tense, thoughts are in the past; love is the present tense, only in the present, pouring all your passion into it, crossing the realm of thoughts and consciousness, and entering a wonderful world. The source, at the beginning, maybe we don’t know what to do. Yes, don’t be nervous, don’t be afraid. When you don’t know what to do, then don’t do anything and let your heart be complete. When the whole earth becomes silent, I mean complete silence, which means that you will no longer be searching, desiring, or pursuing. There will no longer be a center point that always controls you. Once the center point disappears, Love, love~, look, it appears~
Love, love~, if you love, if you understand love, then love does not need to follow anyone~. That little boy sxl9999 who is far away at the end of the world, I wonder if he can hear me at this moment~ Is the distance between him and me too far?
Even though we are far away On the horizon, close before our eyes~, I hope you can hear~
Ann~
Elf in the world
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