Who has a composition-learning Chinese characters is both sweet and bitter.

"I like you inexplicably and fall in love with you deeply. There is no reason and no reason. " These well-known lyrics, to my ears, are very similar to describing their relationship with calligraphy and even dancing and writing. I don't know if it's fate or accident. Anyway, since I was sensible, I have formed an indissoluble bond with "writing". One side of the soil and water, one side of the people. My love and understanding of "writing" should be related to the mountains, rivers and customs that gave birth to me and raised me. Articles are natural, and art needs talent. I dare not pretend to be smart, but I do have some talent and understanding in writing. Maybe it's because I don't have the opportunity or ability to be a gifted classmate. After reading for so many years, my composition and calligraphy have always been the best in my class. Not being able to do wall newspapers and draw slogans has not only won me a lot of respect and reputation, but also cultivated my interest and confidence in writing. As for writing, although I developed some interests when I was young, I hardly know what calligraphy is because I have never been exposed to famous calligraphy. The so-called copybook I first saw was. To really fall in love with calligraphy is to be involved in the "calligraphy fever" consciously or unconsciously as a lover. In those years, I copied all the legal posts I could get and read all the books and periodicals several times. Although it is behind closed doors, it is also free to practice your own kung fu. Habit becomes nature, and "writing" has become the most important part of my life and even my life. Writing at work, writing documents and writing speeches to support the family; After work, I also write, write calligraphy and poetry to cultivate my self-cultivation. Writing at work is regarded as a "thoroughfare" and almost a stylized red tape. I have to cater to the appetite of leaders and consider the influence of society. I had to think about it and look around. Although I always want to incorporate some personal will, this is an economic and political event of one side. Only by public, not by private, only by people, not by me. I can't do it well if I express it at will. Although writing after work is a "trail", everything can be dominated by me. If you don't want to be public, you can be broad-minded, walk freely, write as you like, and vent as you like. The feeling of showing yourself incisively and vividly is often like "a little respect, thousands of miles away", cool! In recent years, I began to "practice favoritism and malpractice" again, writing articles and revising manuscripts with a brush in the office, and whenever I have time, I will take a copy of Chunhua Pavilion Post to see my arrival, which has added a little relaxation and fun to my heavy and boring work life. I yearn for an elegant and broad-minded artistic life. Self-appointed humble room is called "secluded house", which means carefree; Also known as "New Talks", it means happy when you lose, happy when you are rich and poor, humiliated when you are proud, happy when you live, and calm when you die. There are also "six schools": be kind to others, not contend with the world, keep company with books, make a living with literature, make the old new and keep pace with the times. I can't tell whether the outlook on life determines the outlook on art, or whether the outlook on art affects the outlook on life, whether it is promoting to a higher position or becoming famous and married. Although it is still difficult to be indifferent, it is really getting weaker and weaker. The most important thing now, besides doing something beneficial to society as much as possible, at least harmless, is to find yourself in "writing" and sublimate life. For calligraphy, I love the ancients and am used to seeing the four wonders. But what I like best is the rhyme of Jin and the meaning of Song, especially the free and easy life, calligraphy and calligraphy life of Erwang and Su Mi. I deeply feel that amateurs are the most beautiful. The same is writing, and the industry of writing makes me worry about food and clothing and have a burden; Amateur writing makes me waste paper and ink, and also makes me relaxed and happy. Whether I am a man or a writer, I pay more and more attention to the process rather than the result. In fact, the final result of life is the same as death, and the only difference is the wonderful degree of the process. In life, we should make the process of life as interesting and colorful as possible, and artistic accomplishment is a colorful stone on the road of life. However, the really wonderful life is "it is better to ask for yourself than to ask for others". Instead of competing with others for strength, fame and profit, it is better to calm down and cultivate yourself. "Doing nothing" is unexpected and natural. My calligraphy is becoming less and less utilitarian. I don't want to shock the world, I don't want to make a fortune, and I don't always want to surpass myself, surpass others, win prizes in exhibitions and make a name for myself, but enjoy the comfort and entertainment brought by writing. Taking part in some activities is also to broaden your horizons, make friends and do your duty. After work, sit quietly in the study, place two pots of flowers, light a wick, open an inkstone, grind Hui ink, spread Xuan paper, recite a lake pen, or sing a swan song, or copy a famous calligrapher's post, or concentrate more, feel the harmony and change between heart, pen, ink, paper and even people in heaven and earth, and let everything go with the flow. "Even if the wind blows away overnight, it is only near the shallow waters of Lu Hua." I can lift and put down things outside my body. But apart from family and friendship, what wastes me and pleases me is "writing", because I am afraid that I can't stand the life of not writing for a long time, especially not touching calligraphy. Descartes said: I think, therefore I am. The famous philosophical proposition "I write, therefore I am" is used by me.