I once heard the saying "use strength to make feelings come true", and I think it really speaks to people's hearts. Don't talk eloquently, show some real skills and see. Okay, you guys play, I'm going back to do my homework quietly! Of course, this statement is correct, and it is very inspiring. But if you take a closer look, you feel like you are tasting warm chicken soup in this cold weather at the end of the year~ After all, we have been pretending quite well all the way, and we all have feelings, but strength cannot be achieved overnight, and it is difficult to cover everything. Besides, what kind of ability is qualified to touch feelings? Number one? So should I and the extras still have deep thoughts~? As I write this, it suddenly occurred to me that this article is a promise to junior students to share some of their experiences in school and the army, and it is to encourage them! Encourage! superior! Enter! Yes, hurry up and return to the right path. (Photos are attached upon request, you can ignore them~)
So what is sentiment? Earlier, there was a music program that often asked, "What is your dream?" Of course, feelings are not the same as dreams. I think they are much more willful than dreams. At a larger scale, it can be to lead the wave of the industry, to be at the pinnacle of civilization, to want the smog to dissipate completely, and to make the national football team worthy of the enthusiasm of the fans; at a smaller scale, it can be to love family, love to travel, love Qin chess, calligraphy and painting, He loves to make fun of himself, or it may be a kind of paranoid persistence that only he understands. When we are happy, our emotions will swell, and when life suffers setbacks, they will become depressed. A life without feelings is bound to be uninteresting. However, if the full of feelings are allowed to wander and overflow, it will not only make people disgusted, but also deserve the label of "bad street".
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If you love it, you have to "compete" with it, so that there will be a real bond, interaction or mutual beautification between you. What I understand as "feelings coming to fruition" does not necessarily have to be a certain standard, but it must be devoting your unique energy, thoughts and emotions to it. I have a buddy who really likes calligraphy. Not only does he spend some time every day practicing calligraphy, he also likes to interact with us. When he first started practicing calligraphy last year, he liked to post what he had written on the wall of our dormitory. We joked together that this would definitely ward off evil spirits. Sure enough, several brothers in the dormitory failed all three subjects in the road test. Fortunately, this year the school arranged for us to move from the riverside dormitory to Mulan Road. A year has passed, and he now prefers to share words of satisfaction in space and circles of friends, and I feel most deeply that diligence and progress can really be so intuitively proportional, and we will give him heartfelt comments. and likes. In addition to online interactions, sometimes he will give you a carefully completed work if you disagree. Later, several classmates in our laboratory were influenced by it and started writing. We never thought about who would become a calligrapher in the future, but the calmness when painting each stroke, and the joy every time when sharing with us, are other things that no one else can compare and feel. When it comes to chasing what you love, I think there are two types of people who are most worthy of admiration. One is from a professional perspective, who insists on scientific training, pays attention to the quality of hardware, and cultivates a master-level mentality. The other kind is like my brother, who truly integrates what he loves into his life and treats it as a heart-to-heart partner. At this time, the value of attitude is often greater than the value of level. I have never studied calligraphy, but I absolutely believe that the richness that calligraphy brings to his life is far more than that. I think this is their unique "competition" with the emotion of calligraphy.
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Feelings are sometimes like an idol. If you want to say hello to her up close, you need to make some efforts to create such an opportunity. I have always been particularly fond of movies and television. I think it is a wonderful thing to interpret a fictional story, and the story and characters presented on the screen will have many gimmicks worthy of being highlighted. I like to write reviews of movies that I have seen that moved me a lot. Although my opinions are not professional enough, I can always gain new insights into movies and TV shows through interactions with other reviewers. One day when I was an undergraduate, while chatting with a friend, I suddenly came up with the idea of ??making a short film, and the two of them hit it off immediately.
None of us had any foundation or professional guidance, but when we thought that we were going to create our own movies, which was something that we always felt was sacred in our hearts, we were full of excitement and passion. During that time, after class, I ran to the library to look up information, including some books on film and television editing and directing, and picked out a few relatively easy-to-read books. I also went online to learn the production process of micro-films, the division of labor among the crew, the qualities of an excellent director and the main tasks that need to be mastered, etc. My friend is mainly responsible for writing the script. Since we all have zero foundation, our preparations progress very slowly. Sometimes we will argue about the name of a character for a long time. Half a month later, the script was basically completed. I roped in two friends who like photography to play with us, and selected the male and female protagonists based on my friends’ recommendations. Slowly, the team was gradually improved by the addition of people responsible for props, makeup, drivers, etc.
When I heard in a movie trailer that a certain movie was a masterpiece that took several years to create, I was very puzzled. Isn’t it just a two-hour movie? Why did it take so long to shoot? , now I finally understand that for a short film like ours with zero special effects, there were many difficulties during the filming process. I am not good at communication. There are middle-aged characters in the plot who need teachers and fathers, and some scenes are in the company. When shooting, I had no choice but to boldly ask for help and negotiate. Usually there are also the influences of the rental of props, venue, weather and surrounding environment. Our shooting time alone lasted more than a month. With post-production editing, it took us three days to make a 13-minute micro-film. Months long. The moment it was finally completed, I felt completely shaken, but I felt a sense of joy and relief that I had never experienced before. I slept all day long the next day. During the dinner, my biggest emotion was not the work itself, but that I missed the NG on the shooting scene and I was very grateful for each other's tolerance. Although it has delayed everyone's study time and dating time, I think this kind of experience also gives us who have feelings for film and television an additional angle to interact with it.
Sometimes I feel that my feelings are very similar to the Xianxia game we once played. Seeking immortality is an illusory thing. It is the various dangers on the road of rivers and lakes that broaden our horizons and strengthen our consciousness. Only by improving the level and tempering the state of mind can this fictional character become full of flesh and blood. Before I joined the army, all my admiration for soldiers came from movies. Every time I saw special forces performing tasks, they could keep a clear head in complex environments and decisively hit the enemy in the face of various adverse factors. In addition, that Wearing handsome combat uniforms and cool equipment, my little heart of admiration can't hold it back. I didn't know how far away I was from that state until I participated in flood fighting for the first time after joining the army. I had only been away from the university campus for two months at that time, and my unit was required to perform a search and rescue mission. During the search and rescue after the flood, it was almost impossible to find a living person, and that was in the summer. When I saw the first corpse, it was actually inaccurate to describe my state as scared. My face began to tingle, and I felt that the skin from my forehead to the corners of my eyes was very tight. We were wearing chemical protective suits outside, and we were sweating constantly inside. My clothes were basically soaked. I tried my best to adjust my emotions first. Because it needs to be lifted up from under the bridge hole, there is no road, so it can only be climbed up from the slope. I was standing at the back with my feet up, and it was reflected in front of my eyes. Even though I was wearing a professional mask, I could still smell an indescribable smell. The biggest problem is that it is really heavy, maybe because of drinking too much water. I am the strongest among the four of us, but it was already very strenuous. My hands were even shaking due to nervousness. If anyone really didn't hold on and let go, I would have to hold this "cute" person standing behind me. "Cute big lump" Haha. After the first mission was completed, my mental state was not completely relieved. At noon, our logistics comrades transported the lunch boxes to the front line. Strangely enough, I feel like every dish has the same indescribable taste. . . . .
What really changed my mentality was what I saw at the scene.
He must be a forensic doctor, wearing a white coat but with his arms open and not even a mask, taking DNA samples from the corpse. That skillful movement and even slightly lazy demeanor are like a worker on the assembly line in the workshop. My concept was also enlightened very quickly. We are all human beings. How could others focus all their energy on the work itself? I still have free time to be nervous and afraid. Really, just for a moment in such a situation, my mentality changed as drastically as a game upgrade. When faced with similar scenes later, I seemed to have the attribute of magic immunity.
Let’s talk about shooting. After two years in the army, I have practiced live-fire shooting a lot. Rather than practicing skills, it is better to practice stability and mentality. Because the operation of the gun is too simple, but the core ability is the feel and control of the gun. Just like how a basketball player feels about dribbling, or an experienced driver feels about controlling a car, shooting is more about the integration of man and gun. If you can feel that the gun is part of your body, then you have crossed the threshold of a sharpshooter, but in training The stage doesn’t feel like that. Last year I was fortunate enough to be selected to participate in the shooting training of the corps. No matter how much we liked guns before, during that time we all suffered from the heavy load brought by the guns. The greater the amount of training, the heavier the gun felt than usual. , I wish I could throw it far away. Sometimes it takes dozens of minutes to finalize an action, and sniper training can even take hours.
It was for a period of time that I had a strong feeling of rejection towards guns, but no matter how much rejection I felt, I still understood that I was here on behalf of the detachment, and shooting was a sport that I admired so much. , I fiercely competed with myself in my mind, insisting on completing the training volume. In the two weeks near the end, the training team held many competitions. Because they were basically comprehensive shooting, my advantages in physical fitness and concentration were highlighted in the competition. With confidence, my condition and luck will naturally follow. Getting better and better. In a well-disciplined army, many experiences are not arranged by oneself, just like the plot designed in the game. But as long as the feelings are not lost, "competition" exists in these processes that one cannot escape.
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In fact, it is not only us who are managing our feelings, but our feelings will also give us some habits or temperament. It is said that "there is poetry and calligraphy in our belly." The dressing styles of many artists, the extreme challenges that many entrepreneurs like, and the conversational skills of many scholars are all products of the interaction between them and their feelings. Of course, I have no contact with these people. I just want to talk about the impact of sports on me. I usually participate in many sports, but there is only one that I can really talk about - running. Running is a solitary sport. During the running process, we can clearly feel the body's soreness, tiredness or lightness. During the running process, we can calmly enter one's thoughts. I started participating in school sports meets in the sixth grade of elementary school. Every year I signed up for the two longest running events, and it slowly became a habit.
I still remember when I was training long-distance running in the school sports team in junior high school. You know the winter in the north. As soon as the whistle blew at 5:30 in the morning, more than ten of us gathered downstairs in uniform clothes. , then the coach rode a motorcycle, and we followed him neatly, running out of the school, onto a road, and then turned back at the end. I can remember that road for a lifetime. From junior high school, high school to university, and even after returning from work to study for graduate school, I participated in school sports meetings for twelve consecutive years. It seems like that time of year when it’s time for me to play. In fact, before I came back to graduate school, I never got particularly good results in the school sports meeting of the Normal University. However, when I was in the special operations platoon, I was fully armed for long-distance running training. Not only the body armor was too heavy, but the gun was also there. His back was not stable at all, and his feet were still wearing long combat boots. I just returned to the plastic track of the National Normal University track and field and put on running shoes, a vest and shorts. To be honest, I was really not used to it, so I accidentally got the first place. This can be regarded as a gift for my persistence for many years. So the temperament that my many years of sports career has given me is probably. . . strong? Still fierce? In fact, I am very gentle at heart.
"Competition", from my perspective, means more bold attempts and breakthroughs.
Try a musical instrument, try writing, try debating... maybe it is to strengthen your areas of expertise, or maybe you want to stimulate your shortcomings.
I think that as long as it does not affect our main business, we have reason to devote ourselves to what we love. More often than not, the direction of our feelings is actually the real main business in our long life. Therefore, we should not only be a person with feelings, but also "compete" with our feelings wholeheartedly.