? Wang Kaijun
? In a person's life, there are always certain people who make people miss them all the time; the memory in their hearts will not be blurred by the passage of time, but they will often be forgotten by them. Some kind of opportunity makes the memory clearer and the yearning more intense.
More than twenty years ago, even though I was approaching my thirties, I still accomplished nothing. In the end, I failed to heed the advice of my parents that "every pot in the world is burned in the sky." Instead, I gave up the dung bucket, dung spoon, and hoe that accompanied the dynasty on the grounds that "every pot cooks something different." Hatchet blends into the city. Following his hobby, he became an apprentice in an art studio and engaged in advertising production.
At that time, you were about twenty years old, alone, and came to Jinhua City from Pan'an, a poor county at that time. You, with the dream in your heart, dip your nimble fingers in ink, write calligraphy works (you call it "finger calligraphy") and perform on the street.
At that time, I also loved calligraphy. Although the calligraphy I wrote was far from "fa", it still won the praise of many people. However, facing you who are younger than me, I have to feel inferior and awe-inspiring!
However, after all, you are still just an unknown junior. Moreover, under the circumstances at that time, the average person could only maintain food and clothing. How many people were willing to exchange money for the value of your art?
Although "finger writing" is more "boney" than writing with a brush and contains inherent strength, it is inferior to the changes of the brush.
So, you, who are good at inquiring and eager to learn, told me that you wanted to practice using a dining spoon to store ink for writing. The beauty brought by the round and plump lines of "Spoon Book" immediately came to my mind. I greatly appreciate your novel idea, but completely ignore the difficulty of actual operation of "Spoon Book", how much practical experience is required, and long-term exploration. Only by not allowing the slightest negligence can you be able to use it with ease...
The so-called sympathy means that you and I hit it off immediately and treat each other as close friends. How I wish you and I could become brothers, learn from each other and make progress together.
But your ambition always wants to have a bigger stage to show your talents.
Unexpectedly, the lone thousand-mile horse was not appreciated by Bole; no matter how persistent your belief is, it cannot satisfy your hunger.
In the end, you end up penniless. At that time, I only received an apprenticeship salary of 100 yuan per month. Coming from a poor family, I still hope that I can squeeze out some of the 100 yuan income to support my family. I can only do my best to give you a meal. In your future life, I can only pray that you will receive God’s mercy.
That day, watching your retreating back disappear from my sight and integrating into this cruel real society, I couldn't help but lament the helplessness of this life.
And you, the "The Lost Time" you wrote for me before leaving, has always been regarded as a treasure by me...
Today, I led several employees from Jinhua to Pan'an. Xian (I have changed my career) took advantage of my free time during lunch to write this essay to express my feelings and miss you. It seems that I, who live in Pan'an, will not feel lonely and feel more at ease because I have you as a friend nearby. Because I clearly remember the handwriting you once left for me: Yang Zesheng, Shenze Township, Pan'an County.
My friend, how are you? What legendary stories did you experience when you were living in a foreign land? Are you returning to your hometown with honor now? Or living in a foreign land? Did you achieve something in your career? Or depressed?
I hope that every striver in the world who can take the right path and challenge his destiny can have his own world! 2020.12.12