There is a famous writer in Hulan. Her original name is Zhang Naiying. She once wrote a poetic prose novel based on her hometown Hulan. The famous actor Tang Wei also starred in a novel. A movie based on her. The theme song of this movie is "Only One Life" sung by Luo Dayou. You may not remember her original name. But if you mention her pen name, you will definitely slap your thigh and say, "It's her." ah"!
Yes, it is her, she is Xiao Hong, the leader of the Northeast writers group, known as a talented woman.
Due to changes in administrative divisions, the former Hulan City has become a district of Harbin. The direct bus from Harbin city to Hulan only costs 5 yuan and can reach Hulan in about 40 minutes. When Metro Line 3 is repaired, the psychological distance between Hulan and Daolinangang will be closer.
When Xiao Hong left Hulan, her first stop was Harbin. After that, she went all the way south, and then crossed the ocean to Japan. Finally, she died in Hong Kong. Her last words before her death were:
◇I will be with the blue sky and clear water forever, leaving the half of "Red Mansion" for others to write. Half his life was ruined and he was treated with cold eyes... he died first, unwilling to accept it! Not willing to give in!
When Xiao Hong passed away, she was only thirty-one years old. A generation of beautiful and talented women who came out of the Hulan River eventually died on the bank of the Xiangjiang River.
For many years after her death, what people talked about was not her half of "The Red Mansion" "Mabele", nor her autobiographical novel written from a child's perspective. The poetic rural novel "The Story of Hulan River" is her love history. It is her love story in which she fell from the arms of one man into the arms of another man with a big belly. Wang Enjia, Xiao Jun, Duanmu Hongliang, if she were not 32 years old After his death, I am afraid that at least one Luo Binji will be added to this list.
In fact, with Xiao Hong’s talent, she would not have fallen to this. If she was willing to write popular literature, it should be easy for her to become a best-selling author, and then bear the burden of being an "independent new era female writer" Halos walk in this world. But she didn't. She seemed to have long realized that she would live shorter than others, so she devoted all her talents to pure literature. She neither wanted to make money with her talents, nor did she want to rely on her own hands and feet to do anything. Make a living for yourself.
When I was at Guangxi University, I read a collection of Xiao Hong’s letters on the third floor of the library. In her letters to Xiao Jun, they all ended up with the word "asking for money", just like Lu Xun The Kong Yiji described by Mr. Kong is just that Kong Yiji is a gentleman and no one is willing to support him in vain, but Xiao Hong is a talented and beautiful woman, and even when she is pregnant, men are willing to support her.
Although I am somewhat dissatisfied with Xiao Hong's choice, it is her own choice, and I should choose to respect it, or as Lin Xi wrote in the song:
◇Come Just come to the torrent of the noisy symphony of life
◇Even if it hurts or hurts, you still have to cough
◇Just walk to the depths of the blue sky and clear water and cycle endlessly
◇A person can laugh and cry freely for the rest of his life
This is Xiao Hong, a Xiao Hong who has dreams, is brave, is determined, and is not understood. She comes from the Hulan River, and her real name is Zhang Naiying. In fact, she has never encountered a golden age that belongs to her, whether during her lifetime or after her death.