As a loyal reader, you will certainly follow the pace of the author.
As for you, it's because you are afraid that your future feelings will be as ups and downs as in the novel.
People magnify sadness, and you think the sadness in some novels is just that you don't want to bear it.
Girl, leave everything to time. When you are a few years old, you will find yourself naive now.
Everything is resigned to fate. When you are a few years old, you will find that what you think is sad actually happens to you.
Leave everything to your mood. When you are a few years old, you will find that your feelings can give you happiness and sometimes cover up all your sorrows.
This is love.