Jose liked San Mao at that time. He invited her to play, go to the movies and go shopping, and launched all the pursuits of girls his age.
Sanmao is a sensitive person. Of course she understands his thoughts. But she also knows that this is impossible. "He is too young to go to college." But San Mao also likes this boy as much as his younger brother.
One night, they were walking in the park. Jose suddenly said, "wait for me for six years, let me go to college for four years and serve in the army for two years." In six years, we can get married. My lifelong yearning is to have a small apartment and a wife like you, and then I can earn money to support you. This is the happiest dream in my life. "
San Mao almost shed tears. But she said, "Don't come to me again." She knows in her heart that he is only eighteen years old and she can't wait for him for six years. So she let him go. Jose waved to her while walking on a snowy night. "Goodbye, Echo! Echo, goodbye! "
This is Jose's six-year contract. Six years later, he appeared in front of San Mao as scheduled. They really met again.
Sanmao left Spain and returned to Taiwan Province Province after finishing her studies. She naturally remembers Jose, but she doesn't take the six-year contract seriously. Six years later she returned to Madrid, and Jose returned as scheduled and appeared in front of her.
San Mao is naturally ecstatic. At that time, although she and Jose were not boyfriend and girlfriend, they had a good relationship. After seeing her long-lost friend, Jose held her in a circle.
"Six years after I said I would say goodbye to Jose forever, fate brought me back to him." San Mao later recalled:
Jose invited San Mao to his home. Sanmao found that his room was covered with her photos, many of which were yellow. Sanmao looked at the photo on the wall and suddenly turned to ask Jose, "Do you still want to get married?" Jose froze and looked at her. San Mao said, "Didn't you say six years? I am standing in front of you now. " But she began to cry again and said, "No, I don't want it." Jose to react, "why? Why not? "
A lot has happened in the past six years. Sanmao cried and said, "Then why don't you want me? If you had insisted on me, I would still be a good man. When I came back today, my heart was broken. "
He replied, "A broken heart can be stuck together."
"After pasting, there are still seams."
Jose pulled Sanmao's hand to his chest: "Here's another one, made of gold. Bring yours, let's change! "
Sanmao has always wanted to go to the Sahara desert. She is a wandering free man. She wrote to Jose that she was going to the desert. Jose wrote back: "I think very clearly that the only way to keep you by my side is to marry you, otherwise my heart will never lose this painful feeling." Shall we get married in summer? " At this time, Jose had already gone to Africa to find a good job and settled down at home. Someone is waiting for San Mao in the desert. Sanmao read the letter a dozen times, then folded it, put it in her pocket and walked in the street all night. When she came back, she made a decision to marry Jose.
Jose has a bad temper, and neither does San Mao. Before getting married, San Mao said to Jose, "We have different nationalities and different personalities. You may quarrel or even fight when you get married in the future. " Jose answered her, "I know you have a bad temper and a good heart." Quarrels and fights can happen, but we still have to get married. " This is the most beautiful love story.
Sanmao can also talk sweet words. Jose asked her, "Do you have to marry a rich man?"
"If I don't love him, he is a millionaire and I won't marry him. I love him. If he is a multimillionaire, I will marry him. "
"... after all, you still want to marry a rich man. "
San Mao replied, "There are exceptions."
"What will you do if you follow me?"
"That's as long as you have enough money."
Jose thought for a moment and asked her, "Do you eat much?"
San Mao carefully replied: "Not much, not much, you can eat less in the future."
In this way, two people got married at 1974. After all kinds of formalities, they finally got married in the Sahara desert. In the next six years, the two lived a bittersweet life together. During this period, Sanmao's works began to appear in newspapers.
After two people got married, the economy was not particularly loose, and even later Jose lost his job, and the economy was once very tight. Married life is inevitable, but this is marriage.
In the desert, although I had a hard time, I was very happy. San Mao wrote about her daily life with Jose in The Story of the Sahara, revealing full happiness. Jose is Spanish. Sanmao cooks Chinese food for him. Jose ate vermicelli and thought it was delicious. He asked her what it was. San Mao teased him, "This thing is called rain, it's spring rain." The same fan, San Mao, in another way, Jose couldn't tell whether it was the same kind or not, but asked her what it was. Sanmao jokingly called it nylon silk. Two people's lives are spent in such nonsense and gag.
Sanmao is a careless person. Many things follow your heart and don't follow the rules. She actually learned how to treat the locals in the desert. The local area is very backward, and women don't go to the hospital for treatment because they don't want men to see it. Sanmao has some commonly used medicines and will give them when necessary. Although Jose will dissuade her from being rude to others, she will still let her go most of the time. On one occasion, Sanmao tried to deliver a baby. Jose was so angry that he tried his best to stop her, hugged her tightly and asked the woman's husband to take his wife to the hospital. The woman finally delivered safely. Jose is rational. He can always stare at San Mao, a free and easy person, and not let her do crazy things.
Although Sanmao and Jose are in foreign love, Sanmao is still very nervous about the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law. After San Mao and Jose moved to the island, Jose's mother went to stay. San Mao was very negative during that time. She worked hard and busily, but she didn't get the understanding of Jose and her family. San Mao also wrote in the book "Like a Sad Woman These Days" that she called that kind of life "this kind of family life".
She said to Jose, "I'm not dissatisfied with her. I just think this life is meaningless. Jose, do you understand? This is not pain, but I lost myself. As long as I am in front of your family, I am not me, not me. I feel very bitter. "
Fortunately, "this kind of family life" didn't last long, and her mother-in-law and Jose's sister went back to their respective homes. Jose and San Mao's home has been restored calm, returning to the life of only two of them.
This is their life. There are joys, quarrels, incomprehension and dependence.
After the Sahara War, Sanmao evacuated first, and Jose had to evacuate later because of the company. After waiting for ten days and ten nights without any news, she finally met Jose, and both of them cried bitterly. It is also in these ten days of suffering that Sanmao really realized how strong his love for Jose is. When Jose left the desert, he almost moved all his homes out of the desert. There are mushrooms, rags and camel skulls that Sanmao regards as treasures, and Sanmao is ecstatic.
San Mao and Jose discussed life and death. A magazine once invited Sanmao to contribute, and the theme was "What would you do if you only had three months to live?" Sanmao showed it to Jose, and Jose asked her, "What are you going to do?" Sanmao was kneading dough, but she didn't answer him. Jose asked her if she wanted to write. San Mao turned to look at Jose. "Fool, I won't write, because I want to give you jiaozi." Having said that, Sanmao continued to knead the dough. Jose hugged her from behind with tears in her eyes. He suddenly said, "Don't die, don't die, don't die ... let's ignore him in this magazine, because none of us will die." San Mao asked him again, "How could we die?" . "
"When you are very old, I am also very old, and the two of us can't walk and can't help. Put on clean clothes, lie in bed together, close your eyes and say, ok! Let's go together! " Jose replied like this.
But this time, the agreement failed to materialize.
From 65438 to 0979, Sanmao accompanied her parents to travel to London and Europe. Jose went to the airport to see him off and promised Sanmao's mother to go to Taipei next January. San Mao and Jose waved goodbye. No one thought at that time that it would be a farewell.
On the night when Sanmao lived in London, someone called at night. San Mao answered the phone and kept asking each other, "Is Jose dead? You have to tell me that Jose is dead ... "This may be two people's telepathy.
Jose drowned in a diving accident. On the night of Mid-Autumn Festival, his body was salvaged. Sanmao almost collapsed. Sanmao sat in the room where Jose's body was kept, and held a wake for him. She took Jose's hand and talked about their past.
San Mao wrote these words after burying Jose: "We changed our hearts in the snow in Serbia. Your heart is mine and mine is yours. It is us who are buried today. " After that, most of Sanmao's works showed sadness, pain and despair. Jose's death took her soul.
San Mao is painful. But she said, "Thank God, I'm alive today, and I'm in pain. If I ask Jose to endure this long night every minute, I will never agree. Fortunately, it's not his turn yet. If he lives like me, then I will fight with God and come back to replace him. "
199 1 year, Sanmao died. Her death remains a mystery. Later, some people said that the story of San Mao and Jose was not true. Sanmao is mentally ill, and all those beautiful things are her fantasies. And what the truth is, no one can be sure. But in Sanmao's words, the story between her and Jose is the most beautiful and touching love in the world.