The water of the Yangtze River flows eastward for a long time, and I don't know when it will stop, and neither will their lovesickness and parting hatred. I only hope that your heart is the same as mine, and you will not live up to this mutual yearning.
Now is the state between my lover and me, because he is in the army and because of the particularity of his work, we can't meet every day like a normal couple. Even if you can't meet every day, you can talk on the phone every day. None of this is possible. I can only look at his photos and count the days when he can call me if he wants to take his mobile phone.
When we were pregnant with our first child, we were pregnant for a long time, because the number of meetings was limited. It took two years to get pregnant and finally got pregnant. Later, I checked, and there was no fetal heart. I wished he could be with me, but he didn't. Later, in the anxious review, I still failed and the child was gone. When I'm lying on the operating table, I wish I could come out. I feel a little dissatisfied now. I know how to talk about him every day, but he still can't come back from vacation. I found out whether I married a fake husband. The army was his first wife. I may not even be a concubine, not even a maid-in-waiting.
Be sure to see him when you have the chance. Even if the place where he lives is very difficult, I think it is better than being at home alone now. Just like yesterday, it was raining outside in the middle of the night and the wind was blowing hard. Maybe my window is not well managed, or something happened. I heard a ghostly scream outside, which scared me to cry all night. I don't want to be alone at home.