Poetry that can't escape fate

From graduation to returning to China and entering China, I have worked for nearly three years now, and three years have passed in a blink of an eye. Looking back on the past three years, I have changed two jobs. If you resign after the year, it may be the third job. In retrospect, every time I quit my job, it was because of various difficulties, setbacks, or poor performance, or I felt that I was not suitable for this job. In fact, in retrospect, there was no company and no leader. No leader said that I was fired, but all the reasons stemmed from my inner weakness, met with insurmountable difficulties, and then kept things in my heart and was at a loss. I was depressed for a day or two, and I didn't know who to communicate with or how to solve it. So for a day or two, I was depressed. I didn't know how to solve it, and I didn't know who to talk to. I felt very weak. Finally, I chose to leave my job or change my job to escape the pressure I experienced. In fact, to put it bluntly, I feel very weak in my heart.

I had a brief chat with a friend at noon today and found that it was a little girl, not a little girl, but a female colleague. Her psychological pressure is much greater than mine. In his first year in the company, many performance indicators were high and his business needed to be re-developed. Based on this bit by bit exploration, you may encounter many difficulties and may feel great pressure. Even if she lives alone, a year will be accompanied by 8 million indicators, although she only completed 20 million.

For life, for life, some people's weakness may not be formed in a day or two, but life is long and short, and you can't always avoid this attitude. If you feel good, retreat. If you can't stand it, run. You may be able to escape like this for a while, maybe a year, two years, three years, but you can't escape forever.

In retrospect, I was confident when I was at school, but I found myself getting weaker and weaker after I left school. More and more overwhelmed. Then I slowly learned to escape. Just like an ostrich, when it encounters difficulties, it buries its head into the ground thinking that it can't see anything, and things will pass, but it doesn't know that things and difficulties will not be few and will not go unless you face them formally.

Some people actually live a very ordinary life, even if there is nothing that makes the gods cry. But he will be as calm as a bird with its head held high. You can always face the things that should come with your head held high. Don't run away, don't give in, face it bravely, and some people look mighty and tall, but when they meet things, they are like ostriches, either diving into the ground or running away. I think I am an ostrich now.

Life is impermanent, and many things can't be avoided for a lifetime. Escape is the least way to solve the problem. I hope that one day I can find that confident me, no longer an ostrich, but a person who swaggers forward.